stabs.of.reality

Friday, May 30, 2003

Remember when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like sister and brother
We understood we'd never be alone

Those days are gone, now I want you so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
Never meant to feel this way
Don't wanna be alone tonight

What can I do to make you mine?
Fallen so hard, so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

I hear your voice and I start to tremble
Brings back the child that I resemble
I cannot pretend that we can still be friends
Don't wanna be alone tonight

What can I do to make you mine?
Fallen so hard, so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

Oh, I wanna say this right,
and it has to be tonight
Just need you to know
I don't wanna live this lie
I don't wanna say goodbye
With you I wanna spend the rest of my life

What can I do to make you mine?
Fallen so hard, so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew...
How did I fall in love with you?

Wednesday, May 28, 2003

hello hello! happy happy day... dunno why? just happy? heh... lessons were fine... ms tie didnt pick on me... heh... oh well... jj's gonna have a movie marathon... shud i go? dunno lei... oh well... will just impromptuly decide? err... is there such an expression? oh well... went rooftop cafe with jem and angel... met mery on the way back to the band room... like finally? hi? hah... had band... thanks alot clive... and edna also... oh yes... can someone pls repair the bandroom aircon... so shittified... dry spell and all and there we are happily cooking in the bandroom... irritating... had band till about 5+... last piece we played was mfaf con brio... felt good after havent been playing it for eons... 21 days? twas abit messy tho.. since we went faster than syf speed... oh well... had fun... had band meeting till like 7+... saw the syf photos... pretty... she says she's insignificant in my life? right... why did i ever bolden the word she then... ah duhs... i'm irritated. lazy bitch. no not her. grr.

Monday, May 26, 2003

hello.. so yeah... she knoes about it... i had to tell her? it wasnt obvious to her tho she read it? ah duhs.. oh well.. today was a nice short day... short as in no extra econs tut? we had lah.. but she had nothing to go thru so she let us off lor... bye angel? hahaha... heh... so i rushed home... bought pandan beancurd... yummy2... took a bathe... was just stoning under the showerhead... aahhh... then went to eat my pandan beancurd... so much for wanting to eat it after my nap lor... oh well... online for a while... then took a short nap... short? err.. till 7.15... from 5? lolz... ambitious me had so much things in store... econs summary, assm 28, study physics and all...but my laziness got the better of me... nvm... i wanna watch friends later... heh... maybe i'll do it after i bathe after watching friends? yeah... for the third time man... blame the weather... oh well... nites~

Sunday, May 25, 2003

heyhey.. sorry man... been quite tired the past few days... nothing much happened on thursday... ckm brot our phy tut at 3.45 to lunch break.. so all cud go home early... went home early and napped till 8... heh... just in time for AMI finale.. and yes... ruben won? hmph.. i so thot clay would win... cuz my bro irritatedly told me the winner... i think so... then i got so mad? so spoilt the suspense... but he's wrong anyway.. lolz... oh well... my bro got irritated... those peeps at AMI took like eons to release? my bro was like... "when am i gonna sleep!?!? stupid ryan seacrest.." lolz... friday was a short day...cuz of sports day... my classmate damn funny... she could go off after first period cuz she dusnt take physics mah... so she left sch... to cut hair? lolz... oh well.. i should have ponned also man... was a waste staying for sports day... under the hot sun summore... but oh well... rono's the best cheer house... and has the best girls award or smth? heh.. and we're 2nd! ok lah... rushed to jp for quick dinner with enci and jeannie... had 2 cheese fries? yummies... ok... then we rushed to vch for hc's concert... was ok lah huh... find the band soft... but i like their inchon... so interactive... heh... oh yah.. she say's we've drifted... how? sian diao... then she asked me who i like... anyhow victimise audrey... but i quickly diverted... sorry? in a super dilemma... oh well... had band yesterday.. celebrated leng's bday... he's sucha nice fella... had combined for 4 hours? wow... i like... miss playing mfaf man... wednesday there'll be a performance in sch? we're so gonna crush co... and let pple think we're better than them? hoho.. i am so mean... heh... went to jp with edna, jem, angel and chiyu for a while... cheese fries again... then walked to the bus stop with edna and jem... jem was cranky? wad nonsense... lolz... home alone now... listening to jaleo... bought nestle choco crossies chips... nice? must try... waiting for my dad to come home with yew tee's chicken chops... yummies... heh

Wednesday, May 21, 2003

wohoho blog... today was damn drama... as in about 45 mins ago lah... ok... lemme put this scenario across first... u wanna repair smth... so u send it to the repair workshop to gauge the total cost... which means u havent given the go-ahead yet rite? so u'll like wait for the repair workshop to call back... ok.. so they did call u back... and said the total cost's gonna be about $200... then seeing the high price u tell them u dowan them to do the repair anymore... ok.. so fair enuff they said they'd return tt product... but what if the repair workshop still went on with the repair despite u telling them tt u dowan it anymore?! u dont have any liability to pay them rite? u already said no lor... and they still went on... ok fine they repaired... and the repair was like half past 6... all the more you wouldnt want to pay rite? or at least pay at a discounted price rite? rite... so tts wad happened just now... woke up due to tt happening in my own living room... shucks.. if i had woke up earlier i could have happily joined in and give tt repairman a bloody mouthful lor... irritating... look whus at fault lor... i told my dad to report the matter over to CASE... -grins- heh... u asked for it. heh.. oh well... yup.. tts the climax of my day... the day went fine... had band... nothing much lah.. oh yes... i tasted the chicken rice for the first time in like my 15th month in jjc? lolz... was in total oblivion lor... anyway it was like soooo wonderful... nice... ok... nites blog... remember... customers are always right... and especially right in my dad's case... =)

