stabs.of.reality

Sunday, August 31, 2003

hey man... heh. been lazy... like wads new... yeah... thursday was an ok day... ms tie was nice? i think cuz friday was teachers day lor? surely got motive one ah ms tie... lolz... phy tutorial was like so useless? like massive chit-chat session lor... shud have just gone home during lunch lah k... seriously lor... yeah... then went to clementi... ate zinger meal at kfc... alone k? like how sad is tt lor... lolz... was craving for cheese fries tt time mah... heh... then went for tuition... bot something for our physics tutor? lolz... he's always wearing the same shirt... so we bot him a shirt lor? ha... quite cheap... yeah... phy tuition was kinda ok... there was this newcomer from pj? ha... this guy lah... then when we were going back... he went to meet his frd... this girl from pj... tt girl looks damn familiar?! even audrey thot so too? i wonder where i/we met her? lolz... i realli find her familiar lor... shall ask him next thurs or smth... went home... slacked? cuz the next day was teachers day celebration mah... heh... teachers day was kinda fun? aces day! lolz... ms tie was sooo jumpy + hair flying and all + sports shoes? lolz... so funny lor... serious ya... and tt sally chua? pls lor... doing aces in wad? this gownish attire and heels? get a life lor bitch... ha... the concert was fabulous? ha... first time. heh... then they showed this clip... something on our teachers being our heroes? damn touching! wanna cry all lor... i was thinking... i'm gonna work hard and make ms tie damn proud of me... hahaha... ok lah... of 02S30 k! heh... then went back to bbss... was like so alone? then met my frds there... fun fun... heh... i said hi to mrs lim? she just like ignored me! and i went off lor? so sad sia... talked to ms jay... tts it? 2 teachers onli... but yeah.. i went back to see frds actually? ha... waited for the pj pple till like 12 lor... bloody late? i was already rushing for the movie... was hoping edna hadnt buy the tix yet... since they were going to eat and pleaded with me... sorry edna? ha... but i went to watch the movie still... the story was like wth? i believe the audience unanimously went "heh?" during tt twist? ha... i'd give it a 6.2917391263 on the horror-scale... ha... better than ju-on definitely... went home... wanted to sleep till 6... but right... slept till 8? maths revision... gone case? slacked till midnight?! champion lor... then read abit of notes... next day... maths mock? wah lao... i sat alone? so much for being gentlemanly lor... of cuz i didnt copy lah... first few qns were like blank? sigh... gonna fail. like duh? then went to lot1 to eat... then went to walk2... u wudnt believe wad happened?! this bloody fag was like looking at me so intently... head to toe?! wah lao... sarah so it and was stunned also? pls lor... idiot... then went to popular to get some stationery... orange orange? heh... spent like 1 hour + there? as if shopping for clothes lor? ha... then went home... slept slept... yeah... then went online... got to knoe smth? bloody fag. dun anyhow accuse lor... yes... i had a very gay day? hmph. lolz. ok... woke up kinda early... 8+? ha... didnt do work lah.. started only at 4 lor... sigh... break now? heh... okie then... yeah... mel: this post is for u... ha... study hard peeps... u especially! =)

Saturday, August 30, 2003

... my conclusion? doesnt pay to be kind. enuff said.

