hmmm. i realised my friends who only book out on weekends update their blogs only on yeah, weekends but me as a stay out personnel only updates once a week! ha. sorry man. i'm a guy and guys dont do this shit. ha. right! anyway anyway i had duty on tuesday. duty = overnight duty. and the shift for me was kinda sucky so all in all i only slept for like 2 hours. fuqit. was supposed to do prowling from 11pm to 1am. so i was all ready lah. with sbo and all. then the other rp whus supposed to do with me said we're not going prowling? ha! the guard comd closed one eye also. nice guy. and wednesday was supposed to be my duty off + half day off so supposedly i could go off at 10am! but no! i had some IMT shit (indoor shooting) since my range is next week. bahh. they owe me one half day and i want it on a saturday pls pls. ended up going at 4+pm. shagged and all. got home. cooked my own dinner cuz dinner wasnt too appetising. slept at 6.30pm thinking i'd wake up at 8+ 9pm or smth! but no... i slept all the way till 5.30am! ha. that was like 11 hours of sleep man. 'cept woke up at dunno wad time to drink and went str8 back to slumberland. the peak hour is normally from 7am to 8am and tts when the regulars and nsfs will book in. there are a few female majors in neesoon camp and i really look up to them. they're females mind u. and to have come so far is wow! to command such high respect is also another wow thingy. i think i'm mad lei? like we're supposed to salute whenever we see high ranking officers? i get gratification when they salute me back sia! haha. mad. there's this female major whu drives a cool 4WD. and she looks like a modern mom. so cool. there's this brunette angmoh major also. so pretty eh! wonder how she got into the saf. hmmm. and yeah. i've been spotting nice cars also. feel like getting one? ha! right. i dont even have a license much less signed up for driving! i just got to knoe aloysius just passed his driving. ahhh. jealous. and i see my friend whus a year older than me booking in with his white hyundai. more jealous. i wanna drive! bahh. its gonna cost alot and i wont wanna sponsor myself. ha. banking on my parents. the meagre meagre pay i'm getting is almost zilch compared to the driving fees lah. surprisingly after payday (and after so much of i-wanna-go-shopping's) i have 300+ left in my bank acct? lol. only bought a pair of levis and that's like it? not bad not bad. oh anyway. we RPs at neesoon camp have different jobs to do lah. there's vehicle check/spot check, outgoing (which checks outgoing vehicles. and for me its as and when i like it. slacker. =p), desk which is total slack (sit in office and exchange passes for visitors), gate ic who checks the identity of people coming into camp b4 allowing them in and finally the sentry. i've always liked outgoing cuz its so slack! and there's a fan there so i'll nv perspire when i'm doing my job. i tell u ah. spotcheck is also slack cuz u'll just be sitting down but the freaking weather is horrible! sit also can perspire. and yeah. outgoing's the slackest imo. but now there's a change for outgoing! for every MID (mindef i think) vehicle we have to check for their driver's log book, 11B (saf's equivalent of the ic) and driving license! bah! so troublesome. bugger. dont think i'm gonna like outgoing anymore. haha. oh well. went for some chemical defence course yesterday and today. fuqit. 5 RPs went and i was one of them. the rest are so rowdy can! my god. i so dunno them. one was like shouting "ahhh! finally can scratch my dick!". attn seeker or wad u tell me. another was so slow in his movements and all until the sgt farked him. disgrace. the course was ok. at least i dont get to do duty yeah? ha. but donning the whole suit is so freaking troublesome! and yeah its warm when u wear it given singapore's weather. duh. today was the test lah. we went into this chamber where they'll err... 'emit' teargas! with the suit and all i thot it was fine lah. chickenfeet and all. but they made us take off our masks and report to them our rank and name and ic number. i thot it was easy! thot! right. the moment i took of my mask the gas got to me and i felt a chocking sensation in my nose. horrible! so when i reported i was like "muhdbrbrbrbrzan s85brbrbrbri". ultra quick can? ha! horrible! mucus and all was coming out can. eyes tearing and all. now i knoe how rioters feel. so dont riot pls? lol. we 5 RPs were attached to SMM lah. school of military medicine. so we were like 2nd class citizens lah. those soon-to-be medics were still trainees so it felt like bmt. regimental and all. man i miss bmt! badly! oh. i finally talked to 2 of my platoonmates whu were posted to SMM as medics and now undergoing course. it felt good reliving those bmt days. sigh. anyway, i'm gonna have range this coming monday to wednesday so i have to stay in! fuqit. sucks. range is super boring tho