Tuesday, May 20, 2003

hey.. today was a trip back to pri sch days man... sigh... had tuition at ghim moh... with audrey and eugene... audrey was my p1 mate? guess how we err... met again? audrey's in sa now.. joined band also... then she was like telling about this saxophonist girl named audrey.... then i was like... audrey lok? lolz... ta-dah... liddat lor... so yeah... oh yes... was at ghim moh mac just now having err.. early dinner... met my pri sch bandmate! same section... shared same file summore! and i didnt even say hi to him! my god... am i dao or shy or wad... shittified. nv gonna see him again... when i first saw him... i told them "hey tt guy was my pri sch bandmate..." momentarily forgot audrey was from saps also? lolz... sorry man... oh well... wasted chance. back then in pri sch band... was a very good boy.. so attended band prac like everyday... then when tt guy... my file-mate.. ok his name is nicholas... he got promoted to sax... i was so jelluz lor... but in the end he didnt lah... but he got wooden faster than i did... so i got jelluz again... given his irregular attendance who wouldnt? oh well...but he's a nice guy lah... and he's damn smart... ri to rj? yes... oh well... then just saw my p6 frd photos... he looks damn different.... super k? oh well... yeah... back to the 90s lor... ok... sorry bloggie... updating u on events a decade ago... lolz... instead of wad happened today? heh... nites

Monday, May 19, 2003

hello... the day went fine... nothing much lah... had a kinda surpsise econs mcq test lor... she was like telling S27 b4 lunch break she cudnt find the question papers and yet she shocked us at 3pm? happily.. did the test.. compared mcqs.. so many different answers.. so much for not copying... lolz.. nvm... i shall be good... oh well.. rushed home... went to eat ice cream at lot1 with hanee and angel... strawberry sundae.. yumyum... went to have my haircut after rushing home... wad else ah? yes.. i baked cookies... kinda failure tho... think i used the wrong sugar... oh well... oh yes... ms tie is a racist lor. hate it. i hate racists. period. scolded rozi and nurni during lect just bcuz of some commonality they both share? i.e. they're both malays? so wad lor... they are not bad influence on one another lor.. rozi's hardworking... nurni's good in phy and maths... hmph. then she was telling me about some of her classmates laughing at her when someone pointed out tt some muslim countries would like to have the halal label pasted on gm food packaging? like wads so funny lah! have had enuff of racism. bye ah! -krossed-

Sunday, May 18, 2003

hey blog... yeah.. sorry been pretty lazy in updating.. i wont now k? yeah.. the week went fine.. short one... had napfa on tuesday.. failed sbj.. lolz.. like wads new hafizan... didnt go for tuition... was sooo shagged... but i had tuition on friday?! shucks.. so much for escaping? audrey was telling me we played up there like we went there to enjoy? right... heh.. econs test yesterday... thanks man... heh.. if u knoe wad i mean... then had band... wore the new band tee... looks fitting on me... irritating...i totally slacked today? totally.. woke up at 12+.. slacked till like 3pm? went back to sleep till 6... then slacked again.. watched the chinese movie from 8 to 10.. then here i am.. onlining while doing my econs summary.. happily leave it till 10... ok.. nites man..

Tuesday, May 13, 2003

hey blog... sorry man... been busy the past week.. plus abit of laziness? heh... syf just over... we got silver... happy we improved... just having the feeling of malaise? yah... met her at vch... happily forgot to take photo.. like wads the 7250 for lor... duhs... sigh.. oh well.. yeah... leng's proud of us... we're all proud to have him... he's such a nice fella... thanks mr leng! heh.. got the new band tee last week.. so pretty.. would go so well with my denim berms if we're allowed to wear it on saturdays? sigh... am so bored... wad else to include? yes... sally chua is a racist. grrr... malaise rite? she was asking the class wads the meaning of tt word... and she went smth like "if u cant think of the word think of hafizan..." thanks ah... bitch. thanks for the umpteen times u've been saying tt... such an ass... shittified... life sucks... haizz... just had complex numbers test today... passable... shud be able to... hopefully tt is... yah... see you around blog... nites

Tuesday, May 06, 2003

heyhey! tomorrow's THE day! woo hoo... let's have fun making music! let's all plus ultra tomorrow! -doob doob...-

Sunday, May 04, 2003

Fear's Not To Be Feared. -JJCSB 03-

Saturday, May 03, 2003

hello blog... sorry its been one week since i last updated u? been busy... and err... partly due to my laziness... heh... the week zoomed by... nothing much happened? syf in like 4 days time... scary man... pressure to do well is there... hmm.. had SAT in the morning today... how? i also dunno... anyhow did the verbal section tho i told myself not to tikam... the maths part was ok tho... then had band and we went over to hc to have an exchange and a short combined prac with them...was sooo perspiring after just 2 songs? wth... yeah... then when it was combined time... i realised the girl next to me is my sec schmate's classmate?! my god... she's the onli one in bbss to go to hc? damn small world lor... damn small k...-gasps- oh well... went to jp with my bandmates for dinner and i downloaded smth for my phone.. like first time in 4 mths? oh well... i just came back from sa's play on animal farm... boring. was so trying to keep myself awake lor? sianz... -yawns- heh.. went for supper... with her and our exbandmates... havent met her like for eons... will see her on wednesday again... hopefully... hmm ok... will keep u updated yea... nites