hey... its midweek already... fast or wad? sigh... 3 days closer to prelims and ultimately the As? oh well... monday was fine... we had no extra econs tut... tuesday was fine too... cuz she didnt realli scold us... just went thru some essay stuff... today!. see the period? bloody hell... first period was econs lect... after tt was phy tut then mt... apparently my phy tutor didnt come? so we kinda had 2 periods free... so we did work during the first free period... then we went to buy food for a lil while... on the way back to 217 ms tie went like... "whoa... stop wasting time whoa... u all think got lots of time ah... buy food for one period whoa..." smth liddat? such an ass lor! of cuz i rebutted her! i said smth like "but we were doing work just now"... then she stunned for a moment? not expecting to lose? sigh... whatever lah ms tie... get ur facts right b4 scolding us lor... i'll get my mom to complain then u knoe... bitch. hmph... i just realised i left my econs tys in the locker?! how am i gonna do DRQ?! so much for not wanting to slack! sigh... will find ways... nights

A bus station is where a bus stops.
A train station is where train stops.
On my desk, I have a work station.... what more can I say.... Heh...

hey man... this is the 2nd time i'm posting this? bahhh... accidentally clicked on some webby... then gone was my entry... oh well... lemme recall... wad happened? i seriously forgot wad i typed for the intro... shucks... sounding gpish here? ha... anyway... this week was racial harmony week... so they showed mtvs of the 3 races during breaks... movies too? heh... i'm so into hindi music now... kuch kuch... hum ko humi se... you are my sonia? right vicky? haha... anyway thursday was a fine day... first period was econs tut... siewdingnomics happily mentioned those whu needa see her during their breaks to ask her qns... and i'm one of them? sadly... oh well... no more slacking... ultimately its for my own benefit? ha... right... went to lt5 for civics... some racial harmony concert... the presentation was way cool? oh btw... i belong to the lucky majority whu got to sit on seats? haha... it was nice... i think the modern dance was normal? nothing unique... indian dance was... fun? vicky happily smiling all the way... but i cant stand the guys?! sorry man... so action bollywood hunks lor... my god... malay dance was ok lah... i like their lights thingy... again normal... nothing outstanding... anyway... it was also bbssband's syf day... damn stressed?! it was nearing 6 and no one told me wad they got... i msged ms ngiam... she also damn tension? wanna cry all? ha... but yeah... they got a silver? heh... not bad... am proud of them... my jr happily dropped his clari and happily faked thru syf? cannot play lower register all... and mg was angry... and apparently he said they onli played 60% of their ability... wasted man... oh well... other bands did well too... scgs, cgs, fmss, cckss and swiss? ha... ok... had tuition at 6 on thurs... like wads new... go blur come back blur... met bb bm on the mrt... talked to her... ha... then rushed home to catch love is beautiful... tt liheng is damn scheming man... bloody hell... but i like his specs lei... haha... oh well... cant wait for lexuan and langping to get together... heh... anyway friday was a long day like wads new... but i did physics during my long break? heh... nice... i like op amp? then left charged particles... told myself i'd do it at home... right? happily watched tv from 7 to 10 continuously? ha... amazing race was sad! millie and chuck got eliminated.. i wanted jon and whuever to be out... sigh... saddening... then slacked summore online... onli at 11+ started memorising eqns... and my mom rented a car for the weekend since she passed her 8th driving test... hahaha... so she sent me to sch... phy test was fine... alot on explanation and defining eqns... bloody hell... ask us QNS can? not some dumb stuffs... lolz... and she picked me up... brot me, my bro and my grandma to geylang to eat bfast... lolz... she dusnt drive very fast? and she's scared of parking... so must go to empty parking lot? so she can afford to make mistakes and repark... haha... so cute... lolz... then went to change my simcard... now i have wap liaoz... so cool... internet within a phone? heh... funfun... oh well... had fun... gonna study with her next weekend onwards... shall i bolden it? italicised? ha... heh... nights

