heyheyhey. how's hari raya u ask? well... bad i'd say. haha. me being someone whu earns money [no matter how meagre the salary is] is not eligible for green packets anymore? omg. tts bad. like the first day? i collected only 23 bucks? right. so much for thinking of doing somemore shopping. doubly right. oh well. cant complain much can i? i think my relatives compensated me by giving me more food? right. no good no good.

singapore idol last week! results werent too my liking. alot of others too i suppose. like wth? sylvester? top2? no lor. stupid pre-pubescent girls. damn them. i guess my one vote to olinda was kinda insignificant, no? haha. oh well. i'm gonna place 10 votes for taufik on the 1st! and rozi's aunt works for mediacorp or smth? so yeah. awaiting good news from dear old rozi. haha.

was talking to juni last night about this whole singapore idol thingy. and she told me of a friend of hers whu blogged about this whole singapore idol thing. she said smth like "duh. of cuz sly will be the first singapore idol. taufik? singing malay songs in taiwan? no way?" she's like how dumb lah! dumb bitch. duh?! obviously taufik will not sing malay songs in taiwan? wtf? can she get any dumber? my god. so me and my friend totally bitched on her tagboard? haha. and my friend subsequently got her cousin and her friend to tag too. yeah man. dumb! and sly's like plagued with his mama's drama mama incident thingy? hopefully votes will be affected eh? and pls lah k. no sympathy votes or what. what's the point of singapore idol then if sympathy votes are given like so easily? duh.

my aunt had her openhouse last weekend. and my cousin's an air steward with SIA lah. he knows about my passion for flying and all. so he talked to me and asked me what's my plans after ord. i told him resume studies lah. he's like "for what? u can study while working? even my chief steward's doing tt now. and i've got lotsa friends. they can help to push u in!" hahaha. cool man. but we'll see how lah huh?

oh did i tell u? my mom happily happily told me to contribute like 100 bucks monthly if i wanna drive her new car? wtf? pls lor. i'm not earning like thousands yeah? ha. duh. showed her the toyota ist. she kinda likes it? of cuz i love it man. its a hatchback! gimme a hatchback car anytime man. okok. nato. no action talk only. better start driving lessons soon. hah.

i gotta shop less and start saving up man! gonna go on a holiday next june! cant wait! and while i'm blogging this, my mom's in the cab heading for the airport. she'll be flying to uk tonight. argh. i miss uk. miss the christmas. the weather. the shopping. the food. ahhhhh. i wanna flyyyyy...

if loving you with all my heart's a crime
then i'm guilty...

heyyy. this week has been short. heh. niceee. thot i wudnt be going to catch this week's idol spectaculars live since nat cudnt get enuff tix. but somehow i still went cuz marc's friend cudnt make it or smth? hah. went town for a while with marc. bought this quik tee. its nice lei. its so army i like. haha. right. oh yes. met david yeo again in town. and i saw leandra and maia too at the erm.. theatre? maia's like so pretty. i was like a metre away from her! shud have just gone up to her and took a photo with her with my phone! damn.

sat right in the centre. haha. we're like supposed to be sitting in blocks but somehow there werent enuff tix for sly's fans so we ended up sitting at taufik's block instead? some mediacorp guy saw and shooed us away. no other good seats so marc being himself complained to the fella. so we sat right in the centre. haha. nice. except tt daphne's fans were sitting right infront of us and their banners irritatingly got in our way! and the screams and shrieks there are super super deafening. so much so that i cant hear what the idols are singing? grr.

anyway anyway! it was asia pop special. so each idol got to belt out a song in their mother tongue and another in english. olinda's qian yan wan yu was good man. tho she kinda looked like some getai performer with the feather boa and shit. her rendition of before i fall in love was super! i love it. wooohooo. she's my superwoman! and taufik's belaian jiwa was super fanciful with his falsettos and all. preferred the english song he sang tho. sly's english song wasnt nice. but his an jing was good. daphne? hmmm. i thot her ni yao de ai wasnt tt bad. daphne treatment. like what's new. voted for oli and taufik.