Wednesday, August 27, 2003

heyy man... didnt blog yesterday cuz was kinda lazy... nothing much happened lah... ms tie picked on me lor... and i said the wrong word? was called a nut... pls lah bitch. if i were a nut i'd have been admitted to IMH lah u fool. i just dun geddit... she prays every morning after the singing of the national anthem and she's still so uncouth and vulgar? forget it lah... like wads the purpose of being a christian then? duh. wads with this week lor... pick on hafizan day? my day just sucked?. ms tie called me up to draw and determine how a PC firm maximises profits... i was stunned but i knew how to draw... then she asked how does a PC firm attain allocative efficiency... i told her the right answer... D = P = AR = MR... TWICE. and she didnt geddit? cuz she wanted the answer P = MR? how rigid. then wanna pick on me! fine lah u ass. totally pick on hafizan week lor. sigh. maths test was like ok? bad i shall say... kinda affected by the bitch. bitch of the year. gp wasnt fun either?! bloody mrs chua. loathed my group's presentation like shit. called it rubbish? fine lah. u bloody racist. i'm gonna get that distinction for GP for As! just u wait lor. just bcuz i'm the only malay in the class u dont have to discriminate against me u knoe. good that ms tie put her down infront of us twice last week. i hate the both of u tho? just supporting ms tie? but still hate her. bitches of the year. my day just sucked lor? shit it lah... nvm... i shant get affected by all these like wad she said... i have other things to worry about... i think i absolutely loathe the school? said wad... they're not gonna claim $1 from us for the cards... in the end they did? pls lah... wanna claim say so lah... cheapos. the cards werent anything fantastic either. CHEENA i shall say. wad chinese idioms all... dont forget the spring if u drink from the stream? pls lah... we do have english idioms equivalent to tt lah k? seek and u shall find lah. i'm gonna burn the cards ah! lolz. dunno whether go to back to bbss anot... even so i wun and will nv give my teachers the card lor. k lah... so much for whining... gtg and do some work now... see ya... - 19+77 little stabs of reality to curse my nonchalance -

Monday, August 25, 2003

hey man... yesterday wasnt quite a productive day? took like one whole day to do assm34 when its so bloody easy? but its quite a feat when ur notes are empty sia? i cudnt decipher my handwriting also ya? haha... but yeah... estimation's easy? hypothesis isnt? bloody hell... i dun geddit... worst topic of all? and there's this open book normal test this wed... which includes normal distribution, estimation and hypothesis? bloody... we're onli starting the assm on hypo TMR?! wad... major feat ah... hmph... oh well... ponned phy lect today and left during lunch to go to outram for my hep b 3rd dosage... so much for ponning last monday sia? waste time only... then went to chinatown lor... for what i dunno? ha... didnt feel like going home... so i didnt take the bus from this bus stop... so naturally the next bus stop down the road will have the bus rite? so i walked lor... walked to the next one... waited for 5 mins... scully i realised there's no 190? lucky... if not i'll be the idiot of the year waiting for eons? ha... so walked to the next one lor... yah! like i've got so much time lor... then got home... so sleepy... must be the jab acting on me? i slept close to 3 hours?! whoa... never in my life? ha... right... ok then... tong yi zhong diao diao's nice man...

muo qi wu fa wei zhao
wo men tong yi zong diao diao
bu kuan xing tian qi yu bao
ying wei na wu kuan jin yao
xiang ta qiu xia ta yu zhao tiao
zhi sou kan ying yue ping dao
ke wang zai tian kong yi jiao
zuo ji hao na li lan se zui hao

was trying to follow the lyrics? ha... ok then... nights~... - 21+79 stabs of reality to curse my nonchalance -

Saturday, August 23, 2003

hey man... heh... i thot my ipod would be ready for collection on wednesday since its just updating the ipod software... but no? and guess wad... applecentre's at amk st 64... nurni happened to be going to amk st 65 lor? her bro's sending her... wah lao! if only my ipod was ready lor... ok nvm... went to the bandroom to get my bottlish invite? ha... nice... felt good... i miss band! miss the pple... miss playing hongkong game with the err... oh so slow cailing? haha... fun... sigh? oh well... stayed for a while... then went home to sleep lor... yup... thursday was kinda short too cuz i ponned phy lect and tutorial to collect my ipod... bt batok to yck kinda fast actually? 35 mins by mrt? kinda overestimated the duration of the journey... ha... so in the end i got there earlier and got home earlier also... and yes... they gave me a new ipod! i think my mom's complaints plus my bugging paid off? ha... went home... uploaded some songs... and in the end i was late for tuition? just bcuz of tt? ha... tuition was kinda ok... time's really running out ya... -gasps- anyway... went home... caught a bit of tv... and irced... and then slept... didnt do anything much... yesterday was like the longest day of the week lor... 4.30pm? damn sianz... studied abit of phy during my break... kinda sleepy.. so slept 40 mins? woops... ha... they were playing bsb's millennium in LT5? was in backstage studying mah... so nice! tts it? i went home to dl all the songs? ha... nice... and uploaded them into my ipod... but still wayyyyyyy short of its full capacity? ha... oh well... stayed up with her to study together... not physically present... but ya? heh... stayed up till 1+... went to sleep... woke up at 7... kinda not happy... but i made myself happy after tt? resumed abit of phy... then got ready to go to sch lor... the test was horrible? i blacked out... forgot the de broglie's wavelength formula? thanks diana... haha... hope to pass yea... like who doesnt? heh... then went jp to eat cheese fries... walked around... my fave's shoe's gone? hai.. ultimate sadness... oh well... slept in the afternoon... and finally... it rained? good... so hot nowadays... ok then... she told me something? ha.. like whatever ya... nights~

