stabs.of.reality

Saturday, March 29, 2003

Remember when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother
We understood, we'd never be,
Alone

Those days are gone, and I want so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way
Don't want to be
Alone tonight

What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble

I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
Don't want to be,
Alone tonight

What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

Oh I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know...

I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbye
With you I wanna spend
The rest of my life

What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew

How did I fall in love... With you...

Friday, March 28, 2003

hello bloggie.. wads up? suffering from malnutrition eh? lolz... anyways... had some s-cube seminar on wednesday... happily doing econs during the later part... and ms tie laughed like sooooo happily... body shaking and all? and i missed it?!? urgh... how... there wun be a next time lor.. no encore... sigh.. oh well... after it ended went outside bandroom to finish up econs summary... for fear there'll be no time.. so yeah.. had band at 5.. halfway thru it leng told us schs are all gonna be closed till the 6th? i found it so surreal... so drastic a measure? wth did i rush thru my econs... hmph... quite ok lah huh... slack time man... almost 3 weeks hols inclusive of march hols... could have stayed in perth longer! = spending more money? nah... lolz... then went to catch the jc1s finale night... 'campfire' ah... but fun... damn united... why are they so lucky? orientation so fun.. ours... sian diao lor. period. hmph.. went home with siti and yuslizah.. took cab.. told the uncle to open to boot? lolz! where were we going lor? airport? lolz... like so many of us brot stands home lor? lolz... prepared for the worst ah... and clive looked as if he's going for war? lolz... yeah... yest was spent slacking... nothing happened much... today... err.. went to the laundry to dry clean smth.. secret... heh.. went to buy toiletries... bot biore mens pore pack nose thingy? lolz.. then i used it lah... effective... but my nose became so itchy? was happily merrily scratching it while eating my chicken chop... nice! thanks jem for err.. intensifying my crave for it? err.. yah... spoke to nick on the phone.. counselled him abit lah huh... =)... nice me... anyways.. yeah.. tts it... mel... go clarify with him lah huh... nights!

Tuesday, March 25, 2003

hey there bloggie... guess u must be bloated with last nite's mouthful entry huh... lolz.. i'll make u diet today... heh.. nothing much happened today... PE was taken by ms leo? err.. think so.. slack man.. ran 6 rounds within 13.30 and ur off for ur games... so good... to think i was dreading PE.. heh... oh yah.. i got 12/30 for my physics test... not bad cuz i was expecting smth less than 7... good work... hopefully i wun fail my physics grade... anyways... i've been devoting 2 days for econs already? happily ah... ok.. nights bloggie... dun burp... cuz its not alot... heh

Monday, March 24, 2003

heyhey.. sorry man bloggie.. been too busy... or have i? lolz... yeah... i'll update u worry not... saturday was a long day... had econs tut for 2 hours in the morning.. which i woke up late for?! woke up at 6.55am... took a cab lor.. idiot... then went for band till 5.. mr leng was there the whole day.. yay yay... then went with angel edna jem to jp to meet chubang, xinhe and guohai.. but tt was after i met her... hehe... for like 3 mins at a roadside? how nice ah... yeah.. she passed me audrey's notes and 10 bucks.. which was kinda surprising cuz i long forgot about it... then i passed her her 2 mths belated bday gift and nougats for her and audrey.. she likes it lei bloggie... i got taste rite.. so well colour coordinated... yeah.. went jp slacked around... saw this 2 bandits in jc band fest tee.. didnt get to see whu! so not satisfying ah.. rushed home with jem... took mrt... just to catch MSU? yay... bernice wong which i eyed the nite b4 won! yay... eyed? lolz.. yeah.. sunday was kinda fulfilling oso... managed to do my vocab... finished up my physics notes on capacitance at about 3pm... then went to bake cookies... lolz... yeah tt was my sunday... sunday nite was spent dreading sch.. ha... yeah.. sch started today... had PE under mr ng... nice fella.. he saw me once at lot1 and smiled at me? like he knoes my name ah.. ha.. oh well.. ran 6 rounds.. 2 rounds extra cuz we didnt sing loud enuff... well i wasnt singing.. honest? yeah.. infront of j1s summore.. not shy ah... then super perspired lor.. after so long... ha... then ms lang picked on me during maths tut just bcuz i was stoning? i wasnt lor langie.. i was reading the assm qn! asked me why i didnt come for holiday tutorial... nv ask class chairman lah.. show u passport then u knoe ah! ass... hmph.. today was a super economic day for me.. spent like 4 hours on econs k! heck it with gp.. sally chua's bias ah bloggie! how liddat... hmph... ha... nights bloggie! tt was a mouthful.. whew...=)

