hey... private hafizan here? ha... yepyep... passed out on the 25th [not the fainting kind mind u]... now having my block leave till the 5th of next month... so yes... i'm very free now... ask me out? ha... the pop went by so fast! hai... its like... enlistment was just in january and now we bid our goodbyes to our new friends? hai... sad man... as cheena as they are... they're still nice pple... my bunkmates: kianbin, kuek, isaac, mingmao, indi, fabian, remy, peckteng, weijie, zhiwei and kevin! i'll miss them... i'll miss platoon4 and the nicest sergeants around... the incoming batch of scorpion kids shud be very lucky... anyway... cud have cried when we marched in the 2nd time round for the throwing cap ceremony... ha... like so sad liddat? my mom came and put on the cap for me... oh she brot my digicam too... so took photos with my friends lah? then one went "wah cheebye... u got so rich meh!?"? wth... ha... nvm... went changi v after tt to have nasi lemak... met my platoonmate over there... dont think i'll ever see him again? sad... saw an officer there... see no evil see no evil! ha... went out with the band peeps on sunday... supposedly a goodbye dinner for dear clive? jem cudnt make it... anyway... we were supposed to meet at 3pm lah but clive didnt meet us till like 6? with his frds somemore... so yes he postponed a proper dinner today... ha...oh yes... i was scheduled for an ippt test yesterday lah... so i got mc on sunday and the doc excused me from ippt for 10 days cuz he said i pulled my muscle or smth? yes... so i thot i didnt have to book in on sunday night... but my sgt called me at 10pm and asked me to hurry down?! wtf... i got there at like close to 12 lah? and wad did i do over there? nothing... NOTHING! they didnt even endorse or kept my mc! wth... was made to do sai kang... but the RSM [whus some big big shot] praised me and said i did a good job? i just smiled... haha... registered for uni liaoz... i super anyhow lor? well kinda? ha... just hope i can get into nus engin since they have aeronautical engin under mechanical engin? dont think ntu has it... see how lah huh... oh yes... i'm like so dark now? howwww... angel was like putting her hand in between mine and ta-dah... u get an oreo? ha... kinda funny... and edna said my butt's perkier now? omg... i seriously dunno wad happened... -shy-... haha... shall end with a nice quote from the infantry song... brothers in arms, brothers proud to be... =)

hey... havent been updating for a long time i knoe? heh... just didnt want to... my As results arent exactly good... think some of my frds were shocked when i just broke down? ha... and i got a freaking 6 for GP... fark lah... someone tell me i dont deserve a 6 pls... argh... i cant stand how pple can make simple grammatical errors and still get better grades! where's the love man... ha... and i'm like super tempted to get my gp paper remarked? sighs... guess my plan now is to enter uni... duh... after NS of cuz... think i'll do mechanical engineering? i dunno eh... i wanna do banking and finance lei... but my mom die die wont let me lah... she wants me to do engin... but the thing is... lets say i get to be a pilot and lets say after 10 years SIA retrenches me... with an engin degree i can only be an engineer? but i dont wanna become an engineer u see... i wont mind being a banker or wad... oh yes... SIA dusnt like care wad degree u did in uni... so yeah... u see my dilemma? howww... someone help? and if i cant get into a local u i think i'll be going to UK... bye pple? sigh... so sad eh... anyway... bmt's ending soon... threw a real grenade last saturday? damn scary eh! hands shivering and all... ha... and i'm passing out on the 25th... which is this coming thurs! god pls give me the strength to jump... ha... hush hush... i'll be eagerly and worryingly waiting for my posting... and u freaking knoe wad?! i bloody missed the band audition?! fark sia... other companies all went except for mine lah? wtf... where am i gonna get posted to now! hai... saw toi and eugene the other day... talked to them for a while... toi rejected the band audition... why oh why! and eugene was telling me his audition didnt go so well so they'll still consider him? on a special case basis tho! whyyyyy... why werent us scorpion recruits informed... and i called the saf band hotline... and they said i cudnt make any appt for band audition... hai... its nice making music u knoe... hai... someone lift my abysmal morale up pls... sucks... anyway... went town yesterday... i spent like $200 lah?! omg omg... bot my ipod earphones which cost like $70... basket? i wudnt if i could! but my current ipod earphones' outer insulating wire's torn apart? i dunno why lah k... hai... and saw this really nice pair of berms in this month's issue of FHM... thot of getting it... so went to the shop but they didnt have it... so bot a nice and simple one from 77th street... and i bot a tee too... think my mom will just scream at me if she found out i spent $200? ha... hush hush for now... watched the eye2 yesterday also... not bad lah huh... throughout the later part of the show i had some paper bag on my laps in case of sudden scary scenes? hahaha... i'll have a week of leave starting from this coming fri onwards... yeah man! can slack... and enjoy civilian life for a while? heh... meanwhile i'll just enjoy the company of my platoonmates... they're such nice people... especially section3 pple! they rawk totally... heh... see ya pple... ;)