its damn slack. gonna spend the whole day there can? like 7am to 10pm or smth. damn. if and only if i get the marksman thingy. an extra $200 for me and yeah. more shopping of cuz. haha. i was abit adventurous today when going home. i thot svc bus number 171 which is near my camp passes by my place so i boarded it lah. wah lao. i was wrong! i think the svc near my place is 170. haha. and it was travelling on the BKE and had it gone str8 i'd have ended up in town sia! bloody hell. heart thumping all can. i was wearing my admin (army tee, shorts and my 322's newbalance). gosh. vanity? u bet. ha. thank god it turned into bt panjang road. rushed home cuz agreed to meet my mom in town. thot of getting a new phone today! to end my dilemma once and for all! samsung e700a or nokia 7200? i still cant decide! and yeah didnt get it today. cuz well... the extra $100 off if ur a singnet broadband subscriber only applies to upgrades which were AT LEAST 21 months ago! wtf. which phone was the in phone 21 months ago sia! 3210? bloody hell. so i didnt get it lah. i could have gotten it for $350 if not. argh. since i wasnt applicable for tt the phone costs $488. told the guy i wanted it all and my mom was like "pay thru creditcard?" and tts it. they dont accept credit cards. so hopefully i'm buying tmr. if my mom isnt lazy and gives excuses. ha. i really hope the phone's nice. haha. oh yeah! was supposed to meet my zl, choo and steph today but choo cant make it! ahhh. steph just came back from jakarta and she's flying off on wednesday. havent met up with her for quite some time also! think i'm meeting them tmr. it better be. still waiting for choo's sms. yeah... i'm missing bmt. i'm missing school. missing jjc02s30. missing jjcsb. missing everyone... =\

hey! the last week went well man. first of all it just zoomed by and secondly i met up with my jc classmates on saturday which was nice! heh. oh yeah... there was actually a gathering on saturday lah. bbss sec2e5'99. kinda regretted not going? err but only 6 went? ha. and this girl whom we all lost touch with called me! and surprisingly she went for the outing too. she dropped out in sec3 cuz of stress attributed to dnt i think. haha. was kinda shocked. ha... oh well. at least she's not depressed now and has got things str8tened out yeah. met my classmates at 4pm at town. looking metrosexual as ever. haha. so it was angel, diana, sharon, kelvin and me. rozi dropped by later. the other 2 couldnt go. but i thoroughly enjoyed it! had dinner at nydc. yummy! had exactly the same thing like the last time i went there? the boney chocolate thing is just too nice lah... basically we just crapped and lamed around. ms tie and all. haha... i miss those days! sob. -reminisces- it was good fun man. really enjoyed myself after not having met up since the day after results were released. ha. saw quite a few pple at town too. like wads new right... went esplanade too and just sat by the erm river and took lotsa photos. ha. yeah. didnt have any plans for sunday so i just bummed around. at home. boring sia. i really wanted to get my phone but again i couldnt make up my mind. dilemma of the year can. sigh. saw this hp ad in saturday's papers. samsung e700a selling for $368 after trading in 6100 and there's an additional discount of $100 if ur a singnet bb subscriber too? how cool is that and its freaking cheap! relatively i mean. ha. i dunno lah. its like i've always been an ardent supporter of nokia? hence the dilemma. but think i'm gonna get it anyway. dunno when. maybe next payday or smth. i really dunno. i just knoe i need a new phone? hmm yeah. was quite pissed off today lah! bloody hell. i had duty from 8 to 10 when supposedly it was only for an hour. 8 to 9? but the guy whu was supposed to take over me slept and didnt like check the duty roster? so i thought i was doing for 2 hours lah. the duty roster wasnt even planned when i went out at 8am. ok fine. i didnt knoe... then i had sentry duty from 12 to 2. and my last one at 3.30 to 6pm. so i went for my sentry duty lah. skipped lunch. and the person whu was supposed to overtake me at 2pm went to do sai kang? bloody hell! so i did till 4?! basket. i couldnt imagined doing another 2.5 hours sia. but they made someone to do it for me. so all in all i had 6 hours of duty today while others did 4? freaking unfair. so much for passing ippt sia! cuz those whu failed had to go for a run in the afternoon u see. grr. i skipped lunch and all. bloody hell. a hungry man is an angry man! and i have duty tmr! argh. my first. not looking forward to it? hmm yeah. and i'm supposed to be able to go home at 10am on wednesday cuz of half day. but my csm wants me to go for shooting practice since my marksmanship test is next week! so i cant go home at 10am lor? sebel amat! think my half day off is postponed lor. super irritating can. makes me hate army more. grr...

