heyyy. i guess the highlight of the week has to be watching singapore idol live. not from the comfort of my own home but from mediacorp itself! haha. many many thanks to mr uber nice guy natho and sylvester's sister. and of cuz to mel for going with me. anyway anyway, i didnt think the spectaculars #4 wasnt so bad? cuz the theme related more to me i guess? and of cuz the idols themselves managed to pull the theme off quite well.

the previous night mel was like taufik shud do an usher number or smth. and boy he did! he sang yeah. which i feel was a bad choice. he should have done smth slower like burn? hmm. and the musical accompaniment was so bad. and i dont think its meant to be sung alone cuz it sounds empty when sung alone. christopher whom i thought would falter kinda susprised me with his angels. man it was good. so good it made my hair raise! and my hair's only raised by a good piece of music. so there u go. maia was well, predictable. olinda looked like a diva! [and she even had a personal stylist who went on to put over her her jacket after she finished her performance?] pretty dress with manicured nails and all. she kinda reminds me of indonesian idol winner, joy tobing? haha. was watching out for leandra but i dunno. she didnt blow me off man. her entry points were like weak and all. and i dont think she shud have worn tt dress when it didnt really show off her erm, chest? but she's pretty anyway. sylvester was also predictable lah. what else can he do but rock right? but hush. not gonna be mean since i got the tix thru his sis. haha.

so i voted for leandra and taufik. results show. i can just die every friday man. so tension! anyway anyway. sly and maia was in the bottom 2? was feel guilty and all. got the tix thru sly's sis and even sat with their family and all but i didnt vote for him? whew. so i'm glad he got thru. which could also mean many more tix to come? haha. i dunno yeah. so yeah. maia the single mama's out. hohum.

was on duty yesterday. bah. totally burnt my weekend. oh well. was prowling from at 3am when my mom called me and told me she'd won 3000 bucks cuz of the lucky draw while at her company's d&d last night. bet she was too excited to sleep bah. good for her. good for me too of cuz. haha.

supposed to go town with my mom like at noon but i think her lack of sleep got to her. damn. nice weather to sleep, but i've slept enuff! think i'll prolly go watch dvds. toodles!

and finally the silence, looking out, looking back across the sky
trying to find a meaning, knowing that I just left it all behind
still I smell a lingering softness
where did she go, how did she go, i wanna, i wanna know
i wanna know that she'll be coming here to me...

hey man! i'm feeling good. haha. its only the 4th day of fasting and yet i'm looking forward to hari raya! heheh. like normally for hari raya i wont wear my baju kurung lah. at most also i'll just dig out my north indian [punjabi?] suit and wear it? yeah. so broke fast with my friends on saturday night. and we were talking about what to wear for hari raya? colours and all. i still hadnt decided whether to go traditional anot then. then i suddenly thought of wearing a black baju kurung and pinkish samping? omg. so metro! haha. [for the non-muslim readers, samping's the piece of cloth u tie around ur waist over ur pants] yeah. so we broke fast in town. didnt knoe what to do after breaking fast so we went to geylang to find my samping. found a super nice one. it has like grey, pink, maroon and cream on it? omg. so nice lei. and yes. u were wrong if u thot i was gonna wear a totally pink samping. style and me are complements can? haha. nice nice! =)

oh yes. singapore idol last week was bad. the worst so far. the notable performers were olinda and taufik. like only? the rest were like bad. leandra too! and yes. jerry irritated me again with his stupid expressions when singing. like again? duh. was kinda worried for leandra. and yeah. leandra, syl and jerry were in the bottom3. i was like super stressed lah can. was practically shouting all to myself. and yeah! jerry's out! like finally man. leandra didnt look too relieved when she knoe she was safe tho. hah. think i'm gonna root for her from now on. and i think she's getting prettier each week also ya? heh. i think what ken lim said to taufik made sense. he gotta appeal to the mass? and tt includes pple of different races. singapore - a closeted racist society. sue me if u want. heh.

had a really good pre-ramadhan treat a day before fasting started. thursday is ice cream day for our camp lah. and i happened to be doing outgoing. so was checking this ice cream van. 3 compartments. i opened the middle one and 3 ice cream tubs fell out? i was like wtf. stunned. then my colleague whu was doing outgoing with me cajoled me into stealing a tub. haha. he was like "eh take one! hurry! i cover u!" lol. cuz the driver was looking towards the front then? haha. boys will be boys! heh. and yeah. had a super filling western lunch last thursday cuz the serving was like meant for the bfg. hehe. =p

sianified! my duty's this coming saturday. bloody hell. i'm really hoping the duty plan will be changed cuz of some miracle or smth ah. its a weekend man! shucks. with lotsa hopes, me.

when the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone
when you think you've had enough of this life, well hang on
don't let yourself go, cause everybody cries and everybody hurts, sometimes...

heyhey... told u this colleague of mine got charged and was subsequently sentenced to 20 days in db? detention barracks? whoa. scary man. silly. he should have known better than to commit another offence right after the first one. duh. was told on friday to collect his specs [which can possibly be used as a weapon?] from db, so got an early dismissal cuz of that. was kinda scared. hah. db lei? its like a prison? yeah. heavily fenced up and all. scary man.