Friday, March 21, 2003

hey... i dun feel right blog... sigh... dunno why... might meet her tmr to get audrey's notes... need to pass her super belated bday prezzie oso... 2 mths late? happy 18 and 2 mths old mel... ok... wad else? yeah... i finished up econs... wanted to bake.. but cudnt find eggs.. so became lazy and slacked around... dad said i left $10 last week? lolz... bonus for me... ok... tmr's gonna be a super long day for me... dah...

Thursday, March 20, 2003

hello blog! i'm hyped... thanks to jem for sending me billie jean? ha.. and tt song has been with me throughout the whole trip? dunno where i heard it... but yeah.. touched down at 12.45am... reached home at 2+am... sian diao... with some sucky taxi driver?
nv even offer to help my mom carry the big red luggage? i had to carry it? and for tt no tips for him... basket. fat arse. anyways... the day was fine... didnt go for band... too tired.. woke up late... sorry man.. will BRB man! reiterating, perth's nice! lolz.. reiterating is so conclusion for gp? anyways yah.. like the weather there... realli nice... no stress.. shopping there a tad too ex tho... hmph.. and my shopping not complete!? didnt get to buy this slipper cuz was broke.. told mom oso she said nono.. no use.. but its so nice.. oh yah! had some problem at the money changer? hmph.. i gave him 2 5 pounds notes... so he checked for counterfeits... one of the notes is... or so he claimed? he said cant see the queen's face.. the nose is diff or wad lah... ah duhs! they're both diff editions and u wanna compare liddat? hmph... irritating... then he kept tt 5 pound note and i could onli change 5 pounds lor... got onli AUS$12.70? duhs.. wad for sia liddat! hmph... anyways... the flight back wasnt full... so i shifted to a window seat.. got 2 seats... tried lying down to sleep but not enuff space? lolz... and i didnt sleep at all throughout the whole flight... then the flight back to singapore from kl wasnt full oso.. the chief stewardess speaks funny? chindian.. lolz... ladies and gOntlemen k... lolz... anyways... seems tt i'm missing alot.. esp jem's mosquito bite aka lovebite... lolz... yeah... hope u guys had fun yeah... i sure did... nights bloggie!

Tuesday, March 18, 2003

heyhey... met jeri last nite... alright lah huh... nice... but the weather was so darn cold? and i was in berms? wth whu cares? lolz.. out of point. anyway yah.. ate fish and chips.. took photos... took this photo! damn nice k! got 3 elements in it? the full moon on a black sky... perth city's skyline plus the highway at the bottom.. woo hoo... nice... yeah... going home soon! will miss u perth! dah!

Monday, March 17, 2003

heyhey... u knoe it onli costs $2 an hour to surf online here? so cheap... was thinking $3 or smth... oh well... i profit anyway.. anyway!!!! guess whu i met today!?!?!? rohai? my jc band fest frd from tj?!? OMG.. is the world small or small?!?!?! omg k... of all places lor.... anyways... today was quite ok... spent almost all my money... pok liaoz... still got about SGD100 left for my jacket.. the problem is i dunno which one to buy? sian diao man... and i still got so many things to buy... and i thot $400 was enuff... idiot... ok... meeting jeri tmr... hopefully it'll turn out well... byebye!