the week's been pretty ok actually. kinda zoomed by which is good lah of cuz? mondays nv fail to start blue huh? lol... nothing significant really happened since i cant remember any shit? yeah. oh yes! there was a run on friday and they only informed us on friday? bloody hell. i didnt even have my pt kit and all. so went to emart and shopped like crazy since everything's free there cuz they gave me credits. the weather was good cuz it was cloudy and all. ran 2.4km and sprinted so many of goalpost-to-goalpost's! TIRING! i havent ran in like 1.5 months lor? legs ached throughout the weekend. damnit. anyway! payday was yesterday lah. i so couldnt wait lor? like had to get so many things since i didnt really shop last month. serious man... shopping's like an instant gratification sorta thing? ha. anyway was looking forward to saturday cuz i thot i'd get my pay tt day... but no? so i intended to stay home lah... but edna called me up when i was going home and asked me along for talentime? and so we went. havent been back to jj for eons anyway. yeah. its good to action senior once in a while yeah? lol. while waiting for edna i met angel, siti and yus? so we agreed to sit together. surprisingly angel and edna clicked quite well. ha. i think its only after we graduate then we start talking to like ur schoolmates whom u normally dont tok to when in sch? tt sorta thing? [which reminds me! while at jp last sunday waiting for clive and co i bumped into chengling? and yeah we did talk. ha. she was asking me how come my hair's so long and all. no need to go ns tt sorta thing? i proudly replied i'm past bmt. ha.] see? its really true. graduation brings us closer! ok anyway, talentime wasnt tt bad lah. the chinese guy was good. the solos for english were all guys? first was eugene ryan... my j1 classmate? he was good lah. duh he's from css choir. second guy was some caleb terence guy [havta admit he's good looking! sorry. the bisexual in me just had to type tt? lol.] and he played the piano while singing so the first thing i thot was he'd win since like its double talent sorta thing? the third guy was... haha. funny? operatic and all. so who won? eugene ryan! grr. not tt he's not good or wad but i felt they shud have like given plus points for caleb terence? yeah... shai's dance grp was fantastic. vicky's was one heavily bollywood influenced? but she looked like she was the only one having fun! enthu and all? haha. shai's grp won and yeah they deserve it lah. tho angel told me they ripped the dancesteps off from honey [the movie?] totally. oh well. had some refreshments after it ended and yeah i was hungry so had to go for 2 rounds. ha. oh yes! we saw ms tie! my god... she was looking like some witch. like she's nv before? haha. thank god she didnt see us. was wondering wad she was doing there also. anyway! edna kinda got high on punch and started her british faux accent thingy. haha. her version of kelis' milkshake which was so heavy with the british accent was funny! ha. so lydia tan-chia. yeah. oh yes... my jrs were asking me how come my hair's so long. =) yup... sunday was a lazy day. didnt go out till like 5? i was looking super metrosexual i tell u. i dunno why? ha! but its cool. wore my new puma sneakers! nice! hahaha. checked my pay. twas $540! my god. tts like forty more than a thousand [tries to make the figure big. ha.] but i kept reminding myself not to spend it anyhow. yeah. been wanting to get a nice pair of jeans so scouted around for a nice pair... the levis one wasnt bad. i really liked the fcuk one? but didnt quite like the cutting lah. it was bootcut for heaven's sake! i dont wanna look like some neighbourhood beng wannabe. gosh. went to paragon's metro to try the same pair of levis again. and guess wad! the salesgirl gave me the girl's one! wtf. i didnt even realise it until after trying? bloody hell. no wonder it looks tapered sia! mat. i told her off lah. "no thanks. u gave me the girl's one anyway." and she instantly apologised and smile2 and offered the mens one. i cudnt resist being nice so i tried it on again. the element was still missing so didnt buy it. lol. impromptuly [and i really mean it cuz kinda gave up hope looking for my jeans] went to levis at ngee ann city and there it was! ha. it was the last size30 available. its like dark blue with some faded faded thingy? and the back there... nearer to the ass? its faded there also? so hmm. it kinda emphasises my perky ass! ha! wth. edna ur fave? hahaha. -shy- heh. so i bought it lah. 160 bucks. got to become a member of levis club also. man! for ur bday month there's a 25% discount! ARGH! stupid payday had to arrive so late! got a free tee and some leather chain thingy. [oh yes! if u guys wanna buy levis stuff pls pls pls dont forget to bring me along with u yeah! i'll be more than happy to tag along! ha]happy me. ha. its really nice... the best of all i tried tt day. wanted to get a polo tee also so went to esprit. they had this black polo tee with the word esprit in red. i thot of getting it but my frds were like "oh it looks like wad the esprit salesperson will wear." sigh? didnt