hmmm. i realised my friends who only book out on weekends update their blogs only on yeah, weekends but me as a stay out personnel only updates once a week! ha. sorry man. i'm a guy and guys dont do this shit. ha. right! anyway anyway i had duty on tuesday. duty = overnight duty. and the shift for me was kinda sucky so all in all i only slept for like 2 hours. fuqit. was supposed to do prowling from 11pm to 1am. so i was all ready lah. with sbo and all. then the other rp whus supposed to do with me said we're not going prowling? ha! the guard comd closed one eye also. nice guy. and wednesday was supposed to be my duty off + half day off so supposedly i could go off at 10am! but no! i had some IMT shit (indoor shooting) since my range is next week. bahh. they owe me one half day and i want it on a saturday pls pls. ended up going at 4+pm. shagged and all. got home. cooked my own dinner cuz dinner wasnt too appetising. slept at 6.30pm thinking i'd wake up at 8+ 9pm or smth! but no... i slept all the way till 5.30am! ha. that was like 11 hours of sleep man. 'cept woke up at dunno wad time to drink and went str8 back to slumberland. the peak hour is normally from 7am to 8am and tts when the regulars and nsfs will book in. there are a few female majors in neesoon camp and i really look up to them. they're females mind u. and to have come so far is wow! to command such high respect is also another wow thingy. i think i'm mad lei? like we're supposed to salute whenever we see high ranking officers? i get gratification when they salute me back sia! haha. mad. there's this female major whu drives a cool 4WD. and she looks like a modern mom. so cool. there's this brunette angmoh major also. so pretty eh! wonder how she got into the saf. hmmm. and yeah. i've been spotting nice cars also. feel like getting one? ha! right. i dont even have a license much less signed up for driving! i just got to knoe aloysius just passed his driving. ahhh. jealous. and i see my friend whus a year older than me booking in with his white hyundai. more jealous. i wanna drive! bahh. its gonna cost alot and i wont wanna sponsor myself. ha. banking on my parents. the meagre meagre pay i'm getting is almost zilch compared to the driving fees lah. surprisingly after payday (and after so much of i-wanna-go-shopping's) i have 300+ left in my bank acct? lol. only bought a pair of levis and that's like it? not bad not bad. oh anyway. we RPs at neesoon camp have different jobs to do lah. there's vehicle check/spot check, outgoing (which checks outgoing vehicles. and for me its as and when i like it. slacker. =p), desk which is total slack (sit in office and exchange passes for visitors), gate ic who checks the identity of people coming into camp b4 allowing them in and finally the sentry. i've always liked outgoing cuz its so slack! and there's a fan there so i'll nv perspire when i'm doing my job. i tell u ah. spotcheck is also slack cuz u'll just be sitting down but the freaking weather is horrible! sit also can perspire. and yeah. outgoing's the slackest imo. but now there's a change for outgoing! for every MID (mindef i think) vehicle we have to check for their driver's log book, 11B (saf's equivalent of the ic) and driving license! bah! so troublesome. bugger. dont think i'm gonna like outgoing anymore. haha. oh well. went for some chemical defence course yesterday and today. fuqit. 5 RPs went and i was one of them. the rest are so rowdy can! my god. i so dunno them. one was like shouting "ahhh! finally can scratch my dick!". attn seeker or wad u tell me. another was so slow in his movements and all until the sgt farked him. disgrace. the course was ok. at least i dont get to do duty yeah? ha. but donning the whole suit is so freaking troublesome! and yeah its warm when u wear it given singapore's weather. duh. today was the test lah. we went into this chamber where they'll err... 'emit' teargas! with the suit and all i thot it was fine lah. chickenfeet and all. but they made us take off our masks and report to them our rank and name and ic number. i thot it was easy! thot! right. the moment i took of my mask the gas got to me and i felt a chocking sensation in my nose. horrible! so when i reported i was like "muhdbrbrbrbrzan s85brbrbrbri". ultra quick can? ha! horrible! mucus and all was coming out can. eyes tearing and all. now i knoe how rioters feel. so dont riot pls? lol. we 5 RPs were attached to SMM lah. school of military medicine. so we were like 2nd class citizens lah. those soon-to-be medics were still trainees so it felt like bmt. regimental and all. man i miss bmt! badly! oh. i finally talked to 2 of my platoonmates whu were posted to SMM as medics and now undergoing course. it felt good reliving those bmt days. sigh. anyway, i'm gonna have range this coming monday to wednesday so i have to stay in! fuqit. sucks. range is super boring tho its damn slack. gonna spend the whole day there can? like 7am to 10pm or smth. damn. if and only if i get the marksman thingy. an extra $200 for me and yeah. more shopping of cuz. haha. i was abit adventurous today when going home. i thot svc bus number 171 which is near my camp passes by my place so i boarded it lah. wah lao. i was wrong! i think the svc near my place is 170. haha. and it was travelling on the BKE and had it gone str8 i'd have ended up in town sia! bloody hell. heart thumping all can. i was wearing my admin (army tee, shorts and my 322's newbalance). gosh. vanity? u bet. ha. thank god it turned into bt panjang road. rushed home cuz agreed to meet my mom in town. thot of getting a new phone today! to end my dilemma once and for all! samsung e700a or nokia 7200? i still cant decide! and yeah didnt get it today. cuz well... the extra $100 off if ur a singnet broadband subscriber only applies to upgrades which were AT LEAST 21 months ago! wtf. which phone was the in phone 21 months ago sia! 3210? bloody hell. so i didnt get it lah. i could have gotten it for $350 if not. argh. since i wasnt applicable for tt the phone costs $488. told the guy i wanted it all and my mom was like "pay thru creditcard?" and tts it. they dont accept credit cards. so hopefully i'm buying tmr. if my mom isnt lazy and gives excuses. ha. i really hope the phone's nice. haha. oh yeah! was supposed to meet my zl, choo and steph today but choo cant make it! ahhh. steph just came back from jakarta and she's flying off on wednesday. havent met up with her for quite some time also! think i'm meeting them tmr. it better be. still waiting for choo's sms. yeah... i'm missing bmt. i'm missing school. missing jjc02s30. missing jjcsb. missing everyone... =\