next do db is mowbray camp. so i had to collect it from mowbray camp. home of the military police. was a lil worried cuz i had my ipod and my hp with me. hah. but duh? they didnt even check my bag or what lor. duh. so much for a military police camp and all sia. saf? its all wayang lor. hmm. like why do we check vehicles? just check for the sake of checking cuz we dont wanna get extras and all? so we put up and act. do we even prowl? nope. wayang time again. bah.

and yes. for the past 2 weekends i've gone to town. both saturday and sunday? hah. payday was on saturday. so agreed to meet up with zac to shop and all. didnt get anything lah in the end. damn. so went town again with marc on sunday. got myself a black stussy tee. m sized. grr. nvm. guess i'll go baggy whenever i wear tt tee. ha. think the in colour for me now is black. or hasnt it always be? haha. i've got over 200 bucks left to spend. hmmm...

and guess what? i have another affiliation to mdc. i just found out mery's guy is in mdc? hah. i already suspected but nv confirmed lah. cuz i thot prolly mery's guy and tt mdc guy just lookalike? and tt guy was an officer mah. or so i thought? so wrong. haha. the world's getting too small man. tsktsk.

singaporeans are too much seriously. i'm talking about those whu watch sg idols of cuz. hah. they're not voting for talent! wth. pls lah k. to hell with jerry. he cant sing for nuts lah bastard. its irritating. first its jessea and beverly. now its david? wth lah. hohum!

fasting starts on friday. damn. and i still havent had my nydc's the boney m chocolate thingy. grr. and yeah. melly, i guess we'll go *ahem* clubbing after fasting is over or smth? heh... ;)

in all of creations all things great and small
you are the one that surpasses them all
more precious than any diamond or pearl
they broke the mold when you came in this world...

hey man. sometime last week my excitement got the better of me and i went to check out 2 welsh universities online? haha. cardiff university and university of wales institute. not easy to get admitted man. especially into cardiff u. bah. uni of wales institute sounds more fun tho? its a metropolitan uni tt sorta thing? maybe i'll go to uni of wales institute if i'm ever gonna study overseas. gonna come back with a british accent! and maybe i'd have picked up dutch or smth? whu knoes man. lol.

anyway anyway! more updates about the bill episode. lol. the BFG [big fat gay? eiu] awol-ed on monday. and he came to camp for a lil while on tuesday morning with his aunt. maybe she was there to explain why he awol-ed. beats me. his aunt also took the chance to talk to me about the handphone bill? yeah. and she also pleaded with me not to tell tt fucker about the bills he incurred. i'm like wtf? he created all these and u wanna let him get away scotfree? let him enjoy with his gay boys? my ass lah. gila. and how can he not know when his aunt came along to camp? wont he like wonder why she's coming along to camp [if she's there not to explain why he awol-ed]. suspicious. tsk2.

he avoided me like the whole day on wednesday? right. speaks so much about his guilty conscience eh? and so much for not knowing about the bill. so i told myself i'd like give him a piece of my mind regarding all the fucks he did after work. so i waited for him at the bus stop. the moment he saw me he tried to camouflage with the trees near the bus stop? he was standing still there not doing anything. i saw. and at the same time there was a bus. so i hid behind this panel at the bus stop to make him think i boarded the bus? he was a lil stunned to see me. and i asked him what he was doing there amidst the trees. he said he went to change coins?! like wtf. change coins with the bushmen ah. duh. i scolded him lah after that. period. didnt talk since then. and now he's on mc for 2 weeks cuz of chickenpox? right. may u die earlier or smth! =)

alright! let's bitch about singapore idol now. jessea was voted off u knoe?! omg. i practically shouted when the results were announced lah. jerry whu fucking cudnt sing got thru? duh. i bet the whole of sg was waiting for gurmit to announce his name only lor. sigh. its sad. i think most didnt vote for jessea cuz they think she'll get in tt sorta thing? hence the lack of votes? sigh. she's one of the best singers in the competition i'd say? and she has the looks and everything. not being racist or anything but how can we ever win world idol if we send a chinese winner?! the same goes for those beauty pageants lor. damn. dunno whu i'm gonna root for now also.

my mom bot her k700i on saturday. damn. i think its not bad a phone. more functions than my 7610? oh well. no regrets no regrets. went town for a while and just window shopped. no money man. my wallet was finally returned to me on sunday. lol. went town again with marc. he wanted to find his prom stuff and i had nothing to do at home anyway. oh! we caught the change of guards too? was standing near the road where the band marched past? and the music just made my goosebumps stand lah. damn i miss band!

fasting starts NEXT friday! omg. tts like sooner than when i want it to start. lol. but its good in a way. gonna get money from my parents so i can buy clothes. so, the metrosexual will be out shopping again! heheh.

there’s not a day that passes by
i don’t wonder why we haven’t tried
it’s not too late to change your mind
so take my hand, don’t say goodbye...