hey! its friday tmr! woo hoo! so fast so fast. and this week has been my slackest ever since i was posted to nee soon guardroom. lol. there's not much point shadowing my senior 24/7 so sometimes i'll just go to the rp's rest area and sleep and wait to be called if there's anything to be taught lor. went to seletar camp on tuesday with my csm for some meeting lah. i felt like some PA can? ha. got there and i dunno why but the meeting was cancelled or smth? so just collected some document and went home. i was home at 5! earliest ever whoa. heh. my rp sgt said i'll be shadowing for 2 weeks and i'm like 2 weeks is too long lor? for the past few days i've been doing nothing but typing documents and stuff? ha. clerk's job sia. enjoying it of cuz.

was helping to cover desk duty for a colleague of mine the other day since the corporals had a meeting with my csm. was doing with another colleague whu got posted around the same time as me lah? yeah. its like the first time doing duty and so many things had to happen lor. first there was some confiscated hp handed over to us from one of the classified unit's in our camp. being new we didnt know how to like take over and stuff? tts one. secondly, this alarm near the mdc i think sounded so many freaking times. thirdly they were doing some construction work near the incoming/outgoing barriers and suddenly the electricity to the barriers got cut off and they cudnt be opened? lol. so troublesome lor. we super didnt know what to do and all? haha.

my colleague said i'll be doing duty next weekend? which means the national day weekend! LONG weekend mind you. no i'm not gonna do. weekend duties are meant for extras and i havent signed any extras at all. i've been good. i just hope its some stupid joke. i'm fine with other weekends but not the national day one pls. shall kpo abit while the current admin spec does up the night duty plan tmr. duh i'm supposed to shadow him remember? ha. yeah.

amazing race yesterday was saddening man. wait the past few episodes have been saddening. basket. the nice guys always get booted out lor! i want the twins out. out out out. bitches. anyway! impromptuly decided i wanted to make brownies for myself to munch on while watching amazing race or smth? bot the ingredients and all. got home and there werent any eggs. didnt get to bake lor. maybe i'll bake on saturday b4 going to diana's for the bbq? it'll be the last time she gets to taste my brownies? sobs.

oh u know what? i found this really good deal? this guy's willing to buy my e700a for $420? and his friend's selling a brand new 7610 for $798 only? without line of cuz. tts like a hundred bucks cheaper than elsewhere lei! and if i were to get it next payday i'll be left with only $50+ to survive for a month?! shucks. i dunno man. but if i were to procrastinate then the trade-in value of my e700a will like drop? of cuz the 7610's value will drop too. but if they both drop at the same time i'll have to pay the same amount as now right? damn. i dunno. which benefit do i forgo now? lol. opportunity cost man. and surviving on $50+ for the rest of the month wont be easy cuz i have my retail therapy to tend to. and food! damn. think i'll talk to my mom about it and see how? not like she's gonna fork out money for the 7610. aiyahhhh. dunno.

now i'm anxiously waiting for the result of my basic theory test. really hoping i'd pass. duh. then can start driving liao. think i'm going private? cheaper my parents said. so okay lor. anything. i just wanna pass the first time round man. hah...

everything i know, and anywhere i go
it gets hard but it won't take away my love
and when the last one falls
when it's all said and done
it gets hard but it won't take away my love...

hey. i'm bored. nothing to do. so i'm gonna update. in paragraphs of cuz. haha. irritating... work's been... the same lah? so sian. nothing much also lor. except i hate being made to do the gate ic. hate seeing cars without neesoon camp passes [or visitor passes] speeding in and subsequently worrying tt my csm will find out. and i'll have to sign extras? extras are no good man. they're like extra night duties? two on weekdays and one on weekend. weekend?! nono. its bad bad bad.

had my basic theory test on tuesday. hope i'll pass. duh. didnt really study lah cuz i thot that the road signs and all are kinda self-explanatory? right. to pass i needa get 6 qns wrong. i already have 2. pls pls. i cant afford to wait 3-4 weeks for another basic theory + 2 more weeks for the results! wasting time. i wanna get my license asap.

had this life run thingy yesterday at bishan park. no work for me. haha. my colleague picked me up at teckwhye. it rained quite heavily since morning lah? so when we got there the run's postponed. so i'm hoping the same grp of pple will be going for the run this sat or smth. so i can escape work lah? man. working on saturdays are like super boring. time crawls i swear. anyway my colleague drove a citroen. his dad's tho. nice car man. speaking of my colleague he's actually from my sec sch?! omg. i swear i've nv seen him around man. anyway it was mac bfast at j8 with my colleagues and home after that. to sleep of cuz!