Tuesday, August 19, 2003

hey man... short day? ha... to my surprise i end at 12.45 on tuesdays wef last tuesday? ha... yay! then monday also no more mass econs tutorial... can go off at 3... like finally? 2 mths before As! -gasps-... anyway... ms tie calls us slave boys and girrrlls? ah duhs... of cuz we have to do her bidding wad? dun do her tutorial then kena scolded also... duh? contradicting herself lor... anyway... my ipod still isnt ready ah... met clive on the way outta sch... he was going home just to feed his dog? lolz... yeah... went home and slept... did some maths... tv time... watched singapore's brainiest kids... my dad was happily taking down scores of me and my bro and everyone else's too? ha... my bro's sucha cheater lor... hear me say answers then quickly follow... whu invented pennicilin... marie curie rite? my bro happily maria lor... lolz... maid ah? ha... i think i won? ha... oh yes... i'm so into this song by siti nurhaliza? my god... this song is like the 3rd malay song i have outta 600? the probability's like 0.02? how? binomial to poisson? normal? choose? ha... whatever... i quite like stats eh... anyway! the rooftop cafe's treat cancelled... bloody hell... going back on his words ah! but good also ah... hopefully i can collect my ipod tmr... yio chu kang? lost sheep time... okok... nites~

Monday, August 18, 2003

hey man... actor here? bad one at tt? haha... yeah... got mc today... too much work to do... not realli alot lah actually? heh... wanted to repair my ipod also... went to the polyclinic at 9... was only checked by the doc at 11?! i was getting restless already lor... go there unsick also can become sick lor... wait so long... hmph... yah... i think the doc kinda knew i faked it? ha... bad actor lah... she was saying i shudnt be skipping sch since i'm a jc student... ha... cuz i told her my "headache" was due to me sleeping late mah... so she said i shud sleep early and not skip sch lor... bloody hell... 2 hours wasted down there sia... my last time there! promise... after coming out the polyclinic i was fine again? haha... duhs... went to wheelock place... stupid ipod... the pple there also useless? cudnt do anything... cudnt even reformat the software for me! argh... the guy said i have to go to yio chu kang? he said reformatting takes 5 mins.. was like some lost sheep at yio chu kang... dunno how to get there and all... oh well... so much for 5 mins! THREE days ah! so new... my mom made a big deal? said new product shudnt be liddis... wanna speak to the manager all... and get a new ipod... haha... scully become court case or wad? ha... i think too much... ok... apparently no need to finish up the gp compre so soon? i'm like 3/4 way lor... hmph... oh well... shall work hard... nights...