tts it. ultimate sadness. sigh. argh. =(

heyhey.. heh... i've been quite a good boy lately... been doing my assignments, tutorials and all... no more time to slack man... i still have daily dosage of nap tho? haha... well... i got back econs on monday.. like finally? 45 man... not bad for just one day (rather... 5 hours----) of reading the notes intensely? oh well.. bloody essay pulled me down... nothing much happened on monday... oh yeah its the sec sch syf week.. exciting? apparently 7 golds were given out on monday? lenient or wad? and yest onli 4 golds? suddenly so strict... a rejudge would be fair? heh... i like watching "love is beautiful" man.. so drama? climax climax now... bloody tay ping hui? wait till he gets retribution man... hmph... oh well... they were showing kuch kuch hota hai in the canteen yesterday during lunch! so fun lor... all the north indians so pretty2? diana happily kueh kueh hota hi lor... lolz... kinda forgot the movie tho cuz i watched it like 2 years ago? mohabattein's nice too... ok wads with me... craving to watch the innocent witch the other time... now hindustani movies... around the world with a tv ah... lolz.. anyways today was fun! had the college clean and green thingy? tho i dreaded it at first... began to find it quite fun? ha... my class was assigned to do the staff room.. just 02S30? tt was dreadful... i was like imagining ms tie... "haiyoh... clean my table whoa... -bangs repeated on table-" ha... indeed it came true? sarah was cleaning the cubicles' edges... and she scolded sarah? "this is not the way to clean whoa..." heh... she even demo-ed to hanee how to mop? ms tie... chief maid? haha... fun man.. had fun slacking... just nv go near ms tie.. cuz u might nv knoe wad she'd want u to do for her.. lolz... then we were all dispersed... whenever she called someone we all would just stoop down immediately? ha... even the teachers were laughing at us... lolz... i even thot of becoming a teacher cuz u can customise ur cubicle? so cool man... ha... of cuz not... pilot i shall be... anyways... the last minute... 6 of us played catching! so fun... but a min later ms tie called us back lor... catcher also didnt get to catch anybody? ultimate sadness man... so fun... hiding and all... heh... i wouldnt mind cleaning the staff room again... class bonds are all reinforced? heh... fun... yeah man... oh btw i ate alot today... dunno why... ok... gonna nap soon... evenings~

hey man... today was an ok day.. just tt i was saddened? sob... the day started off quite ok.. woke up at 10+... had bfast... slacked around... till about 1+... then got down to continue on my assm 31... not easy man? i cud onli do half of the assm.. sob.. so i gave up... and rested for a while... then went to get ready to meet the rest at commonwealth for band fiesta... kim was happily late ah... i thot i was gonna be the latest... ok nvm... we reached there... tt symphony stage was so in lor? was perspiring all... then wasnt wearing my specs... went over to my sec sch conductor's place... i thot the band near him wasnt sa.. but was wrong? saw her.. ok.. we waved.. and i sat down... yeah... hc was soft.. and angel happily shouted? heh... not shy ah... vj was good... i think they deserved to be in top5 instead of nj? bahhh... sorry hc... or sorry mr bus conductor's band? ha... sa was the best... outstanding and entertaining... ha.. so after sa performed she came and talked to us... i was totally ignoring her? onli spoke like 2 sentences to her? saddened... realli dunno wad to say? then she went off quietly without saying bye... and i received an sms from her almost instantaneously... "Drifted ah? Never talk to me..."... and i replied back... and she said "Ya la... Happily ignored this stranger behind u..."... wah.. damn saddened? sob... dunno wad happened... super drifted? sigh... i dunno? just wasnt happy lor... oh well.. went with angel, jean, kim, xiumei and km to eat in town.. wanted to go to far east to try the niceeeee roti john with cheese? dammit i forgot its closed on sunday till like 10 steps from the shop? ahhhhh.. in the end settled for kfc... the zinger meal wasnt very filling... dunno why... ok.. so we walked to orchard mrt.. wanted to take 190.. but being the nice me... heh... so it was angel's story time... ha... oh well... had an ok day... 'cept for tt lil bit... ok... lets all gain the momentum and study hard... nites...

