heyyy. i guess the highlight of the week has to be watching singapore idol live. not from the comfort of my own home but from mediacorp itself! haha. many many thanks to mr uber nice guy natho and sylvester's sister. and of cuz to mel for going with me. anyway anyway, i didnt think the spectaculars #4 wasnt so bad? cuz the theme related more to me i guess? and of cuz the idols themselves managed to pull the theme off quite well.

the previous night mel was like taufik shud do an usher number or smth. and boy he did! he sang yeah. which i feel was a bad choice. he should have done smth slower like burn? hmm. and the musical accompaniment was so bad. and i dont think its meant to be sung alone cuz it sounds empty when sung alone. christopher whom i thought would falter kinda susprised me with his angels. man it was good. so good it made my hair raise! and my hair's only raised by a good piece of music. so there u go. maia was well, predictable. olinda looked like a diva! [and she even had a personal stylist who went on to put over her her jacket after she finished her performance?] pretty dress with manicured nails and all. she kinda reminds me of indonesian idol winner, joy tobing? haha. was watching out for leandra but i dunno. she didnt blow me off man. her entry points were like weak and all. and i dont think she shud have worn tt dress when it didnt really show off her erm, chest? but she's pretty anyway. sylvester was also predictable lah. what else can he do but rock right? but hush. not gonna be mean since i got the tix thru his sis. haha.

so i voted for leandra and taufik. results show. i can just die every friday man. so tension! anyway anyway. sly and maia was in the bottom 2? was feel guilty and all. got the tix thru sly's sis and even sat with their family and all but i didnt vote for him? whew. so i'm glad he got thru. which could also mean many more tix to come? haha. i dunno yeah. so yeah. maia the single mama's out. hohum.

was on duty yesterday. bah. totally burnt my weekend. oh well. was prowling from at 3am when my mom called me and told me she'd won 3000 bucks cuz of the lucky draw while at her company's d&d last night. bet she was too excited to sleep bah. good for her. good for me too of cuz. haha.

supposed to go town with my mom like at noon but i think her lack of sleep got to her. damn. nice weather to sleep, but i've slept enuff! think i'll prolly go watch dvds. toodles!

and finally the silence, looking out, looking back across the sky
trying to find a meaning, knowing that I just left it all behind
still I smell a lingering softness
where did she go, how did she go, i wanna, i wanna know
i wanna know that she'll be coming here to me...