hello... today was an ok day... did some maths revision.. bahh.. but too little i think? gonna do summore tonite and tmr? might be going down to woodlands library to tmr since everyone's been telling me its super conducive? heh.. might lah.. dunno? but if i'm not going there i'll prolly go to the mac near my place? i cant study at home.. too many distractions.. when the weather's in a sleepable mode... tts it? here i come my bed? btw i baked cookies... haha.. wth rite? all finished all... by myself? bahhhh... oh well... shall buck up... i will... and i shall do it... hee... i think maths is the most satisfying subject to revise bah? yah lor... oh well... i dowan to do badly for the midyrs... tho i think my preparation is like so slack and inadequate? oh well... i just dun wanna see the P? hmm.. why not i do badly this time round.. and do better for prelims? good progress award here i come? ha... ok... alot of things instore for me after exams... wanna revamp my room? haha.. wanna tidy up my wardrobe... wanna clear out the old stuffs and all... make things neat once again... heh... ok... good lucks pple... =)

hey man... my bro just came back... happily told me he sat in business class lor... just bcuz he's an unaccompanied minor... bleh... so funny? the bag he brot was 3/4 filled with soap for my mom? lolz... oh well... my tante called me not long after... the operator was like "is this 96555981? can i speak to mr hafizan pls?" scary? i thot the singtel operator called me to remind me to pay my bills? lolz... think too much? heh.. yeah... so my tante spoke to me twice... said she bot for me a quik tee... and its white... totally love it... the design's exactly like the wallet the band peeps bot for me... told me to take care of my bro... yeah... so sad? oh well... i miss adit... bah! sobsob... oh well... i gtg and work hard now! cannot let everyone down... -work hard boy-

hey man... well.. slept at 3am last nite? studying? well.. lolz.. one topic? which i've already done? bah! but not bad.. did 3 topics today.. but i'm still slow! cannot make it lah.. i'm taking the midyears too lightly? like its some common test? shittifying... just hope to pass phy and maths... yeah.. pass maths when i havent even started? right... cool... way to go... sigh... life sucks? nothing but studying? u call tt life? sigh... oh well.. i caught amazing race 4.. kinda nice actually? fun... get to see places... now i hope my year-end trip will materialise? yeah... or even if it doesnt hopefully my mom will allow me to go to sydney by myself and my frd till err.. take care of me? heh... dunno lah.. nothing's concrete yet... cant wait for this whole sick exams thingy to zoom by.. hurry man.. sigh.. k.. gonna study till 4+ 5am tonite.. oops.. this morning i mean... yeah... take care~

happy 18th and 2 mths to me! heh... bleh...
happy 18th jeri! =)

[LAST]
[Last word you said] sorry? heh...
[Last song you sang] jewel's foolish games...
[Last song stuck in your head] hurr.. lots?
[Last person who you chatted with] eugene...
Last movie you saw] ju-on.. waste of money?

[PRESENT]
[What's in your CD player] dont have one..
[What color socks are you wearing] i don't wear socks at home?
[What's under your bed] nothing much? old stuff? -shrugs-
[What's the weather like] at night.. cool..
[What time did you wake up today] noon? heh..
[What's playing on your TV] not watching tv
[How many close friends do you have] a number? =)
[How many enemies do you have] i don't know?

[FUTURE]
[who do you want to marry] well..
[Where do you want to go] europe maybe?
[What is your career going to be] high-flying one? ie pilot? lolz..
[Where are you going to live] aussie? nice weather... dunno lah..
[How many kids do you want] 3!
[Kids' names: for boys] adryan
[For girls] nadya and nadyn.. twins pls?
[Where do you want your honeymoon] we'll see..
[What kind of car will you have] convertible? ha..
[What age are you going to marry] 27? hahaha...

[PERSONAL STUFF]
[Name] muhammad hafizan bin hassan.. precise enuff? lolz..
[Nicknames] fifi... fiz... bleh
[Birthday] 27th april 1985
[Birth Place] KK..
Horoscope Sign] taurus..
[Siblings] err... one younger bro.. two younger step-siblings? =x
[Best Friends] A few? =)
[Marital Status] single..
[Pets] none
[Eye Color] Dark brown.
[Hair Color] dark brown?
[Glasses/Contacts] glasses.. with insignificantly low degrees? lolz...
[Height] 1.68m?
[Peircings] none..
[Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous] leftie!
[What's one thing you would change about yourself] my size? heh
[What's your most comfortable piece of clothing] tee and berms?
[Goal in Life] do well for my studies...
[Song to Describe your life] well.. depends?
[5 words to describe yourself] friends help me out with this? heh..