woke up at around 3pm to get ready and all. town with my band mates. man i missed a good show had i gone for my sec sch band's pop. lol. anyway. i couldnt shop also lah. so just see see only lor. thank god nothing like caught my eye. except for this black quik tee? like the grey prints. but above them are like pink lines?! wah lao. spoiler. went off slightly after jem came [sorry jem!] to meet my classmates. supposed to be a mini class gathering lah. mini indeed. three of us only? yeah. wanted to go pizza hut but they didnt have one at wisma anymore. didnt want to travel to ps. so ended up having nydc again! grr. had some e=mc2 drink. not nice. the pizza wasnt tt nice also. guess i shud just stick to what i normally order when at nydc next time. so ended up spending $20 on dinner when the pizza hut spaghetti meal thingy costs only $10. damn. i'm broke. so broke. i'm left with like $7 for 2 more weeks. guess i'll have to ask my parents for money. ha.

not gonna have any duties for the next 2 weeks. yeah! so no more gate ic and no more worries! haha. for now that is. my sgt told me to shadow my senior whus the admin ic? so whatever he does i'll be like doing also. after which i'll be the admin nco. can start planning the month's night duty schedule. so better be nice to me. haha. i'm gonna dread the admin ic's job. i can only type fast. duh. i'm not proficient with excel or whatever. tho given enuff time i can figure things out myself. whatever.

i'm so into avril's my happy ending. its so... angry. love the lyrics too. anyway! finally i stayed home on a sunday? ha. watched lizzie mcguire the movie. lacks the oomph which mean girls has. slept too. boring... just hope this week will just zoom by. haha. i'm like wishing for that EVERY weekend. duh. anyway gonna have a bbq this saturday at diana's place? she's like... leaving for australia soon. so yeah lor. think it'll be fun. gonna wear my nice ripcurl boardshorts. =)

whose eyes am i behind?
i don’t recognize anything that i see
whose skin is this design?
i don’t want this to be the way that you see me...
 

 

 

hey man. my second post for the week? ha. was given my first little task as the soon-to-be admin ic? my god. my encik wanted me to duplicate this entire thing within 30 mins? it was like 6 pages long with columns and all? luckily i split the workload with the current admin ic. so just typed 3 pages lor. eat away my sleeping time only! grr. and its like i'm not good with word or excel or whatever. tho given enuff time i'll be proficient with it. i can just type fast and they want me to be the admin ic? wth. but its kinda good. cuz the admin ic plans the month's night duty plan. so i can like put anyone i hate on weekend duty? ha. ho sey liao. anyway i'm not the admin ic yet. wasnt given any long weekend yesterday. so had to go to work. unwillingly of cuz. time there just crawled i tell u. my god. 2 hours seemed like eternity somewhat. oh! and clive had this nice tee on when he booked in? heh. had my colleague to buy breakfast since he was gonna buy his and ate at close to 11. slept for 40 mins. ha. got ready for home. didnt have any plans for yesterday actually? planned to like slack and sleep the day away? until marc asked me out. i was late lah. stupid bus seriously. waited 15 mins for the bus? slightly longer i think. the frequency's normally like 5 mins kind? yeah. while waiting i saw this fella trying to manja a girl? i'm like so turned off lor. and the girl wants to act all sweet and kind? -imitates the girl beating the guy with her handbag- stupid teens. go find ur geog txt and read up on plate tectonics lah! bah. or worst still. go take out ur sec1 sci text and read up on what's sci? introductory topic? ha. like whatever. got to town like 20 mins late. so sorry man. and it was shopping time! bah. i overspent lei. overshot the limit i set for myself? die die die. now left $150 in my atm. $50 for bill, $50 for transport and $50 to like survive for 2+ 3 more weeks? and my mom's reminded of the fact tt i owe her money too. oh man. anyway. got myself 2 plain tees, a pair of black slippers to replace my lost ones and this really nice ripcurl boardshorts! which cost like $89? hai. nvm. its really nice. and the plain white tee i bought matches well. the black one also can. ha. its like flowery kind? but not ugly flowery thingy! yeah man. had dinner at nydc then. had the boney chocolate thingy again. i've sinned but its ok cuz i wont get fat. haha. yummmm. met alot of pple lei. lets see. i saw... this lieutenant from my camp [whu just orded i think cuz i havent been seeing him now]. my pri sch best friend phillip! the guy signed on with the army can? oh no. saw this actor from channel 8 also whu looked a little gay. marc was saying the baby he was carrying in his arms is just a cover up? ha right. saw sivert ong? yeah. met daniel too! smile smile only ah. haha. met mel with sue ann. haha. i seriously didnt see her until she hafizan-ed me? yeah man. met zac too at heerens. it was kinda a shocked and hi greeting all within 1 sec? ha. saw sgt ian tay also. he was from plt3 i think? think he recognises me cuz he gave tt u-look-familiar look. lol.  tts i think. oh and u knoe wad? my shopping isnt complete. there's this nice stussy tee. and i feel like getting a fcuking fcuk tee also. lol. maybe i'll drag my mom to go shopping with me and... heh. it was a nice day spent. glad i spent it shopping rather than sleeping it away or smth man. woke up at 7+ today and my first thought was "shit! i'm late! bloody alarm clock didnt ring!" haha. was about to get my towel and rush to the toilet until i realised it was sunday. whew. anyway agreed to go out with zac today. and jinli also but he's has an extra commitment. but zac said he needs to get alot of stuffs from army market. so next time i guess. which is good. means i can slack the day away and watch lizzie mcguire! hoho. another bimbo movie!