Sunday, March 16, 2003

heyhey... in perth now! the weather's sooooo nice! its like 10+ in the late afternoon and thereafter? yeah... damn nice... no stress k... even the shopkeepers close their shops at 4+ 5? slackers... but oh well... have 3 more days.. gonna make full use of it.. and my money too man... have to meet jeri... its either now or never... yeah.. and there's this little street named little parry street near my hotel?! lolz... chubang.. hear tt? lolz... wad else to say... i dunno... the flight was ok lor... nothing much... some pretty stewardesses... 2 whu wore strawberrish perfume?! nice k... -likes it when she walks past-... lolz.. sounds like a perv... but oh well... yeah nice... went to this surfer shop today.. saw it last nite but being australians they closed it early? yeah... so went today lah... had nothing lor... like onli 10% of the stocks left? felt so sad... scully i come back with nothing how.. lolz... but i saw others lah huh... and quik tees here are kinda ex... nvm... ok! wad else? nothing rite... ok! see ya bloggie! happy enjoying the humid while i enjoy the autumn here... dahs! =)

Friday, March 14, 2003

heyhey... been busy man... lolz.. was i? lolz... realli k... i wanted to update u last nite but the website took so long to load.. so i gave up lor... was hoping this week would zoom by.. and sure it did... downunder here i come! heh... oh well.. had maths test on tuesday... hope to pass not marginally? yeah... had physics test today.. which i'm sooooo gonna fail... my marks < 7/30.. sure k? wanna bet? wanted to copy zl's but wth.. her handwriting was so small.. or was tt her ploy to let us down our own work and not copy? oh well.. nvm... now i'm gonna aim for C for physics.. plus a B for econs! die die must get B lor after wad ms tie has in plan for us... said hi to my new frds? lolz... went for choir concert to on monday.. at the esplanade.. i even thot of wearing berms? sorry.. of cuz i didnt... and pple realli dressed up? to the extent of shawls and all? madness.. its not even some gala concert.. ok lah.. the concert wasnt bad.. but i sacrificed time for my maths revision... and i like janger! nice.. messy messy... refreshing.. yeah.. tts it... was irritated on tuesday or wednesday by her. hmph... i'm not specifying any her here ya... so happy guessing... nvm.. the queen supports me.. so yeah.. lolz.. ok.. wad else to say? i realli dunno... not in the mood to blog oso.. havent been blogging for quite some time.. like a week? yeah.. shucks! i dunno wad clothes to bring! wah.. sian diao man... my white tees are all nice... oh well... see ya on wednesday bloggie! take care... -hugs-

Sunday, March 09, 2003

hey blog! its been 3 days since i last saw u? heh... forgive me... been too tired... too lazy rather? lolz.. anyways.. yah.. friday was the first malay lesson i got to officially skip? double period lei... then after malay another double period lunch break... 4 periods? wth... me and my frds were lost? dunno where to go lor... when we ponned friday's lesson always had smth to do... but when we were officially dismissed we didnt knoe wad to do? wth rite... yeah.. this guy i hate is dropping malay when he got a C5! no way man! rozi's unhappy too? lolz... we want to have the upperhand! stupid. i hate him.. irritant. sat was dedicated fully to band.. went to queensway with angel.. jem.. guohai.. and met chubang there.. hmm.. maybe ur wondering whus tt? new character? lolz.. yeah... my competitor lei.. he has long eyelashes oso? kk.. then went to holland v to eat chocolate bundts? wth.. got so sick... but craving for it now? abit k... one third onli.. too much of it will make u go sick? yeah.. abit dumb lor.. 5 of us huddling around a table eating tt... oh yah.. met adib oso... ok.. tt was my saturday... today was just a slacking day... it rained.. so i had a took-advantage-of-the-rain nap? lolz... then did gp and underlined some econs stuff.. gonna do maths soon.. work hard hafiz! ok.. anyways.. i so wanna get this tee... and maybe one of the same design but a diff colour? wanna get an MD player oso... wanna get a bag.. so many things to buy! maybe i shall get uncle ivor huh... ok... see ya! -prognosticates a good week again!-