Saturday, August 16, 2003

hello... the day was fine? more than fine actually... heh... econs tutorial? wad econs tutorial? ha... no such thing? even if there was one ms tie didnt call us early morning and tell us to rush down? no? then i received a call... 656xxxxx... i thot it was ms tie calling? panicked?! ha... but yeah... my dad's frd... whew... ha... yah... good... serve those goodies rite... goodie2shoes. so much for being obedient? heh... slacked around... watched mtv asia hitlist... not very nice also... then bathed and my mom picked me up... went to meet her... rather went to pass her the camera cuz she wanted to borrow mah... ha... then went to ikea to get my ipod... again... the one i wanted was outta stock? so the guy called apple@wheelock and enquired... and he said they'll send the stock in an hour's time... so i had to wait... ok... so the initial decision was i wait while my mom go off first since she had to meet her frd... so paid half by cash and the other half by my mom's citibank card... quite a blessing i must say? shortly after receiving my mom's card the guy said citibank has 0% interest rate if u pay by installments for iPod 15GB? tts it? thanks alot? ha... and yeah... i got more than wad i was expecting... so i got tt one lor... abit stunned also... ok... i shall work hard in return... i will and i must... ha... rushed home... wanna fiddle2 with my new gadget mah... alas? they didnt include the usb cable... bloody hell... needa buy... so going down to ikea tmr... sad? cannot use? and yes! i dropped it accidentally just now? ahhhh... hopefully it'll work fine... -sayangs- yup... adit's sooo cute? normally when his elder bro disturbs him he'll fight back? when he's in sch... he'll just cry when he gets bullied? ha... so cute! then knoe wad the teacher wrote in his report card? adit has to learn to speak more english... lolz... ah duhs... he's onli 3 lor and u want to expect so much from a 3yo toddler... go quit ur job lor... ha... ok then... yup... had a filling dinner... burps... nights~

Friday, August 15, 2003

hey man... didnt wanna blog till tmr? but yeah... heh... had maths common test on CRV on wednesday... and thanks?. they told us the mistake in f(x) onli like 15mins before the end of the test? like wth lah? then my frd asked ms lang whether we'll have extra time.. and she said smth like "oh if u all got no lessons.." duhs?! obviously we do lor.. ah duhs... sucky lor... lee hee fock setter i think? too busy catching pple until nv realise the mistake? hmph... and i think the principal sucks? think wad... totalitarian regime ah... bloody hell... japanese occupation ah... come barging in and ask the girls to stand up... tho i didnt kena.. why am i complaining? ha... yeah... then went to town after sch ended to buy some netty case for my iPod... havent get iPod wanna buy the case? ha... anyway yah... then went home to sleep lah... like wads new... thursday... first period... econs tutorial? she made us write essay... bloody hell? i had to sit near to where she stood? and she saw how heavy and slow i was writing... then still said... "whoa... intro so long whoa..." ah duhs! u wanted it tt long! anyhow say... bitch. then we went to see her and tell her we cant see her at 11.15am so she postponed our consultation to 4.30pm... i told her i cant cuz got phy tuition mah... and she was like... "whoa... physsssssics tuition... maths tuition... economics so lousy..." bloody hell... jealous izzit?! stupid ass... went for tuition... quite ok? tho still sleepy? havent been revising physics... so abit blur... but managed to answer a few diff qns? then eugene was like.. wah so good ah u... ha... modest me said no of cuz... i was just listening to wad he said then applied it lor... yeah... went home to catch 1+1=3... its getting boring... can predict liaoz... third parties are gonna break up the couples... esp tt jacelyn tay i think... disappointing? i thot she'd be the goodie? ha... today was quite ok... zoomed by... tmr got econs tut? i dunno... nv heard of it? ha... gonna buy my iPod tmr! hopefully got stock! oh yes... i'm so broke... heh... nights~

Tuesday, August 12, 2003

hello hello... heh.. its tuesday nite! woo hoo... got test tmr? ok.. i onli knoe the basics... needa do more qns later! ha... oh yeah there's this new chinese drama 1 + 1 = 3 at 9pm on weekdays? i think they recycled alot of stars from MLJT? like wth... jacelyn tay and qi yuwu... think they're gonna be a couple... rayson tan and pan lingling acting as husband and wife again? not enuff ah... lolz... i think the drama's about third party bah? tts why 1 + 1 = 3? ha... yeah... watched singapore's brainiest kids... think its fun! i wanna participate also... was happily shooting answers and all? ha... there's this ernest fella? damn attitude! cannot answer the qns dun give the audience the i'm-pissed-so-piss-off face lor! hmph... oh yes... this morning so wasnt my day? cudnt find my buspass lor.. had to use coins and all... was perspiring and all... when my hair was still wet and everything... hmph? then went home at 11.15... cuz alot of breaks and attending phy lect by mr oh is like totally useless? bloody hell... go for conducting lectures course lah! lolz? anyway... so went home... reached home at 12.30... wanted to sleep 2 hours then wake up do maths before leaving for tuition at 4... but right... woke up at 3.50pm? lolz... so tried finding my bus pass... cudnt find... gave up and didnt go for tuition... shucks... so guilty man... but yah... finally found my buspass underneath so many postcards? shudnt have cleared my stuffs last nite... so much for being neat lor? ha... yeah... going town tmr... alone? like how sianz... ha... ok then... nights... feel the fever! =)

