hey! its friday tmr! woo hoo! so fast so fast. and this week has been my slackest ever since i was posted to nee soon guardroom. lol. there's not much point shadowing my senior 24/7 so sometimes i'll just go to the rp's rest area and sleep and wait to be called if there's anything to be taught lor. went to seletar camp on tuesday with my csm for some meeting lah. i felt like some PA can? ha. got there and i dunno why but the meeting was cancelled or smth? so just collected some document and went home. i was home at 5! earliest ever whoa. heh. my rp sgt said i'll be shadowing for 2 weeks and i'm like 2 weeks is too long lor? for the past few days i've been doing nothing but typing documents and stuff? ha. clerk's job sia. enjoying it of cuz.

was helping to cover desk duty for a colleague of mine the other day since the corporals had a meeting with my csm. was doing with another colleague whu got posted around the same time as me lah? yeah. its like the first time doing duty and so many things had to happen lor. first there was some confiscated hp handed over to us from one of the classified unit's in our camp. being new we didnt know how to like take over and stuff? tts one. secondly, this alarm near the mdc i think sounded so many freaking times. thirdly they were doing some construction work near the incoming/outgoing barriers and suddenly the electricity to the barriers got cut off and they cudnt be opened? lol. so troublesome lor. we super didnt know what to do and all? haha.

my colleague said i'll be doing duty next weekend? which means the national day weekend! LONG weekend mind you. no i'm not gonna do. weekend duties are meant for extras and i havent signed any extras at all. i've been good. i just hope its some stupid joke. i'm fine with other weekends but not the national day one pls. shall kpo abit while the current admin spec does up the night duty plan tmr. duh i'm supposed to shadow him remember? ha. yeah.

amazing race yesterday was saddening man. wait the past few episodes have been saddening. basket. the nice guys always get booted out lor! i want the twins out. out out out. bitches. anyway! impromptuly decided i wanted to make brownies for myself to munch on while watching amazing race or smth? bot the ingredients and all. got home and there werent any eggs. didnt get to bake lor. maybe i'll bake on saturday b4 going to diana's for the bbq? it'll be the last time she gets to taste my brownies? sobs.

oh u know what? i found this really good deal? this guy's willing to buy my e700a for $420? and his friend's selling a brand new 7610 for $798 only? without line of cuz. tts like a hundred bucks cheaper than elsewhere lei! and if i were to get it next payday i'll be left with only $50+ to survive for a month?! shucks. i dunno man. but if i were to procrastinate then the trade-in value of my e700a will like drop? of cuz the 7610's value will drop too. but if they both drop at the same time i'll have to pay the same amount as now right? damn. i dunno. which benefit do i forgo now? lol. opportunity cost man. and surviving on $50+ for the rest of the month wont be easy cuz i have my retail therapy to tend to. and food! damn. think i'll talk to my mom about it and see how? not like she's gonna fork out money for the 7610. aiyahhhh. dunno.

now i'm anxiously waiting for the result of my basic theory test. really hoping i'd pass. duh. then can start driving liao. think i'm going private? cheaper my parents said. so okay lor. anything. i just wanna pass the first time round man. hah...

everything i know, and anywhere i go
it gets hard but it won't take away my love
and when the last one falls
when it's all said and done
it gets hard but it won't take away my love...