buy it. nvm. save money. ended up buying this esprit hp chain thingy? so cool i think. think it'd go well with my future phone. haha. tts if i'm getting it duh. anyway bot my mom a perfume from redearth also since her bday was last friday. and mothers day was yesterday too. two-in-one? u bet. haha. really nice scent tho i find it familiar. aiyah she has so many perfumes i also dunno. but she dusnt buy redearth stuff. so got for her tt. yeah. cheap cheap at $40. its better tt i bot it cuz if she asks for smth which is way outta my budget then its ho sey liao. haha. went home a happier metrosexual me. hahaha. today's work was boring. yawns. monday blues again. saw anneson and aloysius in the morning. saw tt midget too but i just refuse to say hi to him. heh. saw talib too. anyway, i had an hour break so went for brunch. ended duty at noon and i didnt wanna go for lunch. sorry girlfriend! haha. slept the day away lah. so tired and all. and the weather. unbearable. didnt wanna walk all the way to cookhouse and come back soaked in perspiration also. damn it didnt rain today. had to run again. the place was just sweltering. but i came in first today. haha. i was third the other day anyway. its not tt i'm fast or anything. its the rest. =) anyway! i kinda think this malay rp guy dusnt like me sia. his replies to me are like so coldly short. bloody hell. u hate me cuz i'm educated, cuz i'm more english than u and all right? u reek of this smell. god. loathing him now. anyway! i was the first to finish the run today right? so its running around the track 6 times lah? tt bastard ran only 5 rounds sia cuz he didnt overtake me! bloody hell. think i dunno lor. ur only cheating ur smelly self k. grr. still went "good job good job" to another fellow rp. eleh. my foot ah... this thursday is ippt! i'll see how ur gonna fail. not like i'm gonna pass but i'm definitely gonna pass my 2.4. tts like duh. hahaha. okay! gonna meet my jc clique this saturday! so looking forward to it... havent met up since 050304 lor? yeah... looking forward to tt! yup. how ah? i really really feel like getting the samsung e700a. how? any comments on it? anyone has it? or played with it b4? nice anot? think its cool tho its not nokia. ha. dilemma! its really really tempting me. think i'll check out the price soon since starhub's selling it for $488 ONLY! omg. angel u tempted? go get it! haha. oh. i havent told u guys my work motto have it? its "service with a smile". hahaha. i'm serious! there's this bus driver uncle whu will nv fail to salute me [wth i'm only a private!] even if he passes by me twice? ha. damn nice. will just end up smiling to myself. then while doing duty today. this guy sitting at the back of the tonner started waving frantically at me. wth? i dont think i even knoe him sia. nvm its ok... i just smiled back. service with a smile remember? haha... =)

hey there! the week's been pretty alright actually? heh... went to buy ps2 on saturday with my dad and bro at simlim... the ps2's kinda free anyway? ha... so invest in shares! haha... played prince of persia... kinda scary lor? i dunno why but i'll just excited when i have to fight enemies and will end up playing standing up? ha... doob doob... and my bro just deleted the game which i've saved! arghhhh... have to start from scratch now... irritating... anyway! went to send clive off yesterday all the way till pasir ris? ha... angel, edna, me and... err... jem? ha... jem was like 2 trains behind us or smth cuz yeah... apparently he was late and we didnt wanna wait for him cuz we had seats? in the end he met us at pasir ris... and yup... met clive for a good 5 secs... ha... clive's looking good man! seriously? he looks so beefed up? i wasnt liddat lei eventho clive and me share the same built? oh man... but good lah... hope he's happy there or smth... ha... met kailun there too... talked to him for a while... then the four of us went to tampines mall to bum around... i think i'm becoming more and more of a metrosexual? oh man... like my shoes MUST match my top? ha... not being girl k... just a metrosexual... and i really wanna shop... didnt shop enuff last month cuz lent my friend some amount of money? he's gonna return to me this weekend anyway... so yeah! more money! wanna get a nice pair of jeans, some tops and maybe a philip starck watch if my budget allows? ha... see how lah... cant wait... oh u knoe wad? my bro's frd told me he saw me yesterday with a girl! MY ASS lah... A girl? i was with 2 other girls and 2 other guys lor... a malay? ur head lor... wanna fake also fake properly lah... kiss my ass lor... oh... i ended my duty today at 10am afterwhich i was free? duh? slept after lunch... slept enuff until i got sick of it? ha... and our sgts and csm werent around cuz they took leave so we left earlier... heheh... oh yeah! i seriously cannot be a teacher? was tutoring my bro maths just now? i just got soo flustered up within 10 mins of teaching him? my god... basics also dunno! midyr exams like this week lor? irritating... i shall hide the ps2 soon if he dusnt study... oh... i baked brownies too! ha... nice niceeeeee...