Thursday, March 06, 2003

hey.. today was quite a day.. results day.. got B3 for my malay.. merit for oral.. i seriously thot i'd get a pass?!? k lah.. oral dusnt contribute much anyway... got distinction for oral at Os.. still got the same final grade! duhs.. irritating. anyways.. dun think i'm retaking lah huh... i'm gonna have 6 free periods... tts it man.. byebye malay! heh... she didnt do too well for malay... when she's better linguistically than me... pple got bilingual student award lor... oh well.. nvm.. hang in there ya! met aloy and meiyue... alright lah... didnt do too badly... aloy the botak.. saw glam kokwee too? tho abit unglam now? NS whoa.. lolz! reminds me of ms tie?! ms tie damn funny during civics?! double switch lor.. pple's name tai hong... became tong hai lor.. lolz! whole class practically luffed... dunno whether she knew whether it was her we were luffing at anot... and peh kai ling became peh ling lor! like whus tt? lolz! last time koon teck was teck koon lor.. ms tie oh ms tie.. sama sama ah! lolz.. tts wad i go to sch for.. eventho it is a real bore... girlfrds i had plenty.. none like my ms tie! err.. lolz? oh well... went home at 4pm i think.. after toking to aloy and meiyue... mom called me and asked me to meet her at IMM after her work to collect smth.. was lazy but yah.. went home.. bathed... and changed... reached cck interchange waiting for the bus which goes to IMM... she happily called me said no need liaoz?!?! thanks?!? i was damn irritated. period. case closed. urgh.. went home fuming.. went home to bathe again! idiot.. then slept... yay... one more week to aussie... see ya then!

Wednesday, March 05, 2003

hey.. i'm shagged man... ended sch early today... had no band.. was home at 1.30pm? but i ended up being busy? so contradicting... duhs.. went home.. bathed... ate lunch... did econs mcqS... and napped till 5.30pm... then went to get ready to meet my frds for NUS' concert at 7pm... super busy lor... and today was such a hot day? scorching hot k... i just bathed... and tt was the 4th time k? once in the morning.. once after i reached home from sch... once b4 meeting my frds.. and just now... lolz... hygiene roxx? err.. anyways... today... i plucked up my courage to ask ms tie a qn during tut? first in like 14 months? lolz... saved by the bell too... good good... NUS concert was not bad... MFAF was super fast lor... met my grand senior soonsoon? tho i dun think he knoes me... tt grand k... oh yah.. is the world small or wad?! her frd is my classmate's cousin? and all the while she's been telling me about her frd?! omg lor... didnt knoe until today... scary man... MT results out tmr.. As too.. jjc pls do well... and hope to drop malay asap.. hopefully today's malay summary is the last assignment i'm ever gonna hand up? period. lolz.. good lucks to one and all... nights~
-Isn't anyone trying to find me?... Won't somebody come take me home... It's a damn cold night... Trying to figure out this life... Wont you take me by the hand, take me somewhere new... I don't know who you are... But I... I'm with you... I'm with you-

