Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip
I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone...

argh. god damned place i'm living in.

*thanks jeri for listening...

heyhey... hmm... lets start from thursday.. wad paper was it? oh.. econs p1 and p2! econs p1 was like... horrible of the yr? i find them tuff? like perpetually lor? bahh... but p2 was kinda good? ha... was looking thru the mindmap on wage restructuring? gosh i was so lucky... it seriously came out for case study lor? thank god i cud answer the questions... kinda confident? as in i wun fail lah? not confident of scoring.. i wish lor? ha.. went home on thursday.. totally like slacky mode already lor? cuz next day we're gonna go wilddddddddddd mah? ha... did onli 3 topics of physics... ideal, thermo and fluids... was busy memorising derivations and all... and none came out for p3?!? like wth? idiot of the yr lor... my p3 was subjected to the law of diminishing returns man? q1 was done in 10 mins... q3 15 mins... q2 and 6 took like forever? i seriously didnt knoe how to do lor... E = V/d... where's V sia?! then U = -GMm/r... where's M (mass of the earth)?! wth! i thot its a constant and SUPPOSED to be given lor? almost used the eqn for gravitation potential which is soo wrong? but i tikam M = 6 X 10^24... correct?! haha... got chance... oh well... nuclear physics was realli tuff? dunno why i chose tt qn also... fluids was like? huh? wth?! how to apply the formulae and all sia... basket lor... damn sad? oh well... paper ended... started to go a lil wild? haha.. no lah... rushed home... slacked abit... bathed and changed to get set for wilderness? haha... sorry its a class joke? just smth we processed outta ms tie's saying? ha... anyway... yes... i was the latest? my god lor... i cud be on time... but the bloody feeder bus was filled with sec sch students? cuz i happened to leave my house at 1pm? hmph... and i didnt wanna end up perspiring and all... not nice? especially when u just bathed? i wanted airconnnnnnn~... so i took the bus opposite and took mrt from yew tee... to orchard... nv shall i again? 45 mins journey sia... so long lor... end up being the latest... ha... went to watch turn left turn right at cine... serious the seats were soooooooo comfy lor? and yes... the movie isnt tt bad? wud give it a hmm... 6.464298571986 outta 10? heh... but seriously... the coincidences were tooo many lor? just too much... ha... but edmund chen damn funny? ha... oh well... didnt quite like the ending... like cud be happier lor? heh... after movie went to heeren... annex... mambo... they have new bags... saw a nice one... but like... wads the use if i buy it lor? my bro's gonna end up using cuz NS is next yr? anyway... then went to paragon i think... yup... super posh! nice... ha... went to AX... not very nice lah... expensive also... $229 for a pair of khakis? then went to guess... not tt bad... $129 for khaki jean-nish pants... (sorry jeannie? ha..)... considered buying it... but thot of looking at other stuffs... went to the new quik shop at paragon.. told myself i had to check tt out? heh... so i realli wanted to buy a tee or smth... saw this ok looking tee... not say very outstanding... haha... then went to hmm... wisma... topshop... i think the clothes are sooo not me lor? like so for the pubbing crowd? me.. pub? no way... ha... went to zara at the then planet hollywood? wohoho... so posh... found my khakis! so damn cheap! 50 bucks lor? i mean seriously it is cheap... then went to try... kinda big... for me... BMI so low? haha.. dun ask lor? ha... but i still bot it lah... too good to a deal... oh have i told u? think i'm going khakis for prom... as in the colour khaki? not khaki berms or whatnot? and guess what... khaki/tan/brown shades are all like colours of the season? wah... fashion prognosticator! ha... heh... then saw a nice vest also... brown... so matches my khaki pants? heh... but onli bot the pants in the end... but told myself i had to get the vest soon? cuz i'm scared it'd be outta stock or season? always happens to me? hmph... kiasu abit mah... ha... ok... then went for dinner... 2 hours lor? just talked about everything... then finally went home... happy day i had? up till orchard onli? when i got home... my dad happily told me i'm enlisting on 16th of jan! i stunned lor... got so mad? like sooo soon lor? hai.. sadness... but not too bad? garrie msged me later... asking me when i'm enlisting... he's on the same date as mine? yay... future bunkmates? heh... baz also! not tt bad afterall... oh man do i sound like i'm looking forward to enlistment? no. hmph... oh well... went out again today.. went to my grandma's place... on the way... my mom told me smth about my stepmom? man she sucks! I HATE HER! super imposed period! argh.. total bitch sia. she's so gonna get it when i tell my dad. yes i am going to do tt. bitch. argh. she accused me and my bro of being lazy? pls lah.. look whus the lazy one lor bitch! i loathe her. argh. ok.. fine... nvm about her... i was just so pissed upon hearing tt? hai... then went to my grandma's for a while... then went to town... heh... my mom said she'd buy me my prom shirt... get to save money? walked and walked... damn tired? 2 days already? ha... was at isetan scotts... ok fine... this couple was toking behind me and my mom... talking and walking behind us... i thot normal couple... couple as in one guy one girl? no need to be together or wad k? then i turned behind... it was diana?!?!?!? i was stunned! she was also stunned! ha... serious lor... how small can the world get?!?! stunned of the yr man... shant say whu the guy is... hehe... then went to shop around... passed by springfield... shades of brown/cream everywhere? and stripes everywhere? saw this nice one but my mom said it isnt nice? so ok lor... then went to scotts foodcourt... my mom ate i didnt... then to tangs... to check out luggage for my year end trip... (oh yes... divert abit... i can go overseas! yay... confirmed? my mom called CMPB and enquired... my enlistment date's on 16th of jan 2004... i'm going on dec 19th and returning on jan 2nd... yay yay... happy? heh...) anyway... went to check out the mens dept also... oh man... ck briefs are very ex? super comfy i guess... heh... why am i telling u this anyway? heh... then went to zara... yay yay... i got my vest? happy! my "soon" was actually today? ha... my mom was the one whu wanted to go zara? i didnt like force her or anything? heh... i still had to top up 20 bucks cuz it exceeded 50 lor... heh... then went to taka to buy food... bot haagen daz' midnight cookies or smth? damn yummy! niceeeeeee~... heh... then went home... on the bus... lolz! so funny lor? its like me and my mom were sitting down... then this person alighted.. so got empty seat.. this kiasu lady rushed for the seat... at the same time there was a lady near her seat? and she dropped this thing of hers? so the first woman was kinda blocked? so while the second woman was picking up her dropped thing, she instantly sat on her way up? hahaha... i found it funny lor? it happened way fast... and the first woman went back to her original standing position... i looked at my mom... and smiled... she laughed? like kinda loud? ha... oh well... funny mah... then went home lor... tt was my day... this is my entry... so bloody long i guess? oh yes... enjoy my new blog... kinda laggy? wanted to upload this traffic pic... orangey? kinda like tt of my ex-blog? and edna's? ha... traffic-orangey-frds? ha... but i dunno how to? if anyone knoes tell me ya? heh... ok then... nights~