hey man! happy happy day? ahaha... well.. havent been updating i knoe? have been slacking totally... why? cuz i was looking forward to the finals today? totally man... bahhhhh! sa didnt win! so sad... their church organ sounded good... i like it... and yeah... the cornets? nice tone... not brassy... tj perc player... the gong one... happy banging the gong ah? fffff lor? anyways... but tj was good also lah... nj? bahhh... wad are u doing taking our place in top5? haha... yeah... i met her after like so long! i didnt purposely go up ya? happen to meet... hee... oh well... met alot of other friends too? band fest mostly... and i met my pri sch bandmate! he remembers me?!?! wahh... with specs and all and yet he recognizes me? ok lah.. wads the pt.. i didnt talk to him? lolz... i baked cookies man... they liked it? like duh? hahaha... ok... i shant slack anymore man... heh... nites

hey... yeah... was so feeling down down down at noon? bahhh... dun wanna tok about it... sob... nvm... thanks ya peeps... anyway the day went fine except for tt sucky incident? went to study at woodlands library... quite productive i shall say? met vicky there... in red... said hi... via sms tt is... heh... did half a compre.. half of assm30... did the drq for international trade (with reference of cuz)... oh yeah... did tutorial 30 too?! lolz... didnt feel like doing but was too bored... ha... oh well... the band has a windfall of 50 tix for jc band finals!? cool man.. i was stupidly calling ccab to get tix and all? ha... oh yes... my results are bad... O for maths... 50.000000000000 for physics.... on the dot? got like 61/130 for p2 initially? but... heh... oh well... i still dun wanna attend ptm... ms tie's gonna crap for sure... "hafissaaaaan's too quiet whoa..." bleh... like whatever... dunno how i'm gonna fare for econs tho... i think ms tie can just return us next yr lah huh? bahhhh... bloody hell... anyways i'll work hard! yeah... i'm stronger than ever before... haha... ok... nights... take care~

hurt. shattered. lost. agonised. misery.

Mama please stop cryin'
I can't stand the sound
Your pain is painful and it's
Tearing me down

I hear glasses breaking
As I sit up in my bed
I told God you didn't mean
Those nasty things you said
You fight about money
About me and my brother
And this I come home to
This is my shelter

It ain't easy, growin' up in WW3
Never knowin' what love could be
You'll see, I don't want love to destroy me
Like it has done my family

Can we work it out
Can we be a family
I promise I'll be better

Mommy I'll do anything
Can we work it out
Can we be a family
I promise I'll be better
Daddy please don't leave

Daddy please stop yelling
I can't stand the sound
Make mama stop cryin'
'Cause I need you around
My mama she loves you
No matter what she says is true
I know that she hurts you
But remember I love you too!

I ran away today, ran from the noise
Ran away (ran away)
Don't wanna go back to that place
But don't have no choice, no way

It ain't easy, growin' up in WW3
Never knowin' what love could be
But I've seen, I don't want love to destroy me
Like it has done my family

In our family portrait
We look pretty happy
Let's play pretend, let's act like it
Comes naturally
I don't wanna have to split the holidays I don't want two addresses
I don't want a stepbrother anyway
And I don't want my mom to have to change her last name!
Mama'll be nicer
I'll be so much better
I'll tell my brother

I won't spill the milk at dinner
I'll be so much better
I'll do everything right
I'll be your little girl forever
I'll go to sleep at night

Daddy don't leave... daddy don't leave...

hey man.. havent been blogging since hmm.. sunday i knoe.. well.. nothing much happened also lah.. monday was spent doing econs... wohoho... i better buck up man... then did abit of the hols homework for gp.. bloody hell? 4 compres? panicked and all for nothing when she said the first compre's onli due on fri? oh well... my results have been far too sucky... die die... cannot make it... failed maths... sigh... disappointed? i think ms lang was disappointed with us also... phy mcqs just passed... and i just failed econs mcq? dunno how my essay will turn out.. scared i didnt evaluate enuff? sigh... went for my sec sch band's rehearsal at vch last nite? came home at 11.15... damn shagged... super tiring? rushed home after PE... ate a super early dinner and bathed... changed... then went to meet them... wohoho.. i like the cornets... nice? heh.. AC is damn scary. bloody hell... oh well... skipped the gp thingy today... on the pretext of coming late for sch? rite... lolz... dunno... i feel so guilty cuz sally chua's like so nice nowadays? no longer the racist she was? ha... maybe i speak too soon.. lolz... ok lah.. lets look forward to better results tmr? bahhh... hopefully... nites~

