just when i shrugged off the idea of studying in france and all, it's starting to realise. hai. i don't wanna go overseas and leave everyone behind! i know i was excited and all, but... i dunno! oh man.

stench. i absolutely cannot stand people who know they stink and yet do nothing about it! like holy lord. please do something about it, seriously. it's not like they don't know they smell, change uniform for heaven's sake lah! i'm one of those who don't smell and yet i change my uniform everyday. woe is me, for my cupboardmate is my exact opposite. smell-wise.

oh oh. i was on the way to a friend's place last saturday. so i sat next to this filipino on the train. and she asked me what time. so i showed her my watch and told her the time. then she began to ask really weird questions! like "you're a malay?", "hmm, if a filipino girl and malay guy get together how? who's gonna convert?" tt kinda thing? holy lord. thank god i only had to entertain her for 2 stops! whew.

gonna send chahat off tmr. i hate the airport, for obvious reasons. hai. anyway adit's in town! and i'm going kl/genting with him this coming week. and i swear i'm gonna start my driving the week after my leave ends. i will. i wanna pass before leaving for overseas studies! if i ever. =x

i'm supposed to be at the airport now, waiting to board my flight to wales. argh. i'm so so so in need of a break. am on leave from today noon all the way till next friday. ended up staying back today to do a whole lotta shit cuz of some inspection. they're so gonna suffer when i'm not there, seriously. my phone's gonna be switched off. so, good lucks. and i don't see the point of them being there when we do all the job! i'm this close to calling saf hotline seriously! and i'm trying to be less specific here. got an email last friday about posting classified information and stuff on the net with the popularity of blogging. hah.

shit aside. went town last weekend. realised there were so many things i wanna get! i want a brown diesel watch. brown pumas/lacoste [25% off for lacoste footwear]. new crumpler. new pair of levis [tts cuz my friend has a levis staff who can get one at 60% the orig price]. i seriously just feel like spending whatever i've saved the past few months!

can't wait for that short trip to KL next week. i know it's near, but i really need to get out of singapore. grr. and adit's coming to town on friday. he's turning 6 this xmas eve. i'm scared he's not as cute as before. hahaha.

ps. which one of you said your friend has the whole season 2 of desperate housewives? i want!

i was casually telling my friend who's also pro-french that i'd like to study in france and he gave me these 2 websites. went checking them out, and guess what?! tuition fees are damn cheap! as stated on the website. so i got all excited and enquired in an email. and the french education representative said the french govt subsidises FULLY your tuition fees in public universities. omg? can you believe it? FULLY okay? and applicable to international students too. holy lord. yearly you'll only need to pay the application fees which cost like eur300? about sgd600. plus daily expenses, accomodation fees and whatnots, the total could be lesser than studying in singapore!

ah yes. this shall be my ideal tertiary plan. i've enquired further. and if everything seriously falls within my expectation i'm going there! my mom's okay about, my dad should be too since it's not that expensive. ahhh. imagine me coming back speaking fluent french [fug that british accent english]! that's gonna be an added advantage for a malay. i can so see myself working for air france as a locally based pilot! haha. if they do have one. omg! okay okay. let's not get my hopes too high up before anything's confirmed.

that aside, hari raya's fine. business' abit better than last year's. haha. probably what my mom said came true. whatever you give will somehow come back to you. i gave each of my grandma a green packet!

i just bought a second hand pc from a friend. hai. i just spent sgd450 like that can? and i dont feel a shit. hai. and this pc looks normal to me. sad. speaking of money, i have like 3 more paydays to go! ord loh! and black shoes or brown shoes? black or brown? brown or black? black or brown!?