hey man! i'm feeling good. haha. its only the 4th day of fasting and yet i'm looking forward to hari raya! heheh. like normally for hari raya i wont wear my baju kurung lah. at most also i'll just dig out my north indian [punjabi?] suit and wear it? yeah. so broke fast with my friends on saturday night. and we were talking about what to wear for hari raya? colours and all. i still hadnt decided whether to go traditional anot then. then i suddenly thought of wearing a black baju kurung and pinkish samping? omg. so metro! haha. [for the non-muslim readers, samping's the piece of cloth u tie around ur waist over ur pants] yeah. so we broke fast in town. didnt knoe what to do after breaking fast so we went to geylang to find my samping. found a super nice one. it has like grey, pink, maroon and cream on it? omg. so nice lei. and yes. u were wrong if u thot i was gonna wear a totally pink samping. style and me are complements can? haha. nice nice! =)

oh yes. singapore idol last week was bad. the worst so far. the notable performers were olinda and taufik. like only? the rest were like bad. leandra too! and yes. jerry irritated me again with his stupid expressions when singing. like again? duh. was kinda worried for leandra. and yeah. leandra, syl and jerry were in the bottom3. i was like super stressed lah can. was practically shouting all to myself. and yeah! jerry's out! like finally man. leandra didnt look too relieved when she knoe she was safe tho. hah. think i'm gonna root for her from now on. and i think she's getting prettier each week also ya? heh. i think what ken lim said to taufik made sense. he gotta appeal to the mass? and tt includes pple of different races. singapore - a closeted racist society. sue me if u want. heh.

had a really good pre-ramadhan treat a day before fasting started. thursday is ice cream day for our camp lah. and i happened to be doing outgoing. so was checking this ice cream van. 3 compartments. i opened the middle one and 3 ice cream tubs fell out? i was like wtf. stunned. then my colleague whu was doing outgoing with me cajoled me into stealing a tub. haha. he was like "eh take one! hurry! i cover u!" lol. cuz the driver was looking towards the front then? haha. boys will be boys! heh. and yeah. had a super filling western lunch last thursday cuz the serving was like meant for the bfg. hehe. =p

sianified! my duty's this coming saturday. bloody hell. i'm really hoping the duty plan will be changed cuz of some miracle or smth ah. its a weekend man! shucks. with lotsa hopes, me.

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