hey... havent been updating for a long time i knoe? heh... just didnt want to... my As results arent exactly good... think some of my frds were shocked when i just broke down? ha... and i got a freaking 6 for GP... fark lah... someone tell me i dont deserve a 6 pls... argh... i cant stand how pple can make simple grammatical errors and still get better grades! where's the love man... ha... and i'm like super tempted to get my gp paper remarked? sighs... guess my plan now is to enter uni... duh... after NS of cuz... think i'll do mechanical engineering? i dunno eh... i wanna do banking and finance lei... but my mom die die wont let me lah... she wants me to do engin... but the thing is... lets say i get to be a pilot and lets say after 10 years SIA retrenches me... with an engin degree i can only be an engineer? but i dont wanna become an engineer u see... i wont mind being a banker or wad... oh yes... SIA dusnt like care wad degree u did in uni... so yeah... u see my dilemma? howww... someone help? and if i cant get into a local u i think i'll be going to UK... bye pple? sigh... so sad eh... anyway... bmt's ending soon... threw a real grenade last saturday? damn scary eh! hands shivering and all... ha... and i'm passing out on the 25th... which is this coming thurs! god pls give me the strength to jump... ha... hush hush... i'll be eagerly and worryingly waiting for my posting... and u freaking knoe wad?! i bloody missed the band audition?! fark sia... other companies all went except for mine lah? wtf... where am i gonna get posted to now! hai... saw toi and eugene the other day... talked to them for a while... toi rejected the band audition... why oh why! and eugene was telling me his audition didnt go so well so they'll still consider him? on a special case basis tho! whyyyyy... why werent us scorpion recruits informed... and i called the saf band hotline... and they said i cudnt make any appt for band audition... hai... its nice making music u knoe... hai... someone lift my abysmal morale up pls... sucks... anyway... went town yesterday... i spent like $200 lah?! omg omg... bot my ipod earphones which cost like $70... basket? i wudnt if i could! but my current ipod earphones' outer insulating wire's torn apart? i dunno why lah k... hai... and saw this really nice pair of berms in this month's issue of FHM... thot of getting it... so went to the shop but they didnt have it... so bot a nice and simple one from 77th street... and i bot a tee too... think my mom will just scream at me if she found out i spent $200? ha... hush hush for now... watched the eye2 yesterday also... not bad lah huh... throughout the later part of the show i had some paper bag on my laps in case of sudden scary scenes? hahaha... i'll have a week of leave starting from this coming fri onwards... yeah man! can slack... and enjoy civilian life for a while? heh... meanwhile i'll just enjoy the company of my platoonmates... they're such nice people... especially section3 pple! they rawk totally... heh... see ya pple... ;)