results show last night. tension. like again! was just so happy oli and taufik were pronounced safe! whew. daph's out! so its gonna be quite tough next week. i'm hoping sly will go off next week. then my fave 2 idols will fight it out in the finals!

did up this signboard cuz apparently my co [commanding officer] whus my superior's boss isnt too happy with the then signboard cuz the wordings were too small and hence cudnt be seen from far? okay fine. so i did it nicely and all. all by myself. and again he wasnt too happy with the outcome!? wtf. so i had to do it again yesterday. made the words like super big. had to go all the way to the medical centre just to zap and enlarge. then back to the guardroom to cut and join those words? then off to soce to laminate the words. its not an easy feat considering the distance and the weather! when i got to soce, the soce library was closed? so i went back to the guardroom lah. no choice right. duh. told my sgt tt the library's closed. he went to check and told me tt the laminating machine's at hqsce ops room. i was like all tired and perspiring and he wanted me to go to hqsce? then my colleague was like "cant u get someone else to do it? he's fasting u knoe" to which my sgt replied "its impt". my colleague went on to say "but the weather's so hot!" and my sgt said "i repeat. its impt". bloody fuck. he dusnt knoe what is fasting issit. anyone can do laminating lor. argh. i dont quite like him. he just likes to make use of his rank sometimes. so sue me! grr.

went out with zac today. just shopped around town. bought this black quik tee which i saw on thursday. it was the last small sized one available! thank god. happy happy me. and i happened to pick out this pair of quik berms and was telling zac its nice? he took it from me and tried it on? subsequently he paid for it? not tt i'm against it lah. haha. but its nice! damn. if only i had more money.

alright! last few mins and fasting mth will be over! hari raya tmr man. exciting. gonna meet alot of my cousins and all tmr! and lotsa foooooood! eid mubarak! =)

selamat tidur kekasih gelap ku
semoga cepat kau lupakan aku
kekasih sejatimu takkan pernah sanggup untuk melupakanmu
selamat tinggal kasih tak terungkap
semoga kau lupakan aku cepat
kekasih sejatimu takkan pernah sanggup untuk meninggalkanmu...

back from my weekend trip to jb! man it was good. didnt quite like the hotel we stayed at tho. think it fails as a 5 star hotel. haha. sahur dishes were like... boring? except for the corn sago dessert thingy. but shopping was good! heheh. hmm. let's see what i got for myself. my baju kurung after like much hunting. a pair of puma sneakers. a pair of leather sandals for hari raya. a pair of levis. and lastly, a bigger tummy. ha.

was asking the faggy salesman for a size 7 for my leather sandals lah. then he shouted over to this guy whu shouted over to another chinese fella to go get the sandals. he came back later with the last piece which was a size 6. he was still holding onto the box so i helped myself to the sandals lah. and this malay guy scolded him for not offering to take out the sandals? not like i mind or what lah right. duh. he just went all quiet? so my mom was like "in work, u gotta be patient" after which she repeated it in malay lest the guy wudnt understand? haha. right.

broke fast at danga bay. its this by the bay sorta hawker centre? i wudnt say its a hawker centre cuz its too classy to be one. the food there was goooood. and cheap? had fish and chips, burger, a lil of my mom's mee rebus and otak2! and yeah. of cuz i went back to the hotel with a bigger tummy. grr.

reached home at around 1pm. put my stuffs and followed my mom to town. she got herself a digicam! canon ixus40! omg. its small and slim! damn its nice. went to sew my samping. whew. like finally. and while waiting for my samping to be ready, went over to tangs. renovations all done. a new swanky tangs! think i wanna get for myself a plain white fcuk tee. a tad ex at $60 but it's a lil unique albeit plain? ha. right. saw this nice blue fcuk sweater also. but it freaking costs $130. dunno whether to get it anot. then again, hari raya's coming. so might consider getting it. then the white tee plus the sweater will go well with my new levis and new sneakers. haha. sweet... now i'll just have to look forward to hari raya! yayyyy...

another day goes by, will never know, just wonder why
you made me feel good, made me smile
i see it now, and i can say it's gone...