hey man... my last entry's first few words were "i cudnt sleep last nite?"... guess i have to start with those same words again? bugger... think i'm having insomnia sia! i slept at like 2am last nite? was damn hyper lor... went to bed at around 12.30... then kept tossing and turning... then was hungry so went to make some tuna sandwiches for myself... tts it? cudnt sleep lor... was listening to jay chou... hoping to doze off... but failed? which is kinda good? cuz it goes to show tt jay chou isnt a lullaby singer? haha... serious lor... cudnt sleep man... i was hoping the hype will last till after the paper... but it was 67.23057128947% gone after i woke up in the morning? haha... oh well... maths p2 was hmm... dunno wad to say? pure maths section wasnt easy ya... first qn i stunned lor? had onli like 3-4 lines for a 4 marks qn?! wah... 2nd qn more stunned... i forgot the integration by parts formula?! so didnt want to waste time.. proceeded on... qn 3 was like? huh... dunno how to draw? skipped... went to the last qn of section a... cudnt do the last part... so ya... went to stats... here i come? bugger... hypothesis didnt come out lor? so sad man... some semblance of hypo did come out lah... but like? hurr? 2 marks qn my workings were like one-third a page? ha... 4 marks qn and my working's like in 3-4 steps? shucks... oh man... hopefully i didnt screw up P(Z>-a) those sorta thing... if i got them wrong then the section on stats confirm gone case liaoz lor... i cud do the one on DRV tho! wah lao... 7 marks? my working like super madness lor? P(T=6) = 2P(5,6) + 2P(4,6) + 2P(3,6) + 2P(2,6) + P(1,6) + P(1,1)?!?! tt step is like essentially worthy of 3 marks sia... tt was just a teeny weeny part of the whole qn? wth... happy doing lor... so irritating? but i cud do lah... heh... tts like the onli qn i'm confident of... ok... was happily statsing... then went back to pure maths section... integration by parts... was happily deriving formula cuz forgot? supposed to let u = lnx i let v = lnx??! oh man! but everything else was correct... just hmm... opposite sorta thing lor? oh man... pls i need those marks... then curve sketching... wah lao... took a gamble and anyhow draw... shud be correct after comparing... hehe... hai... hope to get a D at least ya? C would be good... nv have i gotten a C for maths throughout my err... journey in jj? lolz... anyway... mr anand was our invigilator for the first half... damn funny lor... thot he kinda made us happy tho we were all sulky cuz its like... hello? maths? ha... then mr chia was our other invigilator.. the art one? mr chia rite? ha... after collecting our scripts he was like... "do u guys all notice something interesting? in this class alone there are 6 left handed people..." ha... i was like... hurr? nothing better to do? think he's a leftie or smth? welcome to the club? haa... whatever... econs tmr... stress... dreamt of ms tie last nite?!??! my god... she was saying smth like "whoa... prelims already... still doing so badly whoa hafisssaan..." pls... i dun wanna fail? they often say dreams are the opposite of reality? i sure hope so? ha... gonna sleep now... then wake up do econs ya... the then statistician is an economist today? a follower of economstie? hahaha... see ya~

