hey man. let me do a quickie. so u guys wont have to squint and subsequently complain to me? heh. well firstly! i signed up for driving liao! so no more empty talk. and this brings me a step closer to the first item on my wish list? hahaha. bot the basic theory book. even bot the advanced theory book also? over-confident? definitely. ha. anyway. i'm hoping to drive by year end. can't wait. haha. we'll see yeah. last week was just shitty lah. my actual night duty was on wednesday. did it with the farker. was prowling with this guy from commando whu was attached to neesoon camp for the combat medic course? talk and talk and realised he knoes three of my friends! my god? how microscopic can the world get man! and tt farker whu did the duty with me? he happily drank and stuff? couldnt wake up the next morning and i had to go to the north gate all by myself. wtf. my 2nd night duty only can. so newbie lor. anyway. my sgt got to knoe he drank while on duty [which is so wrong], opened up the visitor's room [which we're not supposed to] and whatever. so he made me do a formal report and asked the guard commander for that night to come down to the guard house for awhile to write a formal report too? my god. so freaking scary can. like some court case sia! whew. when tt guard comd came he was like comforting me? he massaged my shoulders? ha. it was scary can. anyway we're all hoping tt farker wud be posted out to some chiong sua unit but i guess not. darn. think he's getting alot alot alot of extras. and guess what? tt farker took mc on friday and no one could cover his duty so i had to do it? and when did they inform me? on friday itself? like hello? i've got no towel and shit? chee beh. but my sgt assured me he'll try not to put me on any night duty for the month of july. i doubt so though since from july onwards FOUR RPs will stay back. used to be just two. oh well. he also said i'm gonna become an rp spec soon? hmm. an rp spec plans the day's duties and stuff lah. so he's basically the ic for tt day? and its a post given only to those old birds lei. its like only 2 mths i've been at neesoon camp? hahaha. lao jiao liao lei. and when i was typing tt report thingy my sgt saw i could type fast so he wants me to be the next admin spec also? ha. good good. i've a bright future now. ha. mad. saturday came soon enuff. met up with clive and edna on saturday for a short while. supposed to get edna's hp from her but i dunno why? she also forgot? i thot i asked her whether she brot it and she said yes lei. oh nvm. walked around aimlessly. didnt really shop also. oh yeah! we went cologne shopping [and sniffing? lol]. nice. and clive said the kenzo perfume i wanna get smells menthos-ish? thanks ah. think i'll get the clinique happy. cheap cheap. yeah. clive went off close to 6. edna went off at 6.30 liddat. and i was off to meet my bmt platoonmates for a gathering after 3 mths of not having seen one another! fish&co @ glasshouse. 15 of us. not bad lah huh? waited an hour plus for our table. waited another 40 mins for the food. chee beh. but nvm. it was all good fun. i miss them man. took some photos. a photo actually. but somehow my camera's flash wasnt on? argh. wasted. it was nice. just laughing at the bmt memories and stuff. slacked on sunday. met edna for a lil while at jp to get her phone. went to accompany her to the supermarket. felt abit funny going home empty-handed so i dropped by lot1 to buy some grapes and soya bean milk. yeah grapes. haha. craving lah. queued close to 20 mins just to pay for those 2 items. basket. and this family was infront of me queing? like duh? one person will do right? all 4 had to queue lor. get everyone lah. ur nephew's cousins. ur godfather's sister's nieces. ur in-laws' cousin's siblings. everyone lah! chee beh. elongated the queue unnecessarily. stupiiiiidddddd. anyway! mingmao's posted to my camp for the combat medic course. talked to him today. hahaha. he was like "oh man i miss u!"? haha. shook hands and all. haha. sigh. those were the days ya. botak recruits and all. but its ok. i'll be seeing him quite often now tt he's in my camp. wasted he didnt go for the plt gathering. and u knoe wad? i'm in love the the 7610. basket. shud have waited a month more! stupid samsung. grr. i really like the black/gold one? die die die. someone kill me. but whatever. i'm gonna get that phone. soon. grr...

i'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me
that I need to move on
on the other side I wanna break down
and cry...