[SOCIAL LIFE] (as of now okaes..)
[Best Girl Friend] steph.. zl.. choo? mel? cha?
[Best Guy Friend] sebaz? shixiong? beck..
[where can you usually be found] home lah.. hmph
[Who would you be with] depends..
[What's your idea of a dream date] anything.. by the beach?
[Are you timely or always late] well.. none.. early? ha..
[Do you like being around people or being alone] heh.. depends on my mood?
[Which ex now induces the gag reflex] huh?
[What's your biggest turn off in the opposite sex] BO. period.
[Who was your first boy/girlfriend] heh..

[OUT OF YOUR FRIENDS, WHO...]
[Have you known the longest] mel?
[Do you argue the most with] mel? hahaha..
[Do you always get along with] the band peeps.. anyone lah.. easy-going..
[Is the most trustworthy] well.. mel?
[Makes you laugh the most] vick's laughter... hahaha
[Has been there through all the hard times] hmm.. quite a few
[Always has a man/woman] err..
[Is the most sensitive] bleh..
[Biggest loser] NONE! stupid! none of my friends are losers ok! nonsense!
[Most unique] everybody's unique in their own way?
[Has the coolest house] hmm.. forgot? ha..
[Has the coolest car] none..
[Is the most encouraging] all of them are in different ways..
[Is the shyest] hmm..
[Is the most outgoing] angel?
[Is the most rebellious] err.. dunno
[Is the most perfect] nobody's perfect lah..
[Is the laziest] me? everyone is at some point lah huh?
Is the most optimistic?] uhmmmm..all of them can be very optimistic when they are like good mood ya..
[Is most likely to become famous] bah.. how i knoe?
[Is most likely to become rich] as above
[Is most likely to end up in jail] hmm..
[Is most likely to have a million kids] please..
[Is most likely never to have kids] dunno?
[Will get married first] chahat?
[Always wears a smile] err.. angel?
[Is the smartest] everyone's smart in someway..
[Would, without thinking, die for you] this question should be directed to my friends? lols..

hey man... sorry kinda forgot to blog last nite? heh... got too carried away or smth? oh well.. here i am anyway? heh.. wads with those qn marks lor? i'm so becoming like edna... oh well... yeah... wad happened yesterday? hmm... oh yea.. woke up at noon... slacked around till like 1+... got ready to go to JE to check out cash converters... bloody hell... it was closed down for stock taking? ass.. wasted my trip there totally... so i went home... to slacked... watch a lil bit of tv... then got an sms from audrey... she told me got tuition at 6pm? wah... then i sian diao... so i instantly went to sleep to sulk over it? lolz... no lah... needed some rest if not i'll just doze off during tuition? yeah... tuition was the same lah... like wth did i studied? dunno? blur cock? lolz... they kept doing radioactivity and nuclear physics which jj hasnt done yet? so of cuz i switched off... oh well... gonna have personal tuition with my tutor tmr? tts it man... better bombard him with qns... yeah... guess wad?! my mom just called me... she said she's booked us a trip to UK with a stopover in paris for 2 nights? cool man! me, my bro and my mom? heh.. 19th dec... hopefully i wont be enlisted then... and hopefully it doesnt clash with prom nite or smth? well... if its gonna be held in the sch field i so wouldnt give a damn? anyway... she said its not realli confirmed yet... whatever the case is... i gotta study hard! and i'm doing so now! take care! =)_