i may have made it rain
please forgive me
my weakness caused you pain
and this song's my sorry...

hey. i'm back! haha. so sorry. been kinda lazy. anyway let me try not to elongate this update unnecessarily yeah? heh. i have nothing much to blog about my army life cuz its so routined and mundane. i basically do the same thing over and over again? but now that i'm a lao jiao (well a little. after the 3 new RPs came), they let us become the gate ics. gate ics are in charge of checking personnel booking in via vehicles? ensuring tt they have the correct pass before entering camp and all. it kinda sucks lah. cuz ur responsiblity's quite heavy eventho it may sound easy lah. my first day doing gate ic was sometime last week. accidentally let in someone with the seletar camp pass which is a big nono. my god. the stupid balding man just sped by lor? i even attempted to run after the car can? which is kinda dumb come to think of it. haha. oh well. i was seriously hoping my csm wudnt find out or smth. and thankfully he didnt. whew. if not kena 3 extras lor. confirmed have to kiss goodbye to one weekend. burnt. anyway! enuff of my job. i caught godsend like the sunday before last with tizi. wow wow. its a really nice flick! pls pls catch it. i thot it was more of ethics crap which is so gonna bore me. but boy i was so wrong. nice lei. and yeah. got myself a nice book. forbidden love by norma khouri. its this story lah. duh. of a jordanian muslim girl whu fell for a catholic army guy in the very narrow-minded jordanian society. i'm into these sorta stuffs man. and yeah. what's with me and movies and books? haha. nv liked watching movies. always felt lazy to read also? yeah. i had 2 long weekends consecutively. so shiok ah. hopefully this sat will be a long weekend too. dont think so tho. but just hoping lah? went out with my classmates last saturday for dinner! been slightly less than 2 mths since we last met up? and this time everyone went except for sharon whu had to leave early without a hint of guilt. anyway. wanted to catch mean girls then go for dinner at swensens lah? so we met up at 4pm at orchard hoping to catch the 5.15pm time slot but tix were sold out. so we queued up for the 7.15pm time slot lah. 5 mins into queueing the tix for the 7.15pm sold out too? sadness. didnt get to watch lor. went for a long nice dinner. after which we went to clarke quay to crap and reminisce. haha. nice. had fun imitating ms tie and all. hahaha. sadly diana's leaving for melbourne next month to study overseas! sigh. went to catch mean girls with dan on sunday since i didnt get to catch it on saturday. kinda impromptu lah actually. means girl is nice man! i think it kinda clicks with me? no, not cuz i'm a himbo or whatever. our age group i meant. haha. nice nice comedy. dumb blondes. lol. shopped around a lil before we went for the movie. bot underwear lah? wah lao. gave me some see-thru bag sia! so paiseh can. thank god i had another paper bag so i could like carry the opaque one on the outside? my god. didnt shop much. looking forward to shop with my fellow metros [haha] this weekend. wanna get a nice fcuk tee. clinique happy for me. this super nice ripcurl berms. and whatever things nice! and yeah. no pay increment lor. next mth my colleague said. $150 lei! wahhh. can do alot whoa. met up with my bandmates for dinner yesterday! nice nice. haha. love them man. angel, ling, edna, clive, jem and me. fish&co@jp. rushed home. took cab to jp only to realise i wasnt the latest and we werent starting dinner so soon. damn. wasted $8.50. so extravagant when there's no pay increment or whatever so. was wearing a black polo over a white tee and khaki berms. wanted to wear my black slippers but cudnt find it! so irritated. had to settle for my brown ones. a lil bit out lor. chee beh. must be bro's friends or whoever lor. anyway it was nice meeting up with them. haha. and jem's leaving for canada in sept to study also. sob. everyone's leaving! sad sad sad. oh well. work's been fun tho. the jokes and all. and i tell u ah. our RPs restroom is becoming more and more like a squatter settlement! my god. more so with the addition of 3 new RPs. its like we're not allowed to sleep on the bed during the day? so everyone will be fighting for floor space to sleep on? zamri was reading the papers the other day. when i came he straightaway laid down to sleep! meanie. haha. and yeah. i was covering desk for a lil while the other day. this chinese captain or what wanted to change back for his 11b lah. i thot his pass number was number 6 [when it was actually 66] or what. so i went to slot 6 to find his 11b lah. blindly i gave it back to him only to realise it was the working license of some bangladeshi worker?! hahaha. i'm so sorry sir. lol...

you were everything, everything that i wanted
we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
and all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
all this time you were pretending
so much for my happy ending...