stabs.of.reality

Thursday, August 25, 2005

it's official. i bloody loathe this new guy posted in. not like the others like him also. sucks. his attitude and everything. i think he doesnt quite like me, cuz i have some clout in the guardroom. haha. but do i care? heck. i heard the others are gonna boycott him when he's promoted to a 3sg. oh please. i modestly said "no" when my superiors wanted to promote me to 3sg. don't think you're the only one eligible for a promotion lor. and it saddens me that some of my colleagues, who are like older than me, are far less mature than yours truly. like wtf? how on earth are they gonna survive after ord man. ns - a period of maturity? not for them.

was on a cab home with my mom to our homes from my grandma's. the cab driver's easily one of the best in singapore. super jovial and all, my mom was happily laughing away. super friendly he even went to the extent of recommending his sister's travel agency upon knowing that we will be going for a holiday later this yr. and before i alighted, he shook my hand and said "hafiz, you have to work hard and make it big, eventho ur parents have divorced ok?" wah. motivation? like totally.

oh yes. i playfully requested an undergraduate prospectus from university of glamorgan, in cardiff, wales. and they actually sent it to me 2 days ago! omg. that doesn't make it obligatory for me to enrol does it? haha.

Sunday, August 21, 2005

i'm gonna try doing a quick update, lest my colleagues find out about my blog. haha. and yes, i am at work? sigh. my freaking modem's like faulty or something. double sigh. i've been so so busy last week with my unit wanting to achieve the ISO certification? bah. it's all just wayang i tell u. my csm's medical leave of 2 weeks doesnt make me that much free-er.

had buffet lunch at straits kitchen at hyatt hotel on saturday. omfg. the food's there like... omg? haha. their chicken rice + satay (x many many) + naan bread (x many) + whatever else = super bloated me. the bill for 5 of us came up to like 200? and i dunno how my mom can spend that kinda money without any hint of guilt whatsoever. sigh. it was money well spent tho.

jem came back [last week] and a few of us finally met up yesterday. a few of us plus someone i mean. haha. it's kinda weird lah but oh well. was walking around and angel pointed out this berms she wants to get for kel? i'm like so tempted to get that too can? i hope they have more pieces of that tho, dont wanna be a meanie and snatch it away. i wanna get a black pair of berms too. a pair of adidas shoes. plain tees. a new crumpler. nice shirts. sobs. i'm left with $481 in my bank only! it's like i only have 31 bucks more to spend cuz i'm aiming to save $450? sigh. i dunno where all my money went to seriously. sobs. payday, hurry come.

and my complexion's isnt that good. spent like 75 bucks buying facial products on saturday, it better work wonders. i bet it's the air around here. like fuck? =(