hey man... been slacking the whole weekend? heh... totally man... slacked on friday... went to town on saturday... with no intention of spending more than $30... right... i spent like $80? bahh! bought a new pair of shoes and a plain black tee... yay... a new pair of shoes to match my unworn stussy berms? heh... perfectionist at work? well... its pretty... then saw this guy with a nice pair of adidas shoes tt goes well with my berms also... but too bad? they dun have it... oh well... had some alumni band meeting today... bloody hell. happily conversing in cheena. grr. god save me! i shud have just went off there and then and told them i had to go and buy chinese-english dictionary! period. bloody hell... i hate it k. k... what else? oh yes... i was just reminded of my undone 4 compre papers after my nap today? bahhhh! i realli wanted to do but bloody hell... my pen ran outta ink? hmph... will do tmr man... nites ah!

If I had everything
I wouldn't be satisfied
Coz there'd still be emptiness in my life...
So tell me baby is it true?
That I was surely made for you
If we both know it why do we pretend?

Coz I spent all of my life just looking for it
I need to look no more coz I found you
And now that you're here I just can't ignore it
I hope you don't mind if I fall
For you baby...

So welcome into my world,
The sun is shining through,
It's times like this I realise
What I found in you, in you...
And do you know it's plain to see,
That I think you're the one for me?
If you like it, why don't you give in?
Give in, yeah...

I really believe we can make it,
It's only a matter of time,
(And time keeps moving on)
So now I can't wait any longer,
Coz it's with me that you belong...

hey... sorry... didnt wanna blog till tmr... but yeah... i cant sleep also lah? sigh... well... exams just over... hope to pass at least 2? ha... too high? ha... maths was gone case lah.. partial fractions also i forgot... bahhh... i cud do drv tho? satisfaction? uh huh... phy was ok... p1 was a killer tho? cant blame anyone but myself for not practicing mcqs also... had econs today.. damn taxing paper... passable? dunno... my bloody penS ran outta ink? when i just bot a new one during the weekend? thanks lah idiot... i think just study role of govt can liaoz lor... ah duhs... case study was like.. anyhow write plausible stuffs? yah... whatever lah... went to jp after tt for lunch... had some hotplate beef? alrite lah... but i'd prefer cavana's... k... like whatever whu cares rite? bahhh... had some learning journey to the newater plant at tanah merah... ms tie was all smiles and happy? ha... so nice seeing her liddat... and guess wad? transport one way onli lor... shittified... walked like 3-4km to tanah merah mrt station... so much for short-cutting... went to orchard... had roti john with cheese... ha... everyone whu goes with me to orchard will have to try tt? yea... wads so bad also... so heavenly... rushed home to catch beautiful love? rather... love is beautiful? i anyhow changed the name? ha... then on the bus joanne was telling me i have a dimple... so i told her i dunno where it is tho i smiled at myself in the mirror lotsa times? then the lady infront of me smiled... then i smiled at her back... with dimple too? haha... so malu... and i still cannot find it? bahh... then was on the feeder bus home... joanne was complaining she had a headache... fine... nothing wrong rite? this guy turned back and looked at us lor... tt was fine.. his bloody gf turned and looked at me for like 7 seconds? go to hell lah bitch.. wad did we do... go refer to article 19 of the universal declaration of human rights lah bitch... gouge out ur eyes than u knoe... shittified. period. i just love love is beautiful? ha... so nice... went to bathe... then went online... talked to her... s.t.m.s.i.s.s.e.r.n and a.m.w.i.a.m.a.h? wth... go figure out the inies lah... nites