i'm just an RP. why make me do things so so so so so so way outta my jobscope? what? am i clerk as well? bloody hell. there i was, shivering and sitting in some ISO meeting which i totally know nuts about. i dont even know what it freaking stands for. its like putting a pure arts student in some biology lecture. no. make that biology conducted in greek. yes. i absolutely had no idea what was going on.

fuck. why am i the admin spec? just cuz i work my magic on the keyboard at supposedly amazing lightning speed? pls. i'm not even it-savvy. we have a fair share of those with at least a levels and above in the guardroom. why me? do i get benefits for doing all these shit which i so so unwillingly do? hell no. army sucks. big time. and i wanna ord. badly. argh.