stabs.of.reality

Sunday, September 25, 2005

the work week was kinda busy for me. had 2 conferences, and of course the admin spec was kept busy. which didnt really bother me since my csm's better now. i think he zuo ai-ed with his wife or something lah, upping his mood? i work better with nice superiors man.

told u i got one new big boss? he talks really alot alot and because of him the guardroom's undergoing so many changes. and for that, i dont quite like him. but he knows i've been doing all the admin work for my [pc illiterate] superiors and he once told me i shouldnt be exploited! haha. so the other day he came down and my sgt happened to come in to use the computer to edit something. so he told my sgt to add the number of pages and header and footer. which he couldnt get right. and he got kinda mad my sgt couldnt do a single thing? so he started this "hafizan shouldnt be doing all this admin work, strictly doing what he's supposed to do" shit. haha. i was smiling inside of course. with that, i hope for lesser work!

went jb with my mom yesterday since she rented a car. she wanted to do her manicure and pedicure lah. i was kinda bored cuz she took quite long lah. so i ended up doing a manicure also. RM30 only. cheap! think i upped my metrosexuality 2 notches. haha. everything's there damn cheap, maybe i'd consider dyeing my hair there or smth. anyway the manicure's nothing. it's just trimming, cleaning and buffing my nails and stuff. oh yeah, bought quite a few dvds including the first season of lost. was so afraid the customs would find out lah. cuz i heard it's like SGD1000 per cd bought or smth. i had like 9 or something lah. lol. whew. and yeah. wanted to send my cloth to the tailor but freak, she was closed! omg can. fasting already starts next week! i dunno how lor. sigh.

oh yeah. i think i'll be working from 7 to 7 starting this week. sucks lah. fasting month how like that? basket. i don't see what's wrong with the current system. bloody swines.

while i'm typing this my mom's happily in france, fighting jetlag maybe. sigh. bangkok anyone? sigh. i so so wanna fly. which reminds me, my french class finally ended last week. thinking of submitting another cadet pilot application to SIA with the cert and my commendation letter lei. haha. intermediate french's starting in 2-3 weeks time. i'd really like to sign up for it lah, but i'm afraid it'd clash with my holiday. i really really hope i'm going uk. i wanna stopover in paris too! one night also can. sigh. army sucks.

yawns. shall go watch lost now. je veux en vacances, aucune?

Friday, September 16, 2005

it's friday today. tgif? absolutely... not. fif, more like it. fark it's friday! hai. ever since my csm came back from his long mc he's been having frequent moodswings. my sgt even had a quarrel with him, to the extent that my csm will just email my sgt whatever he wants to tell when they're like metres away? and who's the one who's suffering? yours truly. i gotta be the messenger, middleman. freak lah. freak my csm. go and have a relapse of heart attack lah bloody swine.

i'm an rp. why make me type minutes and stuff? and when things dont happen like they're supposed to i get blamed. bloody hell. did i even volunteer? hell no man. i get pushed around to other departments to do their jobs? like freak? and fif part 2. i'm on duty this coming sunday. fif part 3? i won't have my duty off on monday cuz i gotta stay back and supervise the night duty personnel? wtf? saf fucking give me a pay increment like that lah! if you think i'm responsible enough to do all these give me a rank promotion as well lah! bloody swines. argh. everything little meagre thing also they find me. and my colleagues aren't being helpful by giving me more work just cuz i'm the admin spec. if it's within your means, diy lah! fark. i'm tired. really so so tired.

i want a break. i wanna go on a holiday. doesn't help that my mom's in dubai. and she's off to france next week. sigh. :(