hello... i cudnt sleep last nite? bloody hell... sorry ya edna? ha... was listening to my oriental tunes playlist? thot i cud sleep easily... but no? i dunno why? maybe bcuz of my imminent doom earlier this morning? haha... or maybe bcuz my dad was watching the man u match? oh man... nistelrooy missed the penalty? tts like... ultimate sadness? kicked so hard summore... and so i finally slept... woke up... had bfast... like once in eons? heh... tension? my heart kept doobing doobing on the way to sch? exam fever ya ms tie? hai... phy paper 1 wasnt easy... or izzit just me? or rather... just jjcian budding physicists? ha... i got like 14/30 lor? 2 qns whose answers i forgot? so might pass... pass also borderlinely lor? bahhh... p2 was like... hai? i thot i had lotsa time... kept skipping those explanation questions hoping i cud get back to them... then my speed was just slowing down? then panicked?! no time! anyhow do! sigh... bad time management? bloody hell... qn7? hate it. clockwise... increasing/decreasing... anticlockwise... increasing/decreasing? like whatever? wad topic is tt under sia? anyhow tikam during the last minute? tension can... sigh? went home straightaway... actually not really? went to lot1's LJS with siti and angel... then went home lor... wanted to buy this hmmm... mens folio? wanting to get ideas for prom? ha... but didnt... maybe wednesday or smth ya... went home slept till about 4... read the papers... slacked around... did maths... so irritating? applications of integration? took like half an hour to do 2 questions? bloody hell... oh well.. i'll prolly stay up late tonite and do some stats... cmon? anyone wanna join me fellow statistician? bahhh.... whatever ah... good luck budding chemists... -49 major stabs of reality to curse my nonchalance-

hey man... its saturday? like duh... one more day to physics! gawd... stress of the yr! oh well.. didnt do much work today... i realised all the topics i've covered b4 prelims for physics have all been thrown down the brain drain? ha... as in... brainy-drain? ha... oh well... shucks... am gonna mug later into the wee hours of sunday... i shall... no chance liaoz! was watching survivor last nite... quite nice? heh... i dun quite like otsen? so act lor... he told the girls to expose their boobs so tt the team cud get money? pls lor... u expose ur dick also the team loses money lor? lolz! ha... oh well... nicole went off... i didnt want her to? wanted otsen to go... oh man! the immunity challenge was sucha close one? thank god the blue team won... whus name i forgot? ha... yeah... sigh... i slept till 6pm today? so much for wanting to sleep from 3 to 4 onli?! heh... oh well! have been toking to adit's elder bro over msn quite often... adit's like forever watching disney channel at nite? ha... cutie of the yr lor... oh yes... my phy tutor called my hp just now... seriously i didnt hear my phone ringing cuz i was outside? not like i purposely avoided? ha... shucks... guilty guilty... oh man.. cant wait for the coming fri! am gonna shop for prom stuffs with my table mates?! yay! guess tts about it... see ya... study hard peeps~