hey man. i knoe its early but its a case of the early bird catches the worm? hah. anyway! tgis! thank god its saturday? hah. spent thursday evening watching singapore idol live with dear edna! [still hadnt gotten myself someone to go with to catch idol live and didnt wanna ask edna cuz she's in the midst of her As? asked her anyway. lol] and the good thing was that each idol got to sing 2 songs? yeah man. i thought taufik would do an usher number but right. he sounded good on both songs anyway. way to go my mat! heh. and edna told me sly's like jay chou and all and i kinda agree. but i didnt like his shiny get up. it was u.g.l.y. leandra's curls are back! oh man. i'd still prefer her with supposed-to-be-sleek-rebonding-str8-hair-but-due-to-my-natural-hair-my-hair-is-wavey? haha. tt was a mouthful. and she's so pretty man. thot that was one of her best performance in weeks. like finally. olinda was obviously good lah. i think taufik and olinda will be in the final2! woo hoo. my fave 2 idols!

and we were holding this sly poster? the bottom right had chou written on it so i thought the person whu did the poster was chou or what lah. trademark? didnt knoe its meant to be jay chou [the jay was at the bottom left which i didnt notice] until jay-crazy edna told me? right. jaychou again. and yeah. some photographer took a photo of erm sly fans and we were inevitably forced to be in the photo? i think its gonna appear in 8days next week? omgggg...

results show last night. and yeah. leandra was eliminated. sigh. and daphne wasnt even in the bottom 3?! wth. tsktsk. i thought olinda wouldnt be in the bottom 2 cuz of her wealth? hah. her mom was giving out free olinda tees to her fans at mediacorp reception lor? but yeah. i guess she really wants to be the first singapore idol cuz she was crying and all? ha. now my leandra's gone. what to do. hohum.

gonna go to jb later! so excited. will prolly do some shopping there. get my baju kurung [which i still havent gotten at this juncture!] and everything else nice! hehh.

i used to say, 'i' and 'me'
now it's 'us', now its 'we'...

heyheyhey. pardon the late update. kinda lazy nowadays. heh. anyway! idol spectaculars last week was alright lah. i think taufik's the most versatile of the rest remaining? yeah man. hopefully he's the first singapore idol or smth. i wudnt mind olinda tho. and yeah. i think leandra rebonded her hair? but her hair being like super afro curly isnt totally str8? cud see the flyaway hairs here and there. she's still pretty of cuz. voted for olinda [thinking it was taufik] and leandra. had i not voted wrongly olinda could have jolly well gone home last week? who knoes eh? hah. this week's theme is r&b! oh man. i cant wait to see taufik do an usher number! if he ever decides to sing an usher song.

last weekend was good. hah. accompanied marc for his hair cut. and he was super late. ate a lil into my fasting time. bah. went for dinner at nydc and finally i satisfied my crave for that boney cake. but damn. i cudnt really enjoy it cuz i was super full? oh man. guess i'll be going again. on an emptier stomach? hah.

derived more utils on sunday! spent the whole day shopping with my mom and my bro. didnt have to worry about paying cuz i wasnt the one paying. heh. thot of getting smth from fcuk or smth but they didnt have anything nice. got myself a nice fcuk cap. fcuking nice i'd say. haha. just had to get it lah eventho i'm not the sort whu'll don a cap. niceee. went to sisley at paragon. got 2 tees. wanted to get 1 at first cuz it had a discount of 30%? then the salesgirl told us that i could get another tee from the erm, new collection for 50% of the price? so got another one. both white tees. damn. i keep getting white tees. oh! and guess whu i met at tangs mens dept?! fcuk's like next to gstar lah. was just looking thru the fcuk clothes and i heard a very familiar voice. looked up and saw david yeo! was super stunned. and think he saw my stunned face. hah. damn. should have gone up to him and took a photo with him or smth man. and tts just one of my many idol encounters. hah. tsk2.

hari raya's next sunday! tts like damn fast man. cant wait. hoho. gonna go to jb for a night this weekend. hyatt hotel at jb has some cheap promotion or smth lah? meanwhile, you guys enjoy ya? ;)

immobilized by the thought of you
paralyzed by the sight of you
hypnotized by the words you saynot true
but I believe 'em anyway