Sunday, August 10, 2003

hey man... today was an ok day... but my productivity level isnt maximised yet... but guess wad?! i woke up at 7.45am today? lolz... then did my drq and abit of essay... had bfast... and went back to sleep... like wads the purpose of waking up early then? ha... wanted to go funan today to check out my iPod... but my mom said funan's closed on sundays... ok lor... i just cant wait for one week... too long a period... anyway will go down with her this coming weekend since she's gonna rent a car... didnt do much work today... just drq and econs essay... hope to do some qns on crv later... heh... oh yeah... had dinner outside just now with my mom and stepdad.. agreed to eat at the place near my place... haha.. place near my place? lolz.. anyway... went there... full lor.. waited for 10 mins... so my mom suggested walking to lot1 to eat pizza hut.. and the que's long too... doubly pissed? hmph... then in the end settled for some thai food... so much for craving for fish and chips... so far lor... bloody ex... 50 bucks for 3 person? gimme tt money to buy iPod 15GB better ah... hmph... okok... -prognosticates a short short and productive week!- =)

Saturday, August 09, 2003

hey man... i thot today would be a great day? but oh well... okok onli lor... woke up at 6.30... like bloody early? had tuition at 8am... started onli at 8.30... till 11am! i was hoping to go home at 10 and all lor... hmph... seriously today's session was pointless... didnt learn anything... was more or less doing my own work lor... anyways... then met my mom and stepdad for lunch... and finally i got to buy my iPod today... went to imm... wanted to find my iPod... but they dun have it... so ok fine... then went to westmall... collected my watch which i havent worn for a year? yea... went to harvey norman... they dun have it either... got help from my frd... he told me bt timah also got some applecentre... but it was like... some ulu place? so made a wasted trip to bt timah... took cab to wheelock place with high hopes tt they'd sell... but alas? no stock for the 10GB one! argh... the salesperson even recommended me the 15GB one? right... happy filling up songs lor... 10GB can already store 2500 songs... anyway, travelled so far and all... ok lor... they have some iPod exhibition thingy next week... shud have it lah huh? they wouldnt be setting it up without any stocks i suppose... duhs... so i'll buy it next week lor... saddening man... had an early dinner at pasta cafe at ngee ann city... felt good to be in town after so long ah... had some sambal sphagetti... then was pple watching after eating... saw this pair of twins... with a girl... i think the girl must be thinking "shucks... who to choose? both so alike..." lolz... anyhow? heh... went shopping for a while... saw a nice nice nice shirt at country road... right... $179... its grey btw... nice... then went to ermenegildo zegna... well my mom wanted to go in... i just followed in... and she said this sweater's nice? ya.. agreed... but $479 no thanks ah... might as well get a digicam... my next item on my wishlist? heh... anyway... went to nautica... saw this sling bag... and its grey also... what's with me and grey ah... heh... ok... iPod first... clothes and all later... heh... ok then... that's about it... think i saw aloysius playing the bugle for ndp... heh... ok then... happy 38th singapore... =)