oh man... i just feel like shopping for prom clothes! cant wait for next friday? going to shop after physics p3 with my table mates? when exams arent even over for us? ha... going wild? ha... i feel like going khakis! nice i think? armani exchange? calvin klein? guess? zara? paul smith? hmmm... *thinks*

hey man... havent touched and typed in you for a week? IN you? ha... i dunno? prelims week anyway? yaya... which makes u think i've been studying? didnt do much actually? but well... i did some work at least lah... was at the airport at sunday.. went to send adit and his family off... cutie of the yr lor! u knoe he kissed me... voluntarily? like he seriously forced his lips against my face to like err... cement his kiss? ha... adit i miss u... haha... ok... then we said our goodbyes... so everything was fine... then my aunt started crying and hugging my bro... he also cried... shucks? tt was it? i was starting to feel emotional and started tearing as well? then i quickly walked away to the carpark... dun wanna be seen tearing? haha... it was damn sad... i think we're too close to them? oh well... which was kinda good? i felt super motivated to study hard? yeah... so was thinking about it in the car... then i was like yes... study hard... then happened to receive an sms from angel... study hard sms also? study hard i shall? or so i thot? ha... went home and slept first... tired mah... then did some econs lor... seriously? ha... monday was my practical... shucks? suck it lor... g = 9.81 thereabout... i got 120 lor?! like wth! tts it lor... idiot... dunno where i went wrong? tension of the yr lor... then went home... caught holland v... (like i'm-oh-so-prepared? ha...) tuesday was like the stressest day of the week? gp and econs essay paper?! oh well... gp was kinda ok... paper 1 was kinda nice... i did the one on long term healtcare... economic goals... role of govt all come out? ha.. so was writing about non-economic goals... then switched to economic goals.. tts it? i got bored and slackened? ha... but i wrote almost 8 pages! can u believe it! first time? ha.. paper 2 was kinda ok lah... not too easy not too difficult either? i paraphased alot! first time! and my vocab... think i got 4/5? i think so... sally chua ur so gonna be mistaken lor? idiot... wednesday was rest... wanted to pia maths... right... didnt do much? ha... oh well... it was quite ok lah given tt i didnt do much work? lost 30 marks? i hope... it was a rainy day? super conducive for sleeping... which i did? after lunch at bk tt is... spent like 8 bucks? wah lao... went home to sleep a good 2 hours... woke up finished watching mo nu de tiao jian? like i took one year to complete watching 8 discs? ha... but its a damn sad story... hai? damn drama today... dunno wads getting into my brother nowadays... lies lies and more lies? hai... making adit's mom all sad? hai... work hard pple... bye...

hey man... pc's using xp now? ha... its like... the first time i upgraded then went to windows... cudnt connect to the net cuz my modem driver's spoilt? bugger... so irritated... not xp-friendly sia... upgrading takes an hr k? then i uninstalled xp to go back to me lor... then downloaded the necessary stuff... then upgrade again.. like totally sian diao? hai... waste time onli! then 2nd time upgraded... finally can... but right... my mp3 burner programme dunno go where lor? then needa activate windows using the serial number given via the net mah... cannot work sia the serial number! haiz... piracy? lolz... i dunno how ah! within 30 days must activate... but surprise surprise... ipod works now with xp... bloody hell! damn irritating... ok... was doing some econs mindmap just now? lolz... ha... k lah! wad else to say? nothing? sianz... shall leave u with smth... think its damn true... "Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at an Elingsh uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer is at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a toatl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae we do not raed ervey lteter by it slef but the wrod as a wlohe." do uoy gyus tihnk so? ha... =)

boo hoo... my prelims are so screwed?! i fear econs p3 the most man... revision's going at a way slow pace? argh... i was just reading 8 days and they had this extra thingy... like promoting gold coast and brisbane with fann wong in it? so cool! haiz... i so feel like going there again? the weather's like so nice.. shopping's like so fantastic... surfer clothes paradise? ha... i better start saving enuff money now for my year-end trip... and hopefully i wun be enlisted too early ya? heh. had tuition yesterday... was quite happy cuz it ended quite early? and he didnt make us do tt stupid thing where everyone's supposed to ask a qn? means u gotta knoe ur basics sorta thing? whew... then went to JE... went to zap some stuff from audrey... physics must-knows... last resort? haha... then went to buy the pirated software for windows xp... then went to eat zinger meal... and studied econs... yes yes yes... all alone? how sad... but ya... it was for my own good? i dun think i gave myself 100% focus... more like 75.32952949%? ha... oh yes! was at JE yesterday right... so thot i'd go check out this handphone shop since the prices there are like so ridiculously cheap? 3100 for 38 bucks! after trading in my 6100! sigh! how? bloody tempting can... but i still want my 6100 lei... and its like... i already have 4 years till my plan with singtel expires (after 2 upgrades? lolz...) so if i upgrade again it'll be 6 years lor! wth? until i get married sia... ha... no lah? but its realli tempting... and my mom said its ok if i wanna upgrade lei? ha.. anyone wants to buy? any phone? i'll bring u to the shop k... damn cheap lor! ha... okok! focus! after studying... my mom picked me up... went to pick my bro and adit and his family... ha! cutie of the year... went to bt timah to eat... didnt feel good cuz my throat's sore? so eat anything nice also like nothing lor? ha... anyway at bt timah my mom passed the car to my uncle? cuz she's scared of parking? ha... ah duhs... oh yes! i met nicholas... didnt say hi to him ah? wonder how he's doing... ha... then went to IMM cuz my aunt wanted to shop for some stuffs for her frds... this frd of hers... pls lor? so insulting? her indonesian friend wanted her to buy corn beef... and was sorta implying to my aunt tt she cant read? pls lor... pple until uni lor? bitch. dusnt pay to be kind ya pple! heh... then back in the car to my another uncle's place... my mom was asking adit whether his dick is circumcised anot... and he went smth like "oh... it can be big... it can be small"? hahaha! so cuteeeeee.... so innocent lor? ha... then went over to my another uncle's place for like an hour plus... the place reeks of cats smell? sorry edna? but my tt uncle has like 10 cats i think? gosh... ha... adit's going back tmr! oh man... nvm... he's coming back in dec anyway! ok! i'm going to upgrade to windows xp after this... hopefully it'll turn out well ya! gonna do some econs man... ok! adit roxx! -3+61 little stabs of reality to curse my nonchalance- (i'm soooooo dead after those stabs!)

hey! yup... went over to adit's place to spend the night? ha... feeling so guilty now? didnt do work there! sigh! i'm soo dead... gonna mug my shit off lor? anyway! adit's cute! ya.. like wads new? lolz... his first words to me were "abang hafiz, adit punya helicoper" (meaning: bro hafiz, adit has a helicopter) lolz... like tts oh-so-important? ha... he remembers me tho i last saw him a year ago whatnot... ha... was showing him his photo in my hp and he was like all shy? hahaha... so cute! his mom was telling us... there was this worksheet given to him in sch... on it there was a boy and girl... so the kids were told to colour them... and he coloured the boy only? why? cuz "adit's a boy... so i dun wanna colour the girl..." haha... cutie of the year lor... and he's very rebellious? the teacher told him to cross his leg... nope he didnt... again the teacher told him... he remained just as stubborn... the teacher pleaded "adit, pls cross ur leg..." and finally he did? ha... cute... (like there's only one adjective to describe him? ha.. ) and he likes watching "tease-me" (disney... haha?) and he says mr bean is stupid? ha... and he pronounces stupid like stop-it... but whu cares? he's onli 3+! heh... he's just so cute lah... must see him in real life one lor... ha... enuff of him... accompanied adit and his family to SIR to extend adit's bro's passport... didnt wanna go cuz already was feeling guilty and all? but still went lah duhs... adit's so cute.. how can i not go? ha... anyway.. went orchard then... was a waste of time totally? didnt even shop! my god? then went back lor? like super sian diao... i wanna shop one ok... oh btw... go checkout the new paragon? so cool... so posh? ha.. and they have a quik shop there! must check out soon... oh man.. i feel like shopping for prom stuffs already? maybe i shall go soon with my prom table mates... after prelims maybe? ok... i'm speaking too soon when prelims havent even started! -stress- slept till 6+... watched holland v... then studied abit of physics... then went to watch singapores brainiest... wah lao... not tt i wanna say... but pls choose categories which u knoe lah? pass pass pass... irritating? ha... audrey didnt make it.. was aiming her? XVIII = 18... she happily 1003 or smth? oh jem? i didnt knoe the city of pompeii was destroyed cuz of the eruption of vesuvius... hope tt interests u? ha... lolz... oh yes... i cannot forget tt paragueeyyyy kid ya? haha... cute... but not as cute as my adit... ha... oh man! was just watchin true files? damn sick! damn inhumane lor! super super maid abuse until she died lor? hmph... the wife champion lor... pinched her breasts? i pinch urs then u knoe ah! lolz... anyway! i think the nokia 3100 is super nice?!? ahhhhh... the white one especially! -hopes- haha... as if lor? ha... nights peeps~... -5+63 little stabs of reality to curse my nonchalance- (with greater meaning now i hope...? ha...)

hey man... ha... now there's only one of yesterday's post? heh... good. didnt do anything much today... 2 hour of econs? well... will do somemore later? heh... like 1 hour into revision i was like craving for food... started toasting bread to eat with nutella and tuna? as in separately of cuz... lolz... oh yeah... tried putting on my supposed-to-wear-for-syf contacts... forget it lor? the thing just didnt wanna go in? and my eyelashes kept getting in the way lor... so much for being snuffleupagus? (thanks to zac's frd for the spelling...) ha... anyway... i think marking gp essays is like totally subjective lor? serious lor... i got like 12/20 for my latest essay language mark? 4 grammatical errors... which were really really careless ones! so not satisfying... betty lim marked it? jem? ha... anyway.. sally chua zapped some essays for us... this candidate had like gazillion grammatical errors lor? got 12 also? wah lao... (finds the script...) oh yes... 10 grammatical errors... punctuation mistakes here and there... and got 14 (and not 12)? how unfair lor... hmph... wanted to cut my hair... went to the hairdresser... right... she told me its closed? like cannot gimme leeway lah! 15mins to cut onli lor? hmph... went home... watched the singapore hits awards? i think its very cheesy lor? the artistes can just stop singing like halfway and all and the next group starts to sing? like wth lah? long way to go lah k. and i hate the 933fm male deejay? i dunno why? ha... victimised? guess so. and!! S.H.E. did a cover of bsb's how did i fall in love with you? and the emcee happily announced its their new song? pls lor... "new" u mean? hmph... lolz... sorry? i'm like onli supporting jay chou? anti the rest? heh... ok! adit's coming tmr! yay yay yay... =)

heyy... havent been blogging i knoe... lazy's the word? and i like didnt wanna post a new entry cuz i want the pilot requirement to be there? ha... and i like dun wanna reveal all my life to someone? lolz... well its like one week to prelims! gasp... tension of the year man! oh well... i kinda slacked this week? gosh... no time! had some maths mock p2 on wednesday... which was useless lah? mass discussion? 2 hours into the paper... they asked who wanted to leave... i'd say 3/4 of the LT raised their hands? pls lor... how taxing sia... especially when statistics is two-thirds of the paper! god? ha... yeah... so i went home to sleep... wad else? oh ya... ms tie's been ok... she hasnt been teaching.. rather giving us tutorial times to practice and keep time tt sorta thing? yah lor... thursday was damn sad day lor? i wanted to pon phy lect and tut... u wanna knoe my time table? lunch is 1.30 to 2.15... phy lect 2.15 to 3... break one period... and then comes phy tut at 3.45 to 4.30? how stupid! might as well go home sia... ya... so i wanted to go home? which i didnt at all? stayed till phy tut sia... which was a wild tutorial... ha... went home with queen maron... got home and checked my email... i really shouldnt?! i was pissed man... like my pc's corrupted or smth? everytime wanna open up some programmes not enuff memory? pls lor... 5gb not enuff ah! so i cudnt take it.. went to recover the pc... its like reformatting without loss of contents.. so i thot the pc would work fine... then halfway thru recovering the prog said not enuff memory? then i cudnt get to windows! my god... tts it? ultimate sadness? my 700 mp3s and my movies all gone? some unwatched at tt? sigh... but managed to save half of my mp3s thanks to my trusty ipod... haha... anyway! adit's coming to town! yes man! i sooooo miss him? edna has her aidan... i have my adit! ha... cant wait! and this means my revision's gonna slacken abit lor? but nvm... i shall slog into the wee hours of the morning... heh.. happy! anyway... fri was a dumb day lah... like wads new? 4 breaks in between... totally sian diao? yah... i forked out $18 for my class for the econs dictionary... cuz of someone! whu hasnt been paying umpteen times. so much for being rich. or so u claim? whatever. heh... but realli! the econs dictionary is realli good! lotsa lotsa thanks to ms tie for slogging 10 hours when its teachers day?! its realli good... we salute her! hahaha... its a class joke? saluting and all? ha... we're gonna work hard for her... damn touched? ha... had tuition today... went to bt batok for breakfast... had my fave pita! yup... tuition was scary? its like he assigned each of us a phy fact... and everyone's supposed to qn tt fact? he gave me like 6 J/kg... gravitational potential or smth? damn stress! i havent started on gravitation lor? tension.. and he's gonna continue this method wef after prelims! better work hard man! oh man... oh btw! sally chua called me hafiz during thursday's gp? stunned? serious.. like who calls me tt lor? my family? heh... anyway... yup.. work hard pple! - 7+65 little stabs of reality to curse my nonchalance -

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Requirements
- Singapore Citizens, Singapore Permanent Residents or Malaysian Citizens.
- Minimum 5 credits in the General Certificate in Education (GCE) Ordinary Level Examination or its equivalent e.g. SPM. These must include credits in English, Mathematics and a Pure Science subject, preferably Physics, taken at one sitting. In addition, applicants must possess one of the following:
(a) minimum 2 'A's and 2 'O's, including General Paper, in the GCE 'A' Level Examination (or its equivalent); or
(b) minimum 2 Principal Passes (excluding the languages; Mathematics and Science subjects preferred) and 2 Subsidiary Passes in the STPM (or its equivalent); or
(c) a Polytechnic Diploma; or
(d) a Degree.
- You must be medically fit and have visual acuity of at least 6/60 without optical aids, correctable to 6/6.

Training
Training to acquire an Airline Transport Pilot's Licence (ATPL) with Instrument Rating (IR) will be provided at pilot training schools in Singapore and overseas. The duration of training is approximately 15 to 17 months. During this time, full board and lodging will be provided. Upon obtaining the flying licence, you will be trained for a period of 1 to 2 years and on successful completion you will be appointed as a First Officer.

Bond
Successful candidates will be required to serve SIA for the duration of training and 7 years from the date of appointment as First Officer.

Remuneration and Service Benefits
During training, you will be paid a monthly allowance, depending on your entry qualifications and the phase of training.
Meal, location and nightstop allowances will be paid, where applicable, during line training as a Second Officer.
On appointment as a First Officer, your basic salary will range from SGD 4,300 to SGD 5,200 per month, depending on aircraft type. Allowances(such as productivity allowance, meal and overnight allowances) will be given when operating a flight. In addition, there is an annual wage supplement of 1 month's basic salary, free medical and dental treatment, insurance coverage, free and discounted travel.

hahaha... quite cool right? cant wait... so excited! right... 5-6 years more to go? ha.. my mom was telling me tt her friend's son only spent 2 years on degree and SIA accepted him.. and then he was sent to perth or smth for the piloting course? so lets do some maths here... NS = 2.5 years... uni = 2 years (assuming i have such luck?).. so total is about 4.5 years before SIA accepts me? not 5-6? hahaha... 5-6 if i have to do a full 4 years engineering degree lor.. ha.. cant wait sia... ha... ok... enuff? ha... yesterday was quite a satisfying day... did alot of maths... 3 topics? yup.. wanted to study with her late into the wee hours of the morning... but was too sleepy... so yeah... woke up at 8+ 9 today... had breakfast... watched a bit tv... then went on to do 3 questions on binomial.. and tt was it? slacked all the way? shucks man.. but i'll resume work later... worry not... heh... yay... my mom agreed to pay for my prom fees? aint so broke afterall... ha... i wanna shop! havent shopped for ages sia... wad else? nothing i guess... ha... nights...
- 15+73 little stabs of reality to curse my nonchalance -