Monday, March 03, 2003

hey blog... today zoomed by pretty fast... hopefully days go by faster man... looking forward to the hols.. hehe... anyways.. today was a fine day... nothing too good.. for PE... i got singled out cuz my pullups were good? with some others lah... to help the OM carry stuffs? whoa.. slack man.. or so we thot? in the end we went there helped him to carry yearbooks from the office to the hall? damn heavy lor... even doing tt i perspired? wth k.. oh well.. anything for slacking ya... then went back almost 5 mins b4 the lesson ended... got called by psychotay over my SBJ.. urgh.. he said must go for training everyday? duhs.. advisable tho.. not compulsory.. so troublesome lah k. period. oh well.. no more slacking k.. fitness-conscious me for NS? lolz.. wait till i drop my citizenship ah.. yet to discuss with my mom again.. tho she said i'm crazy the first time i talked her into it.. lolz! oh well.. everyone's been stressful huh... just hang in there ya... thank god we jjcians dun have major common tests like the other jcs do... oh well.. had econs test at 3pm.. mcq lah.. last minute got the answers? CCBAB40kB63kDB? lolz... ok lah.. i onli referred to tt abit k... did some myself.. bearing the right answers in mind of cuz... heh... oh yah.. ms tie's hair sucks? its like the first time i saw her? our tutorials ended on thursday mah.. horrible man. went home... hot day k... then saw my ex-classmate... didnt tok to him cuz i think his hair sucks too? lolz.. attitude ah! oh well.. went home irced abit... pple anyhow say i ahem ah... lolz.. went to sleep after bathing.. fresh fresh.. woke up had dinner.. then did physics and maths... tts it.. nothing much.. ok bloggie.. dahs!

Sunday, March 02, 2003

hello blog! just bathed.. super indulging and i feel super fresh? hee.. nice to sleep... oh well... nothing much happened today... was home alone the night b4... freedom? anyways, woke up at 10am bcuz of some call.. went to the phone and tt person just hunged up? thanks ah... then irced abit.. till about 12... bathed... and got ready to go to my cuz's wedding at bedok ALL BY MYSELF.. idiot... parents and bro went there by then liaoz.. happily i dragged myself to bedok alone? sian diao... reached there at about 2+... went to look for my other cuzs... then saw this cuz of mine whom i havent seen for like 5-6 years?! she was in england doing her degree.. whoa.. then now super modern english woman.. so cool.. slight british accent summore.. i like.. asked for my mom's number since she goes to UK often.. so i gave it to her.. then slacked around.. and went home at 3.45? so duh! i travelled an hour plus to reach there and stayed there for onli an hour plus?! hmph.. so wasting my time lor.. but realli.. i had nothing to do lor.. nothing k. zilch. period. case closed. lolz? oh well.. went home alone again.. alighted at yew tee... bought myself nice chicken chops.. yum yum.. for dinner.. then while waiting for the bus.. met joanne.. talked to her a while.. then her bus came and she left... then met my ex-classmate! its been quite some time since i saw her eventho she stays just opposite my place? yeah.. i miss 4e4! i miss the other 2 musketeers... sadly.. those were the days.. no stress.. stress = Os which werent stressful at all.. duhs.. oh well.. at my chops at home.. then slacked around.. then she told me to check my email by 8.30pm.. and so i did.. sent me quite a lengthy email.. quite professional too.. lolz.. replied one with about the same length... then went to bathe.. and here i am! ta-dah? hee.. ok.. gtg now bloggie.. u've been good to me... lolz! nights! -prognosticates a good and short week-

Saturday, March 01, 2003

hey... yesterday was a nice day... got to knoe my frd's results... which were good? so proud of them... 2 of my juniors got 6 and 9 respectively? thank god... dun make bbss' ranking fall ok...heh... my 5N frds oso.. this guy frd got A1 for english! basket... hmph.. i'm jelluz. period. lolz... oh well... and swiss isnt in the list with schs with at least one student with 7 A1s? my frd action summore lah.. double hmph. ok.. we shall wait and see.. today was a tiring day.. had band like the whole day? then clive like forced the band to go on knowing we're tired? oh well... edna got her prezzie today... think she shud be happy and over the stars? err yeah... then had a mini sec2 class gathering at seoul garden... i vow not to go there again k.. sakae sushi still rox.. idiot.. had fun... tired... home alone now till tmr... lolz... ok.. nights...