Friday, August 08, 2003

heyhey... its been long! heh... updating my bloggie left often now? on the pretext of busy studying? ha... right... the week's been pretty fine... zoomed by... was so dreading monday... sch and all... yeah... and the weekend's here... oh yeah... jay chou's latest album was recently released... thot of buying since cannot dl from kazaa and all... so i had $18.20... went cd-rama... hoping tt the cd wun cost me more than tt? but it turned out to be $18.90?! wah... sian diao... but blessing in disguise actually? heh... downloaded his whole album! ha... yah.. half from kazaa... =x heh... last k... serious? well at least i get to save money ya... yeah! i can buy my ipod... like finally?! my mom kinda cheated me tho... she said if i raised $300 she'd top up the rest... but she claimed she said $400? right... hmph... but i managed to bargain till $350... oh well... dunno how i'm gonna fill in 2500 songs? lolz.. happy scrolling ah... anyways... had national day celebrations today... wth lah k? some walkathon... which was totally pointless... then at the beginning like 7 of us went into the lift thinking of going to hanee's place? but 4 of us went down again thinking it'd be fun to walk... bahhh... wrong decision? i was one of those 4 btw... but alrite lah... my class was kinda united today... and tts a first ya? heh... oh well.. didnt bring money today... so i went home... slept till 5... slacked... bathed... and watched tv for 3 hours str8... holland v... amazing race 4... and mei li jia ting... bloody hell? cant stand yanyan in holland v? hmph... amazing race was fun... nv fails to invoke the traveller in me? lolz... whenever i see airports i'll be tempted to go overseas... heh... oh yah... dont go to korea if u cant speak korean? its like soooooo difficult to find english speaking pple there? ha... tts wad i gathering from watching amazing race 4... the clowns got eliminated! so sad... tts cuz they were a tad too late and hence missed the sq flight... i would rather the gays be eliminated... hmph... they were almost eliminated ya? bloody hell... hope the best friends will win... heh... ok... then for mei li jia ting... final episode! damn drama... i like... bloody tay ping hui apparently got the custody of wenzong... but alas? he got knocked by a car outside the huangs residence? heh.. too bad... happiness shortlived... instantly dead? good. heh... and wenzong's sooooo cute! heh... happy ending lah... yup... so now no more 9pm shows for me... hope to concentrate more on my studies... i have tuition tmr! ahhhhh... at 8am can? damn sianz... but nvm... its for my future... heh... ok... this is a long entry... period. heh... nights~

Friday, August 01, 2003

heyhey! happy happy day? ha.. alrite lah... i passed my phy test... almost got an A... like for the first time? oh well... it wasnt tt difficult anyway... had tuition yesterday.. so dread it? like go blur come back blur sorta thing? lolz... but i think my tuition's been helping me secretly lah.. without my knowledge? lolz... yeah... then ended tuition at 8.15... was kinda unhappy cuz i realli had to rush home to catch mei li jia ting? i even ran home lor... my god? oh well... so today was friday... quite a short day actually? if not for the 4 periods in between... hope to get the syf pics real soon... GP today was slack man! double period... sally chua was almost an hr late? apparently she accompanied her son to see the doc and the doc was 50mins late or smth... ok... like whatever lah? so we slacked... walk around... some went cafe/canteen/wherever... then she came back and bot us pastries from rooftop?! lolz... like whatever for? ok lah... we helped her slot in her civics class progress report... yeah... so after tt rushed to bb for the band's pop... way way informal lor? so different from my batch's? oh well... but they had a bbq... we just slacked around... was talking to her and all... fun? reliving those moments in bbss! ms jayanthi talked to us... ha... she went smth like "oh so i had to come to u guys lah.. and not the other way round" lolz... sorry man... she tot us geog for 4 years? power man... yeah anyway... nice lah... sec sch years were the best... so slack and all... can afford not to do tys and all... oh well... i miss those times in bbssband too... the camp especially? so fun... nightwalk and all... i thot i saw things? lolz... those were the days lah... so different from now... yeah anyway... i think we kinda bridged the gap liaoz... heh... saw lotsa pple... joel... all changed? daniel... sexy chest ah? ha... etc etc... it was fun... enjoyed myself tho we just sat down there and did nothing... expecting juniors to serve us? ha... went westmall with her, chahat and ashwin for a while... then rushed home to catch MLJT... like whats new right... ha... watched amazing race 4... woo hoo... the best frds almost go eliminated! kelly and jon.. all changed? first place? lolz... it was in south korea btw... damn cool i think... then they went to this place... the south korean border? got tanks and all! super scary... then they had to eat LIVE octopus?! gawd... so gross... the octopus' tentacles were all stuck to their teeth? belchhh... anyway! my mom called me... i'm going to UK! yay! but we're not gonna stopover in paris anymore... sadness? oh well... tmr parents-teacher meeting ah... good lucks to me... my mom... not to ms tie? nights...~