hey! heh.. kinda fulfilling day? lolz... not bcuz i studied? but bcuz i transferred the whole recording from the md to the pc all by myself? cool right... first timer? -self congratulates- lolz... i almost failed tho? got mr leng's help? he didnt help much tho.. then the md player got working again.. weird... heh... oh well... so today was the day... ms tie wanted to check our tut 6... right? came to sch at 10.30... went rooftop with diana and rozi... to finish up... kelvin came slightly later... ok lor... so we were busily copying lah... then rozi and angel went first... we were scared at first? cuz S27 was there for like 2 hours? so we thot she thoroughly checked? no lor? she didnt... for rozi's grp she just mass discussed with the whole group? damn lucky... then she told us to wait for 20 mins... "i needa have my lunch whoa..." lolz... so we came up with reasons like oh maybe she's too sleepy so she'll just mass discuss? and she did? she onli checked this girl's work.. whu happened to sit next to her... and tt was it? 10-15 mins? she asked me qn lah.. i was in a blur mode.. so gave her the wrong answer at first... heh.. oh well... i came to sch just for tt? thanks lor... rushed to westmall to meet kianyi to borrow his md player... met jeannie to pass her her notes... rushed home... ran home? to listen to the recording?! lolz... madness... wads with me? hahaha... oh well... and yeah... dad agreed to pay 1/3 of the net md's price... yay... can take tt out of my wishlist? heh... will start working hard tmr... take care! =)

hey man... been 4 days since i last saw u? heh... ok... friday was supposedly the last lesson we're ever gonna have till after the hols? apparently not now? wah... ms tie lah! she wants to see our tut 6 answers on monday? so i have to waste 2 hours on travelling time just for her? irritant... wanted to start studying on sat nite one lor... now i'm busily copying? lolz... all her fault... oh well... saturday was the first free saturday i had since like what... 9 years? lolz... felt kinda bare... but oh well... we all gotta move on... As approaching... scary... went out on saturday to celebrate josephine's bday... ate at esplanade... so much for high class... lolz... nice lah... wanted to buy beetlebug sandals... but didnt look too good on me? sigh.. i shall find the one... wanted to buy a quik tee to match my nv-worn-b4 berms also but nothing nice? sigh... so ended up spending on food onli lor... btw pple... pls try the roti john with cheese at far east plaza level 5? wonderful... heavenly man... yup... so tt was my saturday... today? well... did econs lor... what else? sian diao... met zhechao for a while cuz i wanted to borrow his md player... got all excited bcuz i thot i could transfer the song from md to pc... but apparently his md player cant play the md cuz his is the older version? sigh.. so much for excitement... nvm... am gonna borrow kianyi's... hopefully it'll work then... heh... ok... gonna go sch at 10am tmr to finish up my MCQsssssss.... nights~

hello... i'm damn shagged? totally lor... ok... i skipped econs lect today cuz of the ns medical check up thingy... which lasted for 5 hours? wah... totally sian diao lor... and the hernia check came sooner then expected? lolz... good good... i'm in pes b lei... dunno why also... nvm lah... aloysius said i'll go to band... wah... good good... heh... then on the way back... my tuition teacher called me... i was like "who are you?"... lolz... so rude? i really didnt knoe... and he told me got tuition tonite... sian diao... spoilt my plans to sleep and slack? ok lor... so i went home... to sleep till about 5.30... then bathed again and proceeded to ghim moh for tuition... sian diao... 3 hours k?!?! extended by 1 hr? wah... i was already anticipating to go home lor... then they kept asking him qns... -lil krossed- lolz... but nvm lah... they're my frds afterall... wah... damn shagged man... rozi was just telling me the whole class but 3 pple went for today's phy tut? happily ah S30... at least i had reason lor... lolz... tmr got the bitch's tut... last day of helliday... finally... ok man... nights~

heyhey... today was like any other sch day? wth... u call this holiday? helliday rather... quoting from kim... heh... had some presentation by the pre u sem participants in the morning... 7.30am? thanks ah... supposedly compulsory... wth? i didnt even learn anything lor... gp wad crap... cant even present properly for nuts this fella? heh... oh well... heard our syf recording... we didnt sound too bad? wohoho... and i like tj's sound? nice... had 3 hours break... did essay... copied rather? heh... had quite a heavy lunch... hungreee... had econs tutorial at 1... supposed to end at 4pm? and ms tie is such an ass? bitch. grr. it was like 5 mins to 4pm and she went like... haiyoh... fidgeting2 whoa... cant wait for ur next appointment whoa... smth liddat? ok... and she happily bitchily dragged on till 4.55pm?!?! which was wad?! 1 hour extra? bitch. grr. its irritating ok? our mental capacity's already saturated ya? ass... went to jp for like 10 mins then went to my granny's place... hehehe... i suddenly feel richer? haha... oh well... not gonna go sch tmr... ns check up tmr... ok.. i'm repeating this? lolz... hopefully it goes fine... haha... gonna cut my hair ah... have fun man... -craves for strawberry shiok-

heyhey... my blog's pretty now? tag board and all? gonna be prettier soon? ha.. the commands all drive me nuts lor? ha... suddenly everyone's into blog now? cool... anyways... had physics camp the past 2 days.. not camp... more like mass tutorial? wohoho... 6 modules... hopefully i learnt smth... hmm.. there are some things i knoe i shouldnt knoe? how i wish i could tell? ha.. like where did tt come from? lolz... anyways, choohui stepped on rozi's slipper today and her slipper straps almost came off? lolz... so we had to balance the other side also mah? ala the menthos advert? heh.. ok.. had a nice lunch.. yum yum... was like dozing off after lunch.. like wads new? so couldnt wait to get home... so i went home with sharon, talked about bgrs... lolz... went home and irc-ed for a while... then bathed... went to meet anneson for the syf recording... cannot get anyone to rip into mp3? wah.. sian diao... nvm... will find a way.. anyway... met him at 7.30pm.. for like 10 secs? wth? tts it? travelled 30 mins just for tt? nvm... he looks funny botak? heh... think he was with his gf... so nvm lor... nice me went home... just bathed? like again? lolz... ns check up on thursday? sian diao... ok bloggie... look forward to another makeover k? lolz... nites

heyhey... sorry man... havent been really updating u for eons... sorry ya... sorry bloggie friends... yeah... hmmm... what happened? lots? the last time I updated u was a week before the week closes rite? yeah... i remember i totally slacked tt whole week? ah duhs? last week of sch? i was in holiday mood and all? and to top it off... there was a phy test on friday? like last day!?!? wah.. sian diao lor... but friday was a half day... so i only had to attend 4 periods... cos of the soccer finals... where? pls ask where? lolz.. one min away from my place only? heh... the match was very hyped up... vj scored in the first half and we didn't score the equalizer till like the last 5 mins? so we went into extra time... still no goals from both sides... damn thump thump? then we went into those 5 kick thingy... (quoting from edna)... lolz... penalty shoot-out lah huh.. lolz... this jj fella missed... the whole jj crowd just went silent? but i think shy managed to save one ball from vj.. and this vj guy kicked outta goalpost? huo gai... so we won the match... 4-2 on penalty! heh... vj pple damn snobbish? we cheered for them eventho they lost? they were just silent when the announcer announced we're champion? idiots... we did lor... even ac and aj supported us? aj.. brattish sch? good man... tt shud teach vj snobs a lesson... heh.. mean? they asked for it... yeah... had band the next day... prac was very bad... we spent the whole afternoon doing the first half page of tintin? wah... sian diao... so what happened during the first week of sch? hmmm.. mt exam on monday.. doesnt involve me of cuz... to hell with malay... had band meeting... till 3+... then rushed down to town to watch finding nemo... so cute... i like squirt... baby turtle?! so cute... heh... tuesday was spent on.. hmm.. oh yah.. pe? nono.. training... then had tuition.. for an extended 3 hours? sian.. i was totally not focusing lor... yeah... had band camp on wednesday.. till friday.. in preparation for memoir viii... as usual.. i woke up late on wed morning... so took a cab down to sch... band camp was fun... especially the treasure hunt! thanks angel... heh... think the band has gotten closer... had combined in lt5 after dinner... damn cold? and i had to wear berms... then i saw clive outside lt5 when i took some score... he so looked not ok? cheer up ya... but abit too late? lolz... oh well... played hongkong game tt nite thanks to wingsze... so fun!!! i like it? heh... yeah... the next day we had steamboat... thanks alot to clive and his mom... yeah... funfun... played hongkong game again at nite... with siti cailing vicky.. new players? slow too? hahaha... funny! hee... went home the next day... had general elections... had exco meeting after tt... wohoho... to decide the upcoming batch of exco members lor... heh... yeah... memoir viii yesterday... so fast? sob... no more touching my clarinet... unless i get posted to saf band or smth... oh well... i think our first half sucked? but nvm... we werent too bad afterall... yeah... saw her during the interval... really had nothing to say? we really drifted? sob... saw syaza also? shocked? lolz... oh well... happy 18th clive? yeah... announced the new batch of exco... and yeah.. my juniors got each of us a big box stuffed with stuffs... thanks ya... anlin and yikling cried? so sad... we'll still be in sch k... dont worry... i think fanghui looked glamourous last nite... reminds me of a bride? especially the skirt... ha... had lotsa photo-takings too... then rushed to westmall to catch ju-on with hmm... angel, edna, jem, clive, wing + her frd, xinpei, vicky, bingzhen, jeannie + her cuz, jeremy, jiamao, wenting, zhechao, wanqi, cailing, kitmun and me... 19 of us... ju-on was like wth? not scary lah lame woman.. keep crawling.. xinpei sat next to me? damn funny? keep covering her face with some her extra sch blouse? lolz... champion... so like half of us went to 7-11 after tt... the other half went home of cuz... zhechao was damn hungry... ate noodles and bread? i had to wait for him before going off... both cck mah... so we shared a cab... yeah... and i lost my keys and no one was home? thank god the corridor windows werent locked? yah... and yes.. i managed to sleep xinpei... slept till 3pm? will miss jjcsb!! lots lots... anyway.. woke up at 3pm today? didnt knoe it was so late? totally slacked today... ha.. this blog entry is damn long rite? anyway... my blog has a new look... it was totally like nonsensical blank just now? but thanks to edna's frd... heh... oh yeah i've got so many things to buy? apple ipod or sony net md... undecided... digicam.. so cool.. dunno how to raise money cuz i'm so broke now? told my mom to get my bank money and invest in shares... lolz... enterprising entrepreneur? err.. heh... have fun! nites.. :)

I cry myself to sleep again tonight
'Cause I cannot hold you tight
I wish I could see you again tomorrow
To take all this sorrow, sorrow
I'm hollow

When I touch you
Can you feel it
When I need you
Can you give it
When I look in your eyes
Can you see me
When I fall, fall
Will you catch me, catch me, catch me

Misery is what I feel
When you're not around
So I can't heal
Misery is what I feel
Is what I feel

These tears on my face
Are for you
I wish that I could hold you
Touch you, feel you
My heart is bleeding Can't you see
I wish that you could hold me
Touch me, feel me

Misery is what I feel
When you're not around
So I can't heal
Misery is what I feel
Is what I feel

heyhey.. sorry.. been abit lazy updating.. when did i last update? saturday nite? heh... ok... had band on saturday... super unproductive.. we onli did first half page of tintin? shucks... oh yeah.. had meeting about the concert and all... then rushed to esplanade library to get perc ensemble pieces with jean, wing and yinghan.. we were there at 7.45pm.. happily browsing thru scores.. then the announcement came and said left 15 more mins? happily we rushed lor... merrily we begged the uncle not to close the err.. photocopying corner? yeah.. then we went to marina square... cheese fries... yummy... then walked around... great singapore sale lei.. i so wanna get this pair of nike slippers.. 40% off? yeah man.. then i slacked on sunday.. ok i didnt really slack... i did my gp essay... did abit of gp compre... the next day she scolded those whu didnt complete the compre... she ddint say die die must complete lor... say wad... her credibility's at stake if we all dont do well in the As being an A-band class... whatever lor... racist... hmph... oh yeah.. i got 22/35 for my phy assm... lolz... abit disappointing when the girl next to me happily asked me whether wanna see her notes? lolz... so funny... wad else... oh yeah... we didnt have extra econs tut on monday.. so all happily went home... then no one finished econs mcqs on tuesday.. so she made us stay back after sch... of course i didnt when i had tuition? scolded me today.. think wad.. whole world revolves around u ah.. hmph.. shittified.. but she wont be in sch tmr bcuz of the competition? heh.. good good.. go go.. As in 5 mths time.. why am i asking her to go... sigh.. felt so depressed yesterday cuz i couldnt do the MCQs? so scary... must super gambatte pple... i hate louis. shittified. i hate my class guys. happily ostracized kelvin when he did nothing lor! go and die lah.. pls lor louis.. u were the one being ostracized by us last yr? then wanna suck up to the guys.. get a life lah attn seeker... shit off. irritant. kelvin did nothing lor... they gave a reason like they dont like his laughter? even those whom i thot were nice choose to ignore him... so mean